Wonder if this time round was real?

Today, went to meet Sharon for her opening stuffs then after that went to look for something. Nothing to much to shop, she was feeling sick so asked her to go home and rest.

I went to jog after going home. Woo... Longest jog of the week I guess. I jog to lakeside to look for Sharon and she told me that she would be there. I jog there not because she's there, because it was my usual route. So today stop there for a pit stop.

After that continue to jog to boon lay. Wow! Long jog! Last time used to did that until recently. Today was the first time that I jog so long. Gotta compensate to the other days when I didn't jog.

Today's long jog were to clear my mind and calm myself. Hmm... 2 hours jog today was cool and I sweat damn lot. LOL!

While on the way home, my leg was so wobbly that I almost fell into the drain. After that a bicycle came at me directly and I doesnt have enough strength to dodge and I was knock down. Haha! Clumsy me. I dont blame that cyclist. I was at blame for not having enough reaction time to dodge that when I suppose to have.

After that, walked home and I saw something wriggle on the of the tree and was thinking what was it. Looked up and I saw a snake. Shocked me. I was like jumped and almost fall back. LOl! Yes it's a snake! Haha! Super scary. Haha! I faster run away in case that snake attacks me. Haha!

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This few days I have been trying to calm myself down and stop thinking. Sorting out every feeling, every emotions and base on what I see and what I receive I tried sort it out. The result of what I should do is the same.

I have been happy doing something and yet unhappy at the same times. Thinking... Who am I? What am I?

Hearing what someone said really makes me happy and wishing that that was real but in fact are always cruel.

Alright, I guess that's all for today. Tomorrow's will be a shocking news to see. Look out! LOL!