Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Phase Test Day.

Just have my phase test today. The tasks was quite easy but the question is hard somehow and I some how get different question from Chong's class. Then work on the task till half way, problems emerge, all the things we did are correct but I think it's because of the connection problem or stuff my groups somehow cannot do the web browser thing. That's delayed 30mins of our time on just 1 question and we have 3 tasks to work on it. Meaning on task 1 we have already spent 1 hrs. So we didnt have enough time to complete task 2 but task 3 was to show teacher whether we know the commands of hyper terminal or not so within 2 minutes I complete it already. Haha! But still not enough time to complete everything. So like that I miss out 4 marks I think. Haha! Never mind. Haha!

Didnt touches the project today because we dont have the server thing in our house so we cannot do it. Now I know why teacher want us to do it in school already. Haha! But I dont care anyway.

Checked about the Lasik thing (Eye Lasering). It cost about 1.5k per eye if I'm not wrong. Need to call and ask about it. There will be side effect for the first weeks of it then slowly it will subside. Haha! So I think it will be alright, the only thing was that I dont know whether will I regain back to perfect eye sight because my degree is too high. So I think I need to call and ask about it. If can, then I think I will be having the operation during holidays ba. Haha! As soon as possible.

Seems that some of my friends encounter problems, the usual problems.
Then he asked me this,"why is it that girl are so cold to me and only sometimes they care about me." Haha!
This is my reply, "they are not cold toward you just that you are over sensative and they care not only sometimes but everytime just that they didnt put them into words. Sometimes care must not need to be put in words."
Follow on by this questions, "Why is it that only me show her concern or things, shouldnt she be saying that to me like others girlfriend did?"
Mine reply, "Care and concern are not something that you expect give and return. They are not goods in trade or money that you borrowed. So you cant weigh using this way because that doesnt show out they dont care when didnt said anything."
Then he asked,"They didnt do something nice and sweet to me. I'm always the one showing all those thing."
Me, "You should look at it in a different angle man! You dont expect a girl to humour you ok? You should be the one that humour the girl and if everytime girl do something nice and sweet to you I think more or less in future you will take it for granted. Trust me, things will get better in future! Keep those negative thoughts away!"
Then I divert the subject away. Haha!

Talking about keeping negative thoughts away, I like to tell people about this but I seldom can do it myself. Haha! Nowadays, I'm slowly keeping all those thoughts away. It will be better not to think about it than thinking about it everyday and night about it. Haha!

Now I understand how Jian Yong feels. Haha! Sometimes missing someone can be somehow miserable and saying that he hope that his gf will be with him everyday. Haha! Told him that day that he is very Kua Zhang, but I understand it now! Hahah! Sorry about that Bro! Haha!

Ok lahz! Nothing more to write! Haha! See ya! Gotta go! Haha! HAPPY DAYS AHEAD! Haha!

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Voice-less.

Didnt go to school today because gotta rush out the assignment by this thursday. Still gotta revise for tomorrow test. Quite alot of things to revise because I forgot some of the command for HyperTerminal already.

Woke up early in the morning just to do the project. Sometimes I wonder, if I really group up with correct group of people. They seems dont really care about the work. I think if I didnt start doing the project, I think till today they also wont do it. They dont even feel like doing it at all. Thinking about that make me pissed off. Should have did what Leon said. All they care is play, unlike the other group, going to complete already when we just started it. Pissed~!

Loses my voice this morning when I wake up. Keep on going off pitch. Think it's because I eat too much heaty stuff at Chong's house yesterday and result today voice!

Thinking of going to Malaysia, I feel kinda sian. Dont know why, dont feel like going at all, last time I will really like to go but this time dont know why just dont feel like going. Instead I feel like staying in Singapore. At least I can go where I want in Singapore, over at Malaysia I can really do nothing moreover there is no place for me to go. Not like here, in singapore I can go to East Coast, Town and other places as and when I like. Some more going overseas with my parent isnt really fun. Therefore dont really look forward to it.

After the week that I come back from Malaysia, I need to work again. Sian. Dont really wanna work as a sales job. I dont like it at all. Going to quit it after this month ba. Then look for other jobs. At the same time, holidays coming. Looking for factory jobs, if not mum going to nag again.

Alright lahz! Will update again tonight if possible. How I hope that everything will be over, test over, project over, work over and everything over. All the best for my test tomorrow. Good luck and take care!

Monday, February 26, 2007

26th of Feb. Chu Jiu.

26th Feb, Chu Jiu (Chinese Calender, the 9th day of the first month) today, another words means Pei Yun's and Guo Chang's birthday today. Haha!

Went over to Jun Chong's house to celebrate because they are making it a simple birthday celebration this year then some more every year Chu Jiu we went over to Chong's house to play one. Haha! So this year make no exceptional. Haha!

I went there late because I go assignment to do although I still havent complete it. But still I think that there is time ba. Haha! Then when I reached there, Chun How was already outside to looking at those adults playing. Haha! Of course, I was curious about it and go and take a look. Haha! Chun How placed bet at first. Then saw that he is quite lucky, then we placed our bet. Haha! All of us place bet and only played one player. Haha! But we wont back quite alot. Haha! At first I won 10 bucks. Then after Guo Chang came, we went to have dinner. Haha!

During dinner time, Chun How, Wee Meng and Me just cannot shut our mouth and must keep on making noise. Haha! So funny! Haha! We are professional clowns? Haha! But we are not paid to do that. Haha! I did eat alot man. Haha! After eating half plate of Bee Hoon, I ate the Noodles, then after noodles, I ate wee meng's Bee Hoon. Haha! But I'm still not full yet. Haha! Then after that went inside Chong's study room to chat awhile. Haha!

Inside Chong's study room, was chatting half way until Chong use his iron to spray water. Then the water drip on Wee Meng and he thought that I spit saliva. Haha! Then I found out that it was the iron and wanted to play again. Haha! The water was spraying out from the tip of the iron and I thought it was spraying from the base. So I face the base towards Meng and press, I see no water coming out then they told me that it was from the tip and when I press, the water spray upwards and said that look like whale. Haha! Then they laugh! Haha! I didnt know ma! Haha! Didnt use the iron before! Haha!

Then after that went out to play Black Jack again. Haha! Then play until the uncle leave, I wont 15 bucks! So total I think I won 25 bucks ba! Haha! This year play what win what. Haha! Win back all I have lost the previous year! Haha! Then after that celebrate Pei Yun's and Guo Chang's birthday. Haha! Cheated them on eating the Mandrin Oranges. Haha! Dont know how this idea come to me and chong's mind. Haha! Then after that play awhile, finish the cake then wash up and go home. Haha! Took a cab home. Haha!

This year counting from eve till now I wont about 50 plus ba! Haha! 2 times on mahjong and once on black jack! I'm so lucky this year! Haha! OK lahz! Tomorrow still need to wake up early to go to school. But I think I'm not going for the first lesson ba! Haha! Need to do the assignment. Haha! Do it tomorrow morning. Haha! Still need to study for Wed phase test. This phase test hold high marks ba. Haha! Need to revise man. If not fail. Haha! I failed class test by 8 marks and this time need to used phase test to cover up. Haha!

Alright lahz! Gotta go. Haha! Blog again other day. Haha! Gotta sleep! Good Night! Haha!

Sunday, February 25, 2007

Shopping!

Had a great day today man and you know that when only guys went out, three idiotic guy went out together, you know what will be happening. Haha!

In the morning I went to Toa Payoh, in the morning about 8+. When there to Bai Nian! Haha! Then after that went to my grandmother house from there. Every Sunday it's a must for my mum to go over to my grandmother house, so I just tagged along today because I'm meeting Jun Chong at JP. Haha!

1.45, I set off from my grandmother house to JP because meeting Chong there at 2pm. Then I go out together with Di because she is going over to my 4th Aunt house to give her grandchildren, my nephew tuition. Haha! Then I walk to JP from there and I only take 15 mins to reach there. Haha!

Reach Chong at JP at 2pm. Then went to walk around to see what to buy, walk, see and drink. Haha! Bought Ice Cappuccino to drink and in the meantime to wait for Meng to come. When he reached, that is when we started to buy and walk around more. Haha! Helping Chong to think what to buy, in our mind we have top, MP3, Jacket and Bag. Haha! In the end he get her a top from 77th Street. Then the Puma shirt we cannot get it from JP because there is no new piece, we proceed to IMM. Haha!

This was went the fun begin. Haha! We went in to royal sporting house to buy the Puma shirt and after I paid for it, Chong requested of sitting down to drink and chat. Haha! Then he saw there is Coffee Club over there. Then without hesitation. we went in. Hahaha! Ordered the set meal to eat which make us think 30 mins for it. Haha! The waitress came over to ask what we wanna order, Meng just said "We need some more time." Haha! I was like laughing. Haha! Then went ordering, I felt that the table was very sticky and feel so weird sitting down, I just shoot out to the waitress, "Why is the table so sticky?" The waitress reply, "Because we have just wipe the table so it will be somehow sticky. Or if you want, you can change the sit?" I just said "Never mind, it's ok!" Haha! We all just blast out into laughter, even the waitress also wanna laugh. Haha! I was the one that said it's sticky and I'm the want that dont wanna change sit. Haha!

Then while waiting for the drinks and food to come, we disturb people in the Coffee Club. Haha! Soon after that, our dishes came. Haha! The drinks only mine tasted nice, we had the same soup and main dish is different. Haha! We ordered ours, in the end we eat others. Haha! I ate Meng Lasagne (abit) and my spagetti. Haha! We ust bullied the waitress when they came to collect the empty dishes. Haha! Meng didnt finished his Lasagne yet but I just ask the waitress to clear all when the waitress asked me. Haha! Then she take Meng's food and put on the tray, that Meng said "I havent finish the food yet lehz!" Then the waitress said sorry and put the plate back then Meng said, "but I dont want it already!" Haha! All of us just burst out into laughter again. Haha! That stupid Meng. Haha!

While chatting Chong was looking away to someplace, I pour some sweetener into his plain water. That sweetener is for my tea. Haha! I caught him off guard because he didnt notice that. Haha! Then Meng and Me was laughing all the way. Haha! Because Meng thought that I dont dare to pour it in. Haha! Chong asked why are we laughing I just said nothing. Haha! Then we somehow tricked him into drinking the water and we both was watching him when he drink the water. Haha! Laughing and watching. But he didnt notice the difference of the water. Haha! Then we asked, the drink not sweet mehz? Haha! He said no. Haha! Then we said, we added the sweetener into it. Haha!

The food there doesnt taste nice. Haha! It seal my appetite. Haha! Then Meng and me said, next time when Chong recommend something that are nice in someplace, we dont go because it's sure not nice one. Haha! Then after that they went back to JP to get something while I go home. Haha!

Sorethroat still not healed yet and it keep relapsing. Haha! All thanks to the food I ate today and yesterday! Haha! Actually it's fine already and because of today Mince Meat Noodle my sis bought, it hurt my throat that much that no matter drinking how much water it just wont go off. Haha! Dont know whether tomorrow I can eat or not! Haha! Watch them eat can already I think. Xie Te! Haha!

Ok lahz! Going to pray liao for the Chu Jiu thing one! Haha! Gotta go! See ya! Tomorrow schooling! Haha! Sian! Dont feel like going! Haha! See ya! NiteS! Haha!

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Today.

This morning, early in the morning about 8+. Then wake up to prepare to go to the temple near to City Harvest Church. Mum brought Bro and Sis there to pray because the Fan Tai Sui. This morning Mum was the one driving because Bro yesterday night sleep late and was tired then Mum dont wanna let him drive because he might lose concentration. That bro didnt bring key need me to keep myself awake just to open the door for him, then I also sleep at that time. Haha! So tired. Haha! But at least I no need to drive, so I can sleep in the car. Haha!

Then after that when over to my gramps house. Haha! Played Poker cards with cousins. Haha! Played till like a bunch of maddy. Haha! Used Cards to see my luck through out the year and mine turn out bad. Haha! But I dont kinda believe in this lahz. Haha! Then after that played card exchange (I dont know the actual name).

*RULES*
Dealer will give each one 4 cards. place the cards in these direction.

____ ____

1 2
----- -----
____ ____

3 4
----- -----

You can only see card 3 and 4. Then 1 and 2 are mystery card and it will remain unknown until you change it. Then you need to change all four cards until it add up to be the smallest amount. So J=0, K & Q = 10, Ace = 1. The others remain the same. The possible amount you can get is 0 by drawing Js and changing your cards to J! My best records are 3 points. So how much is your? Haha! You gotta play with 2 decks. Other player will have to draw a card from a deck to change the cards. Then you need to change till you think that you got the possible smallest number and then tell other players that you are done. Then after that compare points. If you are really are the smallest among all you win, if not you forfeit. Haha!

Then after that we played Black Jack. The banker can play beat the player if play points is lower then banker or blast. If banker blast, players can whack the banker. Haha! Then after that played card drawing, who draw the biggest card among all get beaten by the smallest and played it the other way round. Haha! Today is really not my luck that I got whack the most. Haha!

In the afternoon after we came back from gramps house, I wanna change money with my mum to feed my duck! That mum arr... So childish! Put all the shillings into the pig and dont wanna change with me. That pig is so full already and she keep on stuffing in the shillings.

Then at night, have steamboat for dinner. Oh man, I really got disgusted by Steamboat. Starting to dislike steamboat. Then Mum know that I got sore throat still asked me to eat that. Then now it worsen. Damn man! She's like being the doctor and at the same time being the murderer. Haha! Then she herself lose her voice already still eat steamboat, this is call planting a bomb to blast herself. Stupid right? Haha!

Then today suppose to meet that Jun Chong, but he dont know did what last night that he overslept and was still sleeping at 1.30. Still said meet me. Then going out tomorrow with him tomorrow after I go Toa Payoh! Haha!

Alright lahz! Tomorrow gotta wake up early. Going to sleep already. Haha! See ya!

Friday, February 23, 2007

Sickness Subside.

Can get sick at a early period of time, can get at the later period of time. Why must I got sick at this point of time. NEW YEAR! At least I got much better now, fever cured but now I got headache but over all still alright. Haha! At least I can think and do my work. Haha! Thinking that I need to work during the 2nd week of March I cant think of anything man. Haha! One word, SIAN! Haha! But alright lahz! Tolerate another months can liao! Haha! Because will not be working there after that ba. Found out that sales kind of job really dont suit me. Haha!

Bro friends come over to have steamboat today and making me so bored at home. Till now then I got the chance to go online because I dont have chair to sit, they take up all the chairs. Too many people till need to go to my god mum house to borrow chairs. Haha! She just live above us. Haha!

Talking about doing eyes lasering during these holidays. Because I'm interested in planes and wanna to sign on Air Force but my eye sight is too high so need to reduce it. So I thought of doing eye lasering. Haha! Discussed it with my Mum and she said that she will only agree to it if there are no side effect after doing it. So I need to call and ask about it. Government help to pay for some pilots for it. So I think there will be no problem ba. Still I need to call and ask to double confirm. Dont want to have side effect too. Haha!

Argh! The sore throat is killing me. Have been keeping myself from heaty food. Cant resist the temptation and I ate Curry yesterday and today it actually worsen in the morning. Now it is much better after drinking the Herbal Tea! Haha!

Tomorrow going out with Mum in the morning and Jun Chong in the afternoon. Haha! Alright then. Nothing more to blog about. Gotta go! Haha! See ya!

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

I'm So Sick!

I'm so sick! At first was sore throat and it was before new year, then after that it continue to worsen to have ulcer. After yesterday, meaning today, meaning when I woke up. I know that I'm starting to get worse. Then today in school, I was like shivering in cold and no mood to study. At that time I know that I'm sick and I have fever. Tomorrow still have revision phase test and I dont know whether I will be able to make it or not.

This is the first time that I look for medicine and eat it when I'm sick. If not tomrrow I sure faint in class. Haha! Today bro drive me to school and I'm starting to feel a little of uncomfortable. Then in class the uncomfortable rise. Next bro called me and tell me that they are going to the temple which located and SEMBAWANG and ask me if I wanna go not. I just said anything and he came to fetch me in school. I was so tired that I sleep in throughout the journey, on the way there and back from there. Then reached home, I bathed already, straight away jump on to my bed and sleep and it was 5+. Then I sleep all the way until 10.30pm then I have my dinner. So tired...!

That day heard what my uncle, auntie and mums talking. Not eavedropping because they are speaking too loudly that dont wanna listen also cannot. Haha! They was talking about my cousin, my elder cousin, the first grand son of my family. Saying that he has open a salon but rarely go there to check on the shop and they was afraid that he will be con. Haha! They said that they are not sure whether his girl friend really like him or not. Saying that if that if that girl dont have my cousin in her heart, it is impossible for my cousin to keep her by his side. That was what I agreed too. They are saying that Ren Xin Nan Ce, which I agree too. You will never know what he/she is planning in her mind when you are off guard. Haha! Not saying that everyone is like that, but some people that I met is like that, not my friends but adults. Haha! Ok lahz! Turning in. So tired today. Hope my sickness will be more better tomorrow! Haha! See ya! Nitez!

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

New Year Celebration!

Today we went to alot of people's house. First, Lijie. Then followed by Wee Meng, Zhi Wang and Jun Chong. Then after that come to my house for dinner, Steamboat! Haha!

Then just now over at Zhi Wang house because it's raining and we stayed a little longer before going over to Chong's house. Haha! I played Black Jack and Mahjong. Haha! I lose in Black Jack but I win back my capital when playing Mahjong. Haha! So happy. Haha!

Then after that over at my house, they play Black Jack using peanuts and oranges. Haha! I didnt play because I was full and cannot afford for anything to go down already. If not everything will come out. Haha! But think they will be going to play it again during 26th Feb ba! Haha! Scary man! Haha!

Dad is going China tonight and once he go, he is going there for 10 days! Haha! Will miss him man and also his lame jokes and stupid movement. Haha! That time Mum went, this time Dad went. Then who is the next one that will be going oversea? Haha! Dont know! Haha! Kinda of worry for him because he is not feeling well. *You gotta take care ya! Dad! Miss You!*

Ok lahz! Nothing to write already. Haha! Gotta go! See ya! Haha!

Good Morning.

Never ever wake up too early! It's so bored. Woke up in the morning at 8 and now I have nothing to do. Absolutely nothing! Now it's already 11am and I'm already starting to feel sleepy, and feel like going in and lie on my bed. Going out later with the Lans but have the feeling of dont wanna go and just wanna lie on my bed and sleep throughout the day. This New Year is the most tiring year I ever passed. Just came in to make a short blog entry. Alright then, Gotta go! See ya!

Monday, February 19, 2007

Chinese New Year!

Yesterday, Chinese New Year! Did the same old thing like last year or perhaps every Chinese New Year that I have passed. Go to my Grandma house in the morning then after that in the afternoon when over to my grandmother house to join my cousin they all for lunch. Then over there was so crowded that I went to hide inside my cousin's room. Not really have the mood to play because I didnt sleep the night before and felt so tired. Me now got sore throat and flu, then so bad that eat things also pain and seems tasteless. But still alright overall. Because of too tired that yesterday night I slept at 11 and today I woke up at 8am.

Woke up at 8am because we gotta go over to accompany my grandmother because my grandmother was alone at home and my cousins and uncle went to their side grandmother house. Haha! Then today went over there to eat with my grandmother, play mahjong with my 2nd Uncle and watch tv. Like that only.

Tomorrow going out with the Lans. It's the same like last year, didnt expect anything special. Haha! Gotta go. See ya! Eating Steamboat! Haha!

Sunday, February 18, 2007

Stay Overnight.

Time now, 3.53am. Didnt sleep because I promise myself to stay awake throughout the night. The whole house left only me not asleep others are all sleeping already.

Having nothing to do so come in and blog again. View through all the photos and video that we took when we went out. Think back, it was so fun. But things nowadays change. Enviroment change and met more friends therefore they will be busy with something else because of schools and work therefore chances of meeting out are rare. How I wish that everything just stay as that time and never move.

We guys played basketball every afternoon after school. Then run away from remedial just to play basketball. Thinking of basketball, wanna play but there is no one. They are rather busy. Haha!

Indeed, when one have nothing to do, they tends to think. Just blog at my other blog to post about something that cannot be post here. How I hope that there will be someone that I can rely him/her on every secret and problem of mine so that I no need to type and at least I got advises. Haha! OK lahz! It's about time that my mum is going to wake up for this morning praying things. So gotta help out! Gotta go! Haha!

*Was thinking if I dont have this blog, will others know that I have problems or stuff?* Somehow I dont think so! Gotta go! See ya!

Friday, February 16, 2007

Tiring Day!

Was actually wanted to blog yesterday. Nono! it's the day before yesterday because the time now is 12.49 and it's 18th liao! Haha! Happy New Year! Haha!

Yesterday was a tiring day for me! At first going in school, I was so tired. Dont know why. Haha! Maybe because I slept late ba but still I woke up for morning lesson. Haha! Actually dont feel like going to watch movie de because I was so tired but since I am the one that ask them so I must go. Haha! Was actually telling them to come to JP but since all wanted it at Vivo I have no choice but to turn up too.

Then after movie, bro came to pick me up at Vivo because he rented a car and ask him to pick me up. Haha! So nice of him to come all the way to Harbourfront just to pick me up. Haha! Watched Ghost Rider. Haha! A nice show. Haha! The moment I went in I cant sleep. Haha! But when my bro pick me up, I was so tired that I slept in the car. Haha! He didnt notice it. Haha! Then after that bro sent his friends home then we went to Clementi together with my family. Haha! I went out at 2+ and reach home at 11+. Haha! So tired. The moment I reached home, I wash up and jump to bed liao! Haha!

Today, went over to gramps house together with my 2nd bro and Mum! Haha! Bro drive us there. Haha! Went over to give offering and pray to my ancestors and grandfather. Haha! Then after that have lunch with them and played mahjong. Haha! I play 3 matches and I won all three and winning $4.50 to $5 ba. I win liao, I give some to Cheng and let him play. Haha! I sit down with no capital and win back so much money. Haha! I so nice. They were like so shock. Haha! Then came back home to prepare for just now praying things. Haha! Then help with the housework and stuff. Then just came back and sit down from the praying things. Haha! Staying up tonight. Haha! Play games. Haha!

My Elder brother was freaking annoying these days! I feel like giving him one punch one his face. Freaking attitude problem. If he is not my brother I would have bash him up. Damn him. Making me so irritated yesterday. Yesterday when I reached home. I quarrelled with. I wanna to use the com but he just used it without even telling me when I already said that I wanna use. Damn him.

I still have sore throat man and flu. New year is just tomorrow and I still have this stupid things here. Haha! Breathing Difficulty and eating with torture. Haha! Having a hard time now. Haha!

Dont care! Anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR! Haha! Good luck to every one! Haha! Take care! Haha! Staying up tonight to play games. Haha! See ya! Off to play games! Haha!

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Valentine Day!

Yesterday was Valentine Day! So wishing all people a Belated Happy Valentine Day! Haha! Went out till quiet late yesterday. Haha! Went to eat, watch movie and sight seeing. Haha! Every place we went are pack with couples. Haha! Alot alot. Haha! Especially Esplanade, the roof top, there are alot pairs of couples. Haha!

We watched EPIC Movie. I was laughing throughout the show and it's alittle bit of censored lahz but still it's a comedy. Gathering so many characters of other shows into one movie. Haha! Not a bad show. Still think of watching Ghost Rider this Friday. Haha! Anyone interested? Haha!

In school, completed all the labs required to do for CMO. Haha! But some questions I'm clueless. Haha! Then after that MME lesson, CS lesson. Haha! Played for the whole of 2 hours. Haha! Project? Leave it after new year! Haha! Then I got debar for MME not CMO. Haha! So I'm still safe. Haha! Appealing for it of course and I think can de because Xing Quan last term also did that and he got through so I see no reason why I cannot get through as my attendance is better than him. Haha!

After that got CARE, it's a CA (Class Advisor) time. Meaning for form teachers to communicate with students because he is no longer teaching us. Haha! We were all given 1 Mandrin Orange because this coming Sun is Chinese New Year! Haha! Then teacher was talking about the debar thing that I dont wanna pay attention that I just peel and eat the orange. Hahaha! Know what? After eating the orange, there is a strange feeling in my stomach. Haha! Feeling so miserable now. Haha! All because of that Orange. Haha!

Was actually going to Jun Chong they all. But it was raining cats and dogs that I lazy to go out. Haha! So stay at home and sleep lor. Haha! Good idea right? Haha! Ending here! Write again tomorrow or maybe later at night? Haha! Cya!

*Thanks for the present and I like it very much! Hope you like yours too. Too I had enjoyed myself yesterday hope you feel the same. Hope to celebrate it with you every year from now on! Haha! Happy Valentine Day!

Monday, February 12, 2007

NP, Clementi, JP.

Now is already 10.48pm and I just done with my dinner and that means that tonight I wont have supper. Sad. Haha! All I want is eat and eat and eat now. Haha!

Today went to NP to hand in my documents for the DAE. Haha! If not tomorrow hand it sure too late for me one. Haha! Meet Pei Yun there because she was there to appeal for Chinese Studies. Haha! Everything is because of english that one cannot get into the course they like. English is the academic murderer. Haha! Correct? Haha! Then after that help her with the registering about the appealing stuff with MOE things then leave for Clementi because I'm meeting Jun Chong there.

Then went there before Jun Chong came, Pei Yun and Me go there to walk walk and see see. Haha! Then after that settle down in the coffeeshop to wait for Jun Chong before we eat. Haha! After eating, Pei Yun, Jun Chong and Me sit there to chit chat to wait for Tian Beng to come over. Today I eat slow but eat alot man. Haha! Something wrong. Haha! Actually was wanting to go to Dhoby Ghaut but Pei Yun said that there nothing to buy so I didnt go down and instead I went down to Jurong Point. Haha!

Go there to help my Cousin and Sis to collect their things. Haha! Why should I do that? Haha! I also dont know why that I offered to help them to collect those stuff. Haha! Accompanied Chong to get his stuff and Chong accompanied me to get my stuff. Haha! Then after that go and take a look at the clothes and things. Haha!

After JP went to Boon Lay with them to get their things. (I dont know who because my brain is half dead.) Haha! In between the journey I slept in the bus. Haha! I still thought that the journey will be long but it didnt happen that way. Haha! Then after they get their stuffs, of course, HOME SWEET HOME! Haha! Ok lahz! Nothing to write already. Haha! Got to go! See ya! Haha!

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Finally Things Calm Down!

Finally all my thoughts, doubts, problem and unhappiness have calm down. Not really thinking about that anymore or I can said, not thinking about that at all already and I am back to my normal self. Haha! My feeling was like just put down a big piece of stone out of my heart. Haha! And please, dont think that failing my eng will affect me alot. I will only think of that for one day and slowly dissolve it, so if you wanna mention results then go ahead. No need to hide it from me! Haha! Understand? Haha!

Yesterday went East Coast. Although this time round didnt went cycling, but by looking at the see really make me relieve alot of things. Was thinking about how should I tackle the following problems and matters and stuff. Still everything I have an answer already. No worries! Haha!

Then today after work, I went to meet my parents in JP. I reached much more earlier than them and common sense will ask me to go to ARCADE. Haha! Dont know why, I like doing things alone. Like playing games and doing other sports, but of course it will be better if there are more people! Haha! The more the merrier! Haha! Then Mum called and I went down to meet them. Haha! Them are, Mum, Dad, Sis, Cheng and Di. Haha! They went there to shop for clothes. Haha! So went there to give them opinions and comments. Haha! And today, I become Cheng's Fashion Designer. Haha! Just like what my sis did to me. Haha! And.... I BOUGHT MY SHOE. Was still thinking of not going to buy branded shoe this year because it is not cheap, but dont know why, Mum today so generous. Haha! She actually bought the Converse shoe for me. Haha! All this while she wont go for it, but today exceptional. Some more, I want the cheaper one but she insist the more expensive one! Haha! So I was thinking that she was buying the shoe for... Encouragement? Haha! Not sure! But Thanks Mum! Love you much! *Dont think that I only said that because she buy me shoe. I always love her de ok!* Haha! So this year I bought my shoe liao! Everythings for my New Year is done! Haha!

Then in converse shop, I didnt even think that I will meet Jun Chong and Pei Yun inside. Haha! When I go in I also dont know until Pei Yun call me then I know that they are inside. Haha! This is the second time then I didnt even notice my friends AT ALL! Haha! What kind of friend am I? Haha! Dont care! Haha! I am who I am now! Haha! I will be and forever will! Haha!

Then after that Dad brought me for dinner, in fact I should call it supper because it was already 10+ going to 11pm already and I still eat a large plate of Bee Hoon about 2 peoples share and Wu Xiang. Haha! Then after that go home lor! Haha! Dont know why, Mum and Dad treat me so good today. Because of my result? Better not. I dont like sympathy. Haha! I rather they treat me as usual. Haha!

Today when Mum take out her money to pay for the shoe, I some how very Xin Teng about it but she actually just pay for it without even hesitating. So this shoe, I will pay her back one. Haha! This new year, I somehow feel more and more guilty of using my Mum's money for it. But I paid back half already. Another half next week. Haha! Still I wanna said... Thanks Mum!

Today I sure have lots to say. Haha! Ending here then. Gotta go. See ya! Haha! Nights and sweet dreams for everyone! HahA!

*Thanks for accompany me the whole afternoon for that very day! Thank you so much! Haha! It may be kinda bored because seldom talk because I was thinking about alot of things that day. Haha! Thanks for sitting there with me over there for that afternoon despite of you being so tired. Haha! Appreciate it so much! Thanks!

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Feel So Relieve!

Feel so much relieve after going out with Chun How and Wee Meng. Haha! I went out with them to BBDC at first thought that they are going to register for theory but at the end, they dont have enough money to register. Haha! After that we go and have lunch instead of dinner at about 5+. Haha! Then after that we went to Xiao Guilin, that is a nice place and I didnt notice that. Haha! Then go there look at the lake and insect and fish inside. Haha! Then after that Wee Meng and Me are like Monkeys climbing and jumps up and down the stones and rocks. Haha! We climb up the stones to the highest point. Haha! But lucky we know how to come down. Haha! That place we climb up is like so steep lahz, I nearly slip. Haha! Then after all those climbing about, we sit down at one place looking at people fishing in the lake. Haha! At the same time enjoy the scenery and the breeze. Haha! Go with my mum to IMM for dinner and then buy something. After that go home.

At night I sleep early although I cant sleep well. Dreamt about all those bad stuffs about poly. Then wake up early today. Applied for 3 poly buy my mind still can lift the load out. Still think that it isnt secure. Now my mind was kinda empty, or perhaps in a chaos. Was wondering, others can do it why cant I. Was happy for Pei Yun and Ginny but cant really laugh out although I laugh when talking to them but still cant hide my feeling from them. Haha! Well... Never mind!

Thanks to those who wished me and console me. Haha! Although I didnt put it in me. Haha! But thanks! Haha! Too those who cheer me up. Especially Jian Yong, My Darling! Haha!

Congrats to those that pass. Those who didnt pass, you will have a place to go. Good luck! Too all the best for myself.

Friday, February 09, 2007

Fail...

Just check my result for English and as what I expected, I fail. E8 again! This really turn off my mood. I'm so damn frustrated now. What to do? Even my cousin and other friends fail. Asked so many people only Ginny and Pei Yun pass. What the hell... So what if there is a friend wishes? So what if I dont think about it? So what if people believe in me? SO WHAT? SO WHAT?

Gotta appeal and stuff again. Why cant things just goes the way I want it to be. Cant even just once? Feel like vending my anger and frustration on something... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Now this make me no mood for everything. Dont even feel like eating and going out. Damn it. I know this will happened. Not thinking about it? Retake 2 times and I still fail. Damn it. ARGHHH!!! God Damn It! Now just hope that appealing for NP and SP I can get in then. I dont request for a good course. A course that due to my interest will do. But I dont think that is going to be happening.

DAMN IT! ****! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Getting Better.

Today, finally things are getting better! I mean my mood. Haha! Not really thinking about anything anymore. Maybe I'm trap in school and home make me think alot ba. Haha! But at least today I'm back to normal. Not really thinking that much, maybe I should learn from the others. Take things and let thing goes easily. Haha! Yeah! Kinda of weird, tomorrow we are getting the result and at this point of time people are anxious about the result tomorrow but... I'm out of the mood of that and all I want now is play and sweat. Wanna vent all my unhappiness and others in sports. Haha!

Today was joking around and playing cs in school. I got back the mood of playing games and slacking in class. But is that a good thing or bad? Good mood but slack, bad mood but hardworking. Which one will it be better for me? Not sure too. Haha!

There are sure alot of people asking my out during 14 Feb, but sorry guys I'm not free. Hehe! Go out with you all the other days or join you all after that. Haha! Nothing more to write. Haha! Gotta go. Haha! See ya! Haha!

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Accident.

Just came back from MOE, went there straight after school to reset my password for O level account or else I cannot retrieve my result. Today, Darren and Jian Yong came over to my house to fetch me to school. Then on the way to school over at the road linking Jurong and Clementi there. I nearly met with an accident. Just by a few cm I think I will be out of this world. Although I dont know what happened at first and only see that Van cutting for Lane 3 to Lane 1. Lucky I was on the bike and can speed and cut narrow places, if not I think that Van will knock onto us. For that moment, I know that what Darren wanna do and just do the turn with him. Or else... Didnt really know what's going on because there is something in my mind.

This few days, I so not me and I thought Jian Yong they all dont know because I have been behaving like usual when I'm in school. However, today I'm so bad in acting that Jian Yong see through me that asking whether what am I bothering about, seems so moody. I just laughed and said nothing lahz. Just wanna complete the work as soon as possible. I was just drilling myself in the work and not thinking about other things. Never mind.

This time round, I dont know what is bothering about me... It's not the result. Sometimes, it can really turn moody without any reason. I'm god damn frustrated. I really need something to vent my anger and frustration which are trap inside me for centuries. But I dont know how, this time nothing can help me vent my anger. Neither sports not games help. Perhaps, this sat gotta go to East Coast again... Haix...

*I'm not worrying over the result. Since I said that I let go, I am. Perhaps there is still something regarding about that but still not totally about that. How my parents feel I dont bother about it anymore even if I pass or fail. Things that bother me are things that I dont even know what it is. I dont bother about anything now. As for you, better revise your work since your friends have already started it. Jia You!

Going to take a nap. End here...

Monday, February 05, 2007

Moodless For No Reason.

Just done with my dinner and watching tv. Had a large bowl of rice and a large pudding for dessert. Dont know why, I can eat so much but I have no mood for anything. Why is that so? I'm not sure too. Today I behave just not the way I am, so strange today.

As usual I'm late for school! Then reached school, usually I will go around and disturb and ka jiao Jian Yong but today I rarely go there. As in seldom and just dazing in class and looking at the computer. Then after that have lunch, I dont drink coke but today I bought coke. In CMO theory I will play and joke around together with Jian Yong, Hua Jian and Darren. But today Hua Jian and Darren didnt come. Then by right I will play with him and talk about stupid things but I just listen to the class. This happened rarely that I listen to class and the thing is today I still ask teacher question. This is a 0.001% that I will ask questions. After that I meet Jun Chong in JP to buy things. When I reached he still not there yet. So I wait about 45 minutes ba and I didnt call him to rush him today instead I just sms him what's keep him so long. After he reply I didnt bother about it already. Then after that I went to purchase my things and I should have called and rush him but I didnt and I just shop on my own in JP for the whole of 45 minutes. I dont go to Supermarket my own but today I just went in and shop as if there is someone by my side. When Jun Chong come and look for me, I should have said " Wa... What are you doing and taking so long. I have been waiting for you for 45 minutes liao lehz!" but instead I just said "so early arr?" I didnt bother much. I'm so not myself today.

Reached home, I just go and bathed and after eating something and went to take a nap until 8.30pm then slack and laid on bed till 8.45pm then get up. I seldom do this but today I did it. Wasnt thinking about it and just telling that I wanna continue to sleep and I dont wanna wake up. But still I woke up for dinner.

Didnt have the mood to play games and work. Tomorrow need to hand in project liao but I didnt even do a thing. None of my friends have the coding but one have the coding but he dont wanna give me when I asked him so forget it then. In my mind I was thinking "then you better not ask my for something in future and I will give you that fucking face too" Dont know why that I am just pissed off by him. *sorry if that words is too vulgar for you but that is what I'm thinking at that time*. Everything happened today just seems like going against me although they did nothing wrong. Dont know why.

Then I was Darren nick in msn . That's true but what Shun He said also true, you wont marry someone that you love because you are thinking that you cant give her the best of she need. So who is more accurate? Not sure!

Why is that everyone have such a believe in me that I can pass when I dont even think that I can pass my stupid english. If I fail, I really think that I disappoint them. If my parents can be like them, how would it be nice. Telling me that I can do it instead of if I fail then dont think of studying and go into NS after ITE. But I will continue to pursue for my studies of course because my aim is a cert of degree.

How does it feel about missing someone? I dont know! But all I know that this few days I just want her to be with me although I know that it is impossible. That's why I give up the thought long ago. This cant be help anyway.
Never mind about anything anymore. Today is just not me. Perhaps this will go one until Friday ba. If it's a bad news I think it will be worse than today ba. I dont know, this is how worse a mood can go. Nothing more! Got to go. End here for today.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

DREAM!

Yesterday night I dreamt about my O level result. Telling myself not to think about it but still I cant stop thinking about it but at least it is not affecting my mood anymore. Haha! I dreamt that I got a B for English and in another word meaning that I will be going to fail my English is reality. This always happen, I rather I not dream about it. Still remember that I dreamt about my O level Chinese getting an A and I got C5 during Sec 4 and Sec 5 I dreamt that I got F9 and I got B3. Haha! So this time I predict that I am going to fail this time. Haha! So I think let it be then. Haha!

After working. So tired. No time for this. But still think that I will be going to keep myself at home if I fail ba. Haha! Nothing more. See ya! Go play CS. Enjoy while I still have the mood. Haha!

Saturday, February 03, 2007

New Year Clothes.

Yesterday night finally I fall asleep at 12am or else this few days I have been tossing and turning around on the bed till 5+ or 6am before I can actually for asleep and this is why that I often get myself late for last week. Haha! Then wake up this morning at 8am and prepare myself to go over to my gramp house. Haha!

Then my grandmother came over to the clinic over at the market place there check up so they will be over there for sometime therefore I went over to join my uncle they all for breakfast. Have breakfast with Xiu Ru and her parents and some of my uncle friends as we all know each other. Haha! Had Bak Kut Teh for breakfast. Haha! Quite full that I didnt have lunch. Haha!

Then over at my gramp's house that I taught my cousin, Zhi Cheng, computer application and some maths question. Teaching him maths will really make me vomit blood. Haha! But still hope that he can understand half of what I taught since he dont understand full. Haha!

Then at night went over to Beauty World to buy clothes for New Year. I only bought T-shirts and one Three Quarter shorts which is not for new year. Haha! This year our themes match with the Lans themes, FORMAL. So we all bought formal wear and some t-shirt for casual outing, Haha! Then after that go and eat liao, go shop shop liao then go home. Haha! Beauty World have really nothing to shop. Haha! Therefore didnt stay in there for long. Haha! After shop and save we went home liao! Haha!

Then now at home playing game. Sian... Tomorrow still need to go to work. Haha! Got to go then. Hah! See Ya! Night.

Friday, February 02, 2007

Buying of New Year Clothes!

I was so tired and hungry today man. Haha! Late for school today but only 15mins this time if not everytime sure very late one. Haha! Then went there for theory and teacher repeat Module 6 again because that time Mr Gremmar teach we dont understand. Haha! Then today only listen abit and talk talk then play play liao go home. Haha!

After school, we meet up at 11+ to play table tennis then after that go and eat. I eat 2 plate of noodles for lunch. Haha! Then after that go home and intended to take a rest as in nap. But I didnt. Haha! So tired. But the first thing I reached was to play games. Haha! Because I was trying to force myself to keep awake so that I can sleep tonight. Haha! But in then end, I was like sleeping on the sofa for 30 mins, then went into my mum's room and laid the mattress and sleep for 15 mins and then back in my room for few 30 mins. Haha! Overall is 1 hour 15 mins. Still I'm very tired. Haha!

After that wake up and go out liao! Haha! Together with my siblings and Mum to JE to buy things. Haha! Ate a large plate of pepper chicken rice for dinner. Haha! Then after that head to IMM to buy clothes. Haha! This year I think wont be buying alot of clothes ma. Haha! I'm broke. Haha! Shoe I will be buying at a later time. Haha! Not during new year. Haha! Or else will owe my mum quite alot of money. Haha!

Ok lahz! Nothing to write liao! Turning in soon. So tired today. Haha! Dont know why! Haha! See Ya!

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Skip School.

Haha! Today I didnt go school, instead I should said me skip school. Haha! Yesterday night lied on the bed at 3 and only manage to fall asleep at 6. That's why today me overslept and didnt wake up for school. Haha! Then PY's call wake me up. Haha! Never mind~~ Haha!

Then after that join PY they all to JP for some shopping, before that went to take Punch Card from Jasmine to give it to the agent and that is why I ended up in JP. Haha! Then went there shop shop, see see and eat. Then after I send her to school. Haha! Then after that come home didnt meet Chong because I was so tired. Haha!

Going out now come back later to add up if I manage to use the com. Haha!

*No longer thinking about it already. Haha! Thanks! Got cheered chatting with you last night! Haha! Thanks! Haha! Will be doing my project and will not copy from friends during test de. Haha! Xie Xie Ni! *Thinking" Wah! Put so many thanks!"* Haha!