Saturday, March 31, 2007

The Four Maddy Outing 1.

Alright, check it out today's journey. Haha! Hmm... This morning got up at 8+ going to 9am. The whole house left ME and only ME!. When I woke up, the whole house was in total silence. Making me feel so lonely, dont like this feeling. HATE IT TO THE CORE! Never mind it's temporary. Therefore as fast as I can, I turn on the com and keep myself entertain then too switch on the tv to make the house noisy. Haha!

Then after that went over to Jurong West 400+ to pay for my exam fee. Retaking it again this year. Sian... Haha! Never mind. As long as I can get into Poly and continue my academic, it's ok with me to do all this thing. Haha! Reached the post office there at 1130 and queue up until 12+ then reached my turn. After that paid for my handphone bills and stuffs and do some transaction with it and then went off. Haha!

Next, when Chong and Meng reached we went to eat Mee Soto which Pei Yun reccommended me and I dont know where is it. Haha! Today I finally have a taste of it. Quite nice. Haha!

-Something Funny Happened-
-Funny Issue 1-
Before Chong and Meng reach, How and me already reached liao! Chong called me and told me that he is reaching and ask me to wait for a while, then I told him that all of us including Meng reached already and he was the only one that late. (at that time I thought he was alone). Then I told How that we can sit down to have a drink before they reach, once we sit down Chong called and told me that they reached liao! Haha! At that time How was already started the drink liao! Haha! Too bad then. Haha! He have to finish it up and go liao! Drink so slow that I think he brain freeze ba. Haha!

-Funny Issue 2-
While eating the Mee Soto, Meng dont want the chili and he scoop his and added into Chong's Mee Soto. Haha! Chong didnt know and mixed it. Haha! His bowl of Mee Soto turn red hot man and he was perspiring the whole meal. Haha! I was laughing like hell. I tasted it, it was really very hot. Exceeded the limit of mine spicy level, more to Pei Yun and my Mum's level ba. Haha!

Then because it was so hot and Chong has SPICED UP that we went over to CK to buy some stuffs and at the same time our motive was the aircon there. Haha!

After that proceed to Novena because I wanna buy jackets. Haha! I didnt been there before and much more no need to say that I know that the shopping centre is Novena Square when we first reached. Haha!

-Funny Issue 3-
From far we saw a square there and thought that, that place was Novena square. Till when we reached that "Novena Square" then we noticed that it was United Square. Haha! Then asked the infomation counter in United Square then we found out that the place that we just came out from was NOVENA SQUARE! Haha! Of course we went back then. Haha!

Didnt found the jacket that I want. Therefore we went over to Orchard. Haha! We there for only a short walk only lahz. Haha! Then Meng and Me started to go high and siao. Haha! So Funny.

-Funny Issue 4-
Dont know what we heard some one said that he wanna go off already, then Meng and me straight away think of this: "什么?! 你要走啦? 你当这里是什么地方啊? 八仙乐园啊? 说来就来, 说走就走. 一票玩到底啊!" Haha! This is a conversation we heard in more entertainment show. Haha! Then while walking, he suddenly asked me, "告诉我今天是第几天?" Me continue by singing, "第一天............. (the songs)" Haha! Stupid him!

Then in the train and other place, when Meng and Me saw pretty girls. Hahahahaha! We will went over to stand near there then after that we leaving that place we will say bye to the girl. Haha!

-Funny Issue 5-
While in the train, when Meng said bye to this girl. She was looking for that person saying bye to her. Then I said bye turn over and look at her reaction, she turn and look at me, make me so pai seh. Hahaha! Stupid us! Haha!

After that because I was freaking tired that I spoilt the whole thing and requested to go home. Therefore they took 174 back. Haha! Sorry guys! I was really freaking tired because I have been losing sleep this few days. Haha! Sorry. I'm sure tomorrow will not! Haha!

When reached home, same thing. ALONE. Didnt like it. Faster turn on the TV and go and bath. Haha! After that sit down in front of the com and watch anime until Mum and sis came back. Haha! Then till now. Haha!

-Songs Dedication-
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe thatI could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

Lonely... Haha! Dont know why, nowadays suddenly hate the feeling of loner. Want more people to be with me all the times. Just dont know why. That's why that Serene everytime ask me to go over to Bukit Batok to play and join them. Haha! Thanks Serene. Have been going there quite a number of times this week ba. Other than Thurs didnt go, I have been going there to play. Haha!

*Serene - I know you care but things cant be force. Even if you help, things wont changed therefore you better keep your thoughts away! Haha! Stupid Ideas! Haha! But thanks anyway!

Alright gotta go. Haha! See ya! Nights!

OFF DAYS!

Finally, OFF DAYS! Haha! So sian and so shag after 6 days of working. Haha! Didnt know that 6 days past so fast just like that. Haha! Was still thinking on last Sun that how times going to past but now it seems like it past just like that. Haha! Was telling my mum that I will be going out tomorrow till Mon because I got off days and I have been working since that day and of course it's time for me to pamper myself. Haha!

Tomorrow, the four of us is going out together. Needless to say who is the four, it's the usual four. Haha! Jun Chong, Wee Meng, Chun How and Me. Haha! We are going to ROCK THE TOWN. Haha! It have been a long time since the US, the FOUR MADDY when out together to play. Haha! Same thing goes for Sun. Going to ECP to relieve every little stress of mine and of course we have motive when we go there. Haha! We go there to play and book chalet. Haha! Not sure which date but it's either on, Aug, Sept or Oct. Haha! It's gonna be fun I suppose. Haha!

Working this few days. HMM.... Let's see how many cuts, bruise and injuries I got. *counting* Quite alot man. Count till I dont know how many there are. -_-" Haha! But one thing for sure that my cuts on my right thumb is only going to recover at the time when I'm not working ba. Haha! Because it keeps on growing bigger and bigger whenever I work and stuffs. Then my stupid right arm elbow joint and right leg knee. Haha! Old injuries is acting up and getting more serious. Haha! Then today, still bearing the pain to help Uncle to carry the door. Pain to the core. Haha! PAIN PAIN PAIN. Haha! Mum ask me to go over to the Die Da Yi Sheng there to get it fix. Haha! But lazy to go over because tomorrow I'm going out to play. Haha!

Chong help me to carry the door today until it go and hit of collar bone, now there is a bruise over there but not pain. Haha! New internal injuries, my left chest. Haha! Pain when I twist my body. Haha! I think I need to rest more if not I think there will be more injuries coming up ba. Haha! PAIN PAIN PAIN! Haha!

-Song Dedication-
北极雪下在梦中
憧憬的迷惑
我们是否曾经相爱过
你总习惯牵我左手
我还能记得
想念后不论后
不知什么理由
应该为你笑过为你哭过
为你生怕错过
我们选择分手那一刻想着什么
有时恍然心动或是沉默
如果梦里再相逢
北极还再下着雪
是否能再次握你的手

Haha! Alright! Gotta go! Althought cant sleep but still will go and lie down one the bed to force myself to sleep if not tomorrow energy to play with them. Haha! See ya!

*I know that you are feeling awkward, somehow can see ba. Haha! But still I will try not to make it that obvious? Haha! So that you wont feel that uneasy. Haha! Still there are still times when we all go out together. Haha! So... I will try to make things easy. Haha! Relax ya! Haha! Take care of yourself too. Haha!

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

AM I THINKING TOO MUCH?

Have been working this few days. So tiring, keep on nagging and nagging at JC. Haha! In fact not nagging but complaining ba. Haha! Because I have nothing to do therefore went over to disturb and make him irritated. Haha! If not my time wont past. Haha!

Was doing things wrong this few days. There is just some things in my mind that I just cant bring myself not to think about it. My family stuffs, my school stuffs, appeal results and many other things. Haha! Then that stupid JC, once I did something wrong he will said "See lahz! Think some more. Dont go think about it already lahz!" Haha! Then will sit down and slack, then daze at one place and close my eyes to relax. Haha! That Chong, will said "Think again!" Haha!

Well, not sure whether am I thinking alot but still have been going sleepless for this few days. Haha! Because the weather is too hot or am I thinking too much that I keep tossing around on the bed? Haha! Not sure. Haha!

Never mind about that! But serious saying, I'm really very vex this few days. Just dont know why and appetite became smaller. Cant eat much nowadays. Haix... Dont know throw away how many food this few days, so not me of not finishing the food. Haha!

Ok lahz! Gotta go. Came in to blog because I cant sleep. Haha! Gotta go then see ya next time. Nite! Haha!

Monday, March 26, 2007

ENDED! IT HAS ENDED!

It end with a simple little sms and everything was just~~~~~. Didnt expect to receive that sms at this period of time which it really brought more sorrow to me. At first was family stuffs, then academic, now this problem. Haix~ There is really alot of problem flowing by this holidays. After receive that sms and really have no mood for everything. Dont feel like work, no appetite and also no mood to talk to Chong. While working, things keep flowing out and I just cannot concentrate, I'm really confused and frustrated. Suddenly feel that I'm alone and seclude in one place. Lonely, the word that came out from deep of my mind. What my mind told me and friend told me I find it reasonable, therefore I go with it. Until Chong came to talk to me and joke with me then I talk to him. If not I think I will not talk for the whole day ba. Haha!

Well, working working working. Yes, cut meself here and hit myself there. Haha! Now, I got problem with my right arm elbow joint. So damn hurt when carrying slightly heavy things. Just asked my Mum help me to rub my hand with medication oil. Not sure if it's useful but hope it had because tomorrow still gotta work. Going to consult doctor this saturday and I think I will need bandage on my elbow ba. Haix! So many misfortune happened on me in only one holiday. This is the worse holiday then I ever like. Haha! Haix~!

Alright then, tomorrow still gotta work. Gotta wake up early tomorrow morning. Haha! See ya!

*Jun Chong - You may find it weird that how come I'm laughing and joking with you the whole day. But in fact, I think you know how I feel ba. Just trying to cover it with laughter and joy, but deep inside I just dont feel right. Anyway, thanks for being there to chat with me and listen to my problems. Really owe it to you. There is way I am going to trade you away for other things. Thanks for everything. Really thanks. I cant find someone that understand me better than you are. Thanks.

*Thanks for everything for the past few months. Being there for me when I need someone to talk to. Accompany me when I'm really down. Thanks! Too thanks for giving me that chance to be with you althought it's only a short period of times. Thanks! Friends Forever!

Thursday, March 22, 2007

Feel Like Giving Up!

Sometimes I wonder. Why does people need to study? Study really can give one stress. I receive a news, a BAD news which I dont think it will happened but it happened. Why is that so? Why is it that things arent going the way I want it to be? Why cant everything just be smoothly for me? Why why? Why is that so? I really had enough of it! Anyway, I had thought of it already. If things really cant change, then I think I will proceed with other plan perhaps a longer route to my aim and goals, still I dont think I can take it that lightly. Haix! Can someone please help me?

Today I my third day of work. Working there is really very hot and tiring. If that place is air-conditioned then I think I will enjoy it even if there is alot of work for me to do. I like doing lots of work than doing nothing. Got myself alot of new things during work, NEW WORK, NEW CUTS and NEW BRUISES. Did you ever tired, having you finger tips numb for 3 whole days? Over straining your muscles until you cant lift up anything? If you didnt then you can try working at the place I'm working. It's a new experience for me. Haha!

Talking about numb, yesterday I was suppose to tie 2 metal piece together using bolts. Then was carrying the main piece (180cm tall, 10 cm wide, 3-4 kg). When I go and carry that metal piece on the pallet, my hand suddenly feel strength-less and go numb then it let go on it's own and drop onto my feet. Lucky I'm wearing safety shoe if not my leg will be gone man. Looking at my shoe, it's have some scars on that course by that metal piece. Haha! Never mind it's over. Today while helping uncle to move all those heavy machine casing, I strained my right arm muscles. So hurt now. Super pain man. Haha! But I can take it. 2 more weeks to go only. Haha!

Alright, gotta go. See ya!

*Haha! Yesterday that meal was very waste lor. Haha! Ordered something that I didnt eat alot. Haha! But still need to take care of yourself if not it will really go bad lor. Haha! Must look after yourself. Haha! Mine? Haha! It have been there very long liao! Haha! About 1 month plus ba. Haha! Me pro of sorethroat ma, so I can take it. Haha! Now you even have headache, really need to take care hor. Haha! Nites!

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Update!

Ok! Updating about the days which I didnt blog because this few days I went out and did alot of interesting things. Haha! Ok! So lets start from yesterday! Haha!

-Yesterday
Saying that I wanna go to ECP on Sun and Mon I went together with Wee Meng and Chun How. Haha! They called me suddenly to tell me that they wanna go there to fish! Haha! Of course I wanna go, ECP lehz, my Favourite Hideout some more I didnt fish before of course was have a taste of holding the fishing rot and swing it. Haha!

Before meeting them I went to NP to pass them my confirmation slip. Haha! I did one stupid things. Haha! I took the wrong bus and by right I should meet them at Clementi and end up at Buona Vista. Haha! Then went they are on the way to Buona Vista, Chun How gave me a call and I thought they reached so I hopped on to the train and notice that they just leave JE. Haha! Then I alighted at Commonwealth and waited for them. Haha! Stupid right. Somethings not right with my brain. Haha!

Reached ECP, we rented 4 hours bicycles and then cycle to the jetty to fish. Haha! Second stupid things we did. Haha! All the people there fished with something that the fish likes to eat, but we fished with bread and we didnt even caught one fish. Haha! Reached there at 3 but at 4.30 we leave the jetty because we can really fish nothing. Haha! Funny right? Haha! Let people see our bait also pai seh. Haha!

Then Cycle around and took 2 photos of Wee Meng and Me daring stunts. Haha! Climbing up onto stupid new structure there. Haha! Climb up was easy but when coming down I'm shivering and we actually did that for the sake of fun. Haha! Will post the photo if I got time. Haha! Then after that cycle to places where we usually dont go. Haha! Then saw cats mating. Haha! When they are in the process of mating, the female suddenly purred out loud that we quickly hop onto the bike and cycle away fast. Haha! So scared when the stupid cat came attacking us (Wee Meng was disturbing them of course). Haha!

Then after that because we have plenty of times, we cycle around and when ch and wm spotted pretty girls (back view), we went cycle forward to the girls and take a look. Haha! Overall, doing stupid stuffs. Haha! After that have dinner and take 196 back to clementi and went we are in the bus, we played poker cards. Haha! Super enjoying ourselves. Haha! That day was so fun that I forgot every single doubts and problem of mine. Haha! The both of them really made my day. Haha!

-Today
Went to work. Haha! Well, not much things to say about today. Haha! Went to work and started screwing stuffs and carring heavy metal and this and that. Then got cut by metal, abrasion by the power hand drill and muscle ache here and there. Haha! Althought tired but it's fun screwing it. Haha! Told Chong and he said I'm insane. Haha!

Then after that went to JP after work to buy water bottles, bag and dinner. Haha! Spending so much money in a day. Going to broke soon. Haha! $200 left with $70 in 2 weeks! Haha! Well, will earn back de. Haha! Reached home, notice that Mum cooked my dinner and I help to finished it too. Haha! Meaning once again, I have 2 dinner in a day. Haha! Feeling so full now. Haha! Ok lahz! Gotta go. Going to watch the series before going to sleep. Haha! See ya! Nitez!

*Take care of yourself lehz! Must drink ALOT ALOT of water and dont eat KFC again! Haha! VERY THE HEATY lehz! Haha! Recover soon ya!

Sunday, March 18, 2007

How I Hope That I Can Forget Everything.

This morning I woke up and I found out something. Guess what I found? Haha! You will not know because I dont even know it myself until I talk to my bro in the late morning. Haha! It's............... I LOSS MY VOICE AGAIN! Haha! Not to the extend of loss lahz, as in cannot speak loud and once it goes louder it will go off pitch or something like that lahz. Haha!

Went to work today! Hard to talk to my customers because I can hardly speak. Then Amanda give me a Hacks in the early afternoon then Ah May give me a Hacks sweet in the late afternoon and it's 2 different kind. Haha! They are so caring. Haha! So nice of them. Haha!

Then after that actually should be going to JP to meet JC to pass him the "thing" and to have dinner but because my mum called me last min that I had to go to Jurong West 500+ to meet them that I was not able to go and he got to come down to 500+ to collect it from me. Haha! Sorry lehz Chong! Haha! When JC came. Pass him the "thing" and then I go off. Haha! Before I hop up to my bro's car, I saw him inside one shop and cant find the coffee powder he wanna buy so I went in to help him. Haha! Then I just walk walk anyhow see see and saw it already. Haha! It was there and he told me that he walk one round but didnt saw it. Haha! Weird. Haha!

Just now while I was working, this thing flash through my mind again. I just dont know why, I just cant help but thinking of it. I really hope that this thing will be cleared off my brain, mind and memory. Thinking of it really stress it out. Did he really said that? Did he? I can believe that he said that. How I hope that there is something that can make me forget about everything thing that I dont wanna remember perhaps all of those unhappy past. Maybe even forget about everything about me! Me forget about myself. Can someone help me? I doubt so... Never mind... Think this time round I need to go to East Coast again, maybe only this way help me to straighten things out.

*STAY HAPPY KIM TIAN! NO WORRIES, EVERYTHING WILL BE JUST FINE!*

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Over At IMM.

Yesterday night went to IMM with my Mum and 2nd Bro to have dinner and get some groceries stuffs AGAIN. Within 1 month I dont know went there how many times already. Haha! Never mind. At least I had a great fun yesterday with my 2nd bro. Haha! Crapping all the way from dinner place, the Hong Kong style restaurant at level 3 of IMM outside Daiso. Haha! The food tasted not bad. Haha! Then went down to take a look at the watch. Haha! Yeah! Haha! Then I told bro that which watch I like and have long wanted for it. Haha! It's was a Casio watch and have 2 kinds. 1 is the digital kind another is the normal kind just that it include the function of stopwatch and other thing which I find it very nice. Haha! Then told him that if he is cracking his brain for my birthday present the no need to think anymore liao! The watch will do. Haha! Then told him that if he forget I will give him 1 month advance reminder and *hint hint*. Haha! Next year Mum birthday I know what to get liao! Haha! It's that 200+ watch! -_-" Need to save up liao! Haha!

Then went inside Giant to buy groceries. Haha! When inside, was crapping 2 mad people inside Giant but I didnt care because I dont care about what others think. As long as I am who am I. Haha! Decided to buy Playstation 3 together with 2nd bro. Haha! There is alot of things I wanna buy sia. Haha! Gotta work hard for it. Haha!

Yesterday night Mum told me something really affected my mindset greatly and mood not really at least not infront of them. Haha! Hope it will not happen or else I think I will become helpless. Thinking about it I'm really stress up. If that day really comes, maybe the adults will do the things by themselves ba.

Thinking about that make me moodless. Never mind. Tonight going to eat Sakura. So BE HAPPY! Haha!

Alright gotta go. Going to JP SingPost to pay for my O Level Fee. Haha! See ya!

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Prayer.

This morning gotta wake up so early, about 7.30am was awake by mum because we were going out to Telok Blangah. One temple to pray, dont feel like going but mum was alone and still say that she wanted to get something after that then I got no choice but to go with her.

While over there in the temple while praying, dont know should I call myself clumsy or stubborn this few days that I keep injuring myself. Haha! Last few days injured my knee, today I scald myself. Haha! Stupid me. Haha!

Then after praying went to a nearby coffeeshop to chit chat. I was sitting with a group of aunties and Ah Ma. Haha! There is my aunties, then Shi Yi Po, Liu Yi Po and Xiao Yi Po (my gramps sisters) too together with some of my cousins there. Haha! I didnt know that I get talk so much with my Yi Po. Haha!

-First Converstion (Shi Yi Po = SYP)

Starting with me hit my Mum's Knee then Yun (Cousins) told SYP. *all in hokkien*
Yun: Yi Po, you see. 5th Aunt son so unfilial, beat his mother infront of you and in the public.
SYP: No lahz! He is just playing with his mother lahz.
Me: Ya lor!
Yun: No... See 5th Aunt is in pain.
SYP: Pain then means that he love his mother more.
Me: If not pain then I dont beat her liao because I love her then I beat her.
SYP: Correct!
Yun: -_-"
Me: See, SYP side me! Haha!

Haha! Pro right? Auntie and Ah Ma Killer.... Haha!

-Second Conversation (Liu Yi Po = LYP and Xiao Yi Po = XYP)

Was talking about marriage. Then I started with this.
Me: (Telling my mum) I dont wanna marry.
Mum: Then you dont marry lor! Also dont study liao, go and find a monastary and go in early.
LYP: Aiyo~ How can say that?
Me: Marry very troublesome one lehz you know. Haha!
XYP: Aiya! He said that only lahz! He havent met one only.
Me: (Giggling. In my mind -> *Haha! You are right! Haha!*)
Me: No~! Marrying is very troublesome de. Need to worry this worry that. Dont marry better right?
LYP: Cannot said this. Marrying is a very Xin Fu things. If not you wanna stay lonely for the rest of your life?
Me: I dont mind lehz! At least I no need bother too much about not enough this and that.
Mum: Nowadays is different. Not like peoples in the past. Unless you marry someone that is good. If not it's still the same as not marrying.
XYP: Correct. (To me) - Therefore I need to chose and marry someone good.
Me: Very hard lehz. You all always said, people are 2 different person before and after marriage. Therefore hard to chose lehz. Why not Yi Po you chose for me lahz! HAHA!

Then ended off with it. Haha! Told my friend about this. Haha! Yes! It's her! Serene! Haha! One that I told everything to and she told me hers too but this mean nothing because we are best pal! Haha! Long time didnt chatted with her already. Haha! Told her about that she was like laughing all the way and mocking at me stupid Serene. Watch out! I will get you some other day! Haha! Straight away she was knows what I'm thinking at that time and said "You arr... Cannot lie to your Yi Po de you know? Must tell them you already have someone in your heart liao! Still told them that you dont wanna marry and wanna be monk." Haha! But she knows that my mum dont really approve of this therefore I didnt mention. Haha! She's another Ridwan that knows me in and out. Hahaha!

Talking about Ridwan... Hmm... Yesterday night chatted with him online and all he cares was her gf. Haha! Yeah! I know. Haha! This is the first time that he is getting serious in the relationship. Haha! Missing is an excuse. Haha! Dont know how have he been but at least he came and ask about me and update me about his stuffs. So it's alright lahz. Haha! Didnt tell him much about mine because... Not the right time? Dont know lehz.. Haha! But sooner or later he will know ba. Haha! OK! Going to have my dinner. Haha! Update some other day. See ya!

*Serene. Thanks ya! Haha! I know what to do about that already. Thanks for the advice. Haha! I know you miss me! Haha! I mean us. Haha! Will try to make some gathering. Haha! I have loads of time now. So if you are feeling bored at home or something I can accompany you or stuffs because I'm bored at home too. Haha! Thanks for everything you tell me! Haha! Keyword is defy right? Haha! Thanks!

Tired.

Still thought that I will not be blogging from yesterday onwards because I thought that there is nothing to write. But I was wrong. I went out again today. Haha! Same things, help tb and py with the flyers thing. Haha! Half way through we caught in the rain. Chong and Me got drench although we have the little purple unbrella. My shorts were totally wet and left side of me are wet. Haha! When I twist my shirt and shorts there are waters. Haha! After that py when to tb house to clean up and I go to jc house.

In jc house, I was drench was sitting in the living room he turn on the fan and when to change his clothes and put me expose to that stupid fan. Yeah! Good friend right. Haha! Then after helping him with the songs thing and stuffs, he went to sleep. Nono! He went to sleep when I was helping him with the MP4 thing. Then I left with no choice but to keep myself entertain, playing games and listening to songs. In the meantime I was shivering in cold and he was enjoying his sleep. Good Friend right? Haha!

Then when we are going to to jp, I went to wash my hair because it was drench and something that I dont feel comfortable. Haha! After that went out to meet tb and py for dinner. Haha! When we reach there, oh man... Total coldness! Haha! Then while climbing up a curp, I injured my knee again. Lucky after awhile it's alright, if not I die man. Haha! Will be limping all the way home. Haha! I was so cold until that I went to LJS because that corner have no aircon, therefore I somehow feel warm. Haha! After that finishing eating the first dinner, I went home and eat the second dinner. BURP! Haha! So full. Haha! Dont know how to sleep later on. Alright that. Going to watch tv although I'm tired. Haha! It's my favourite show. Haha! See ya! Update again if there is interesting things. Haha! See ya!

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

I Dont Like Holidays.

Holiday start today! So bored. Really an idler man, but I dont like it. I always like to holidays when I'm Pri School and always awaits for the arrival of holidays. Now, I dont. Instead, I feel like having a long long term of studying and never be at home. Staying at home is so bored and pressurising. Dont like staying at home in the afternoon of my holidays.

Whenever holidays, Mum sure will ground me at home. Ground as in not allow to go out too often. But then, I still did it. Then when I go out, she sure will call me at 10! That's why I said I dont like it. Home is more like a prison to me in the afternoon. I've already grow up and why she keeps doing this, me and only me. Not my other brothers but only me. I really dont like it. Haix~ Holiday~ Bored~!

Let me tell you what I did today. Nothing interesting and I think my blog will just be froze till school reopen ba because I doubt there will be anything interesting happening. This is what I did today in the next paragraph.

Morning, woke up at 9+ today. Watch tv (cartoons), until 10+ then I watch some series and then brought Xiang Ting down to the stores below to help my mum to buy so groceries. Till 11+ while mum was preparing lunch, I on the com to check my email and send email. Was so bored that I go and edit my template for my blogskin. Not much different just the colours.

After that while eating my lunch, receive call from py about 12+. Then I delayed till 1+ then leave home because I was settling something at home. Then help out tb and py with their flyers things. Then after that go and apply jobs with my friends which are not successful. Then after that went home. Nothing to do again. Watch some shows and play some games. Then wanna go online and look for someone to chat, cant find one. Phone more needless to say, no one available. I just have nothing to do to kill time.

I think about 7+ then I on the com and play some games and write testimonials for peoples and other things that I dont usually do and did it just to kill time. Then chatted with sis during dinner time about some relationship thing and things regarding on this I only tell her because she is the only one in my house will listen to all my craps and stuff. But still cant meet my satisfaction of killing time. Haix~! This is going to continue for one whole month if I cant find a job. SIAN!

This is why I said I dont like staying at home. Bored and bored and more bored. Sian man. Looks like I'm going to suffer. Never mind. No one will understand this. Forget it. Stop here for today and the rest of the month until school reopen ba. Update again after one month (maybe). BYE!

Monday, March 12, 2007

EXAM OVER!

Back to blog after 1 day? Nono! 2 days because it's 12 now. Haha! Well, just came back from Orchard because I went to Cineleisure to watch 300! Haha! Together with Hua Jian, Leon, Dan, Jian Yong and Liting (Jian Yong's GF). It was a very nice show man. Haha! It's all about things about war. Haha! That's so fun. Imagine if you are the one leading the 300 armies to the war and with your intelligence and battle strategies to fight for your own freedom and land. Isnt that great? Haha!

After that went to Taka to have dinner and we have it at Pepper Lunch. Didnt eat that before and today was my first time. Haha! Then it was like bringing a bunch of noobs into that restaurant like that. Haha! Never mind and inside there I spent almost $20 for one dinner. Haha! You know my appetite lahz. Haha! Therefore it's the price lor. Haha!

Then after that went to play pool and arcade and just reached home not long ago. Haha!

Update.

Sun.
Went to work. Haha! That day dont know why, saw so many people that looks like my friends. Haha! There was one of my colleague there that look like Ginny man. Haha! So alike that I nearly recognise the wrong person. Haha! Then there was one customer's Children looks like Clarissa. Haha! Still thought that I was here, but because of her long hair make me confirm that she is not. Haha!

Saw one family. Haha! 3 sisters bring their daughters out for shopping. Haha! Kids are so adorable. Haha! Then told Jess about this and told her that next time I must have at least 1 daughter and 1 son. Haha! Jess said "Think too far, dont even have GF and you are thinking of kids. I thought you said you wanna be a monk?" Haha! Just smile and said "Monk can also married! New rules of monks!"

Then was held up by one customer and was dismiss late. Therefore meet Jun Chong they all later. Haha! Somehow there lahz! Haha! Then after that went for my Bro's party, they follow me there too. Haha!

This is what happened over Bro's Party.
When I just reached there, I went to greet my grandmothers and the other elders. That was went the time I got into trouble because I let them notice that I'm there. Haha! After greeting went back to look for Wee Meng and Chun How because they were at the playground. Then I suddenly heard my name. In my mind was thinking, it must be up to no good. Haha!

Then I found out that they call me there because they were forfeiting my bro and I need to play along. Sian Diao. Haha! I went back, Cheng straightaway shout. "Tian! Tian! Xian Gu!" He called me Xian Gu because I like to disturb him and I said, "Xian Gu Shang Shen." then become sissy to kajiao him. Haha! Then I played along. Haha! My mission was to KISS MY BRO! There goes my first kiss. It's reserve for my future GF and now it's GONE! Hahaha! My future GF wont mind ba, it's my bro and not other girls. Haha! That's was about it lahz.

Today.
Exam, dont know whether can pass or not because some I know some I dont know. Perhaps I should said. Most I dont know. Haha! Especially structure and short answer. Haha!

Never mind about that. Now everythings is over and have nothing to worry about now. Haha! Now I'm a Professional Full-Time Idler. Haha! Wasnt it great? Haha! Holiday! SLACKING TIME! Therefore those who one to ask me out, no need to hesitate! Just ask and I will be there unless I have some other things on! Haha! Alright lahz! Gotta go! Haha! See ya!

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Basketball Day.

Basketball day today. Haha! Although only some people came but we still enjoy. Haha! People went are Jun Chong, Chun How, Chee Meng, Ben, Ghim Yong, Hou Wei, Terry and Me! Haha! Long time didnt saw Terry already and he is still the same as last time. Haha!

Played from 10am to 3pm. Haha! 5 hours under the sun. Haha! The first 3-on-3 match, my knee injury act up. Haha! Although not that worse lahz. But still can run and jump. Haha! Until the 5th or 6th match, it hurts till I need to use limping. Haha! Of course! In between the matches interval, it's getting more and more painful. Haha! Then no choice after a few matches we played 3 pointer Bullet, 2 pointer Bullet and ABC. Haha! Throughout it I limp. Haha! Can you imagine limping throughout the match? Hahaha! Stupid me, making it worse. Haha!

Just before start match 1, that stupid Chun How shoot a ball and hit my FACE. So pain lahz. Haha! Everytime play Basketball sure will kanna something de. Haha! Looking at my knee now, it's somehow swollen ba. Haha! Although not really that hurts and no need to use limp. Haha! Afraid that it will act up tomorrow during I'm working. Haha!

Tomorrow 2nd Bro's Celebrating his 21st Birthday and I dont know whether should I go or not. What he said really pissed me off. I told him that I may not be able to make it because I'm working. Guess what he replied? He said "It doesnt matter whether or not you turn up or not!" What the hell right? Haha! So thinking of not going tomorrow and come back home to revise for the next day exam. Haha! See first lor. Haha!

Alright then. Haha! Got to go. Haha! See ya!

Friday, March 09, 2007

Holidays!

It's super painful. Hurt my Knee again today. Stupid me! Dont know how I climb the stairs, when I climb, my Knee suddenly "CLUCK" and the next things was I feel the pain. -_-" For nothing I get that. Haha! Although can still walk normally but when come to climbing the stairs, I think it will break ba. Hahaha! Mum also injured her knee. Haha! Was playing with her and I accidentally hit her knee. Haha! She was crying in pain and I was sitting beside laughing. Haha!

Holidays! Was it a good thing or a bad thing? Dont really understand myself. When I'm schooling I want holidays but when I'm having holidays I want to go to school. What's with me? I dont know too. Haha! Perhaps in my mind was this. Schooling, I dont like test therefore I want holiday. Holidays, I dont like to stay at home that's why I want to go back to school. Haha!

Same old Friday today. Haha! Still thought that was able to get out of the house when I think I ask people out at the wrong timing again. Haha! Pri school friends, not free. Sec sch friends, busy with their stuffs too. Then ITE friends, have their own things to do ba. Then left me at home doing nothing. Haha! Got home from school and reach home at about 10am. When nothing to do, first thing that come to my mind was.... SLEEP! Haha! But I climb up to bed and lie for 2 hours, I cant get to sleep. Why? I also dont know. I only know that I have short dreams and wake up time and again. Then think about quite alot of stuffs. Agreed with one saying, when people have nothing to do, they tends to think alot. Haha! What I'm thinking was not bad or good. It's just neutral thinking. Haha!

Nowadays have been sleeping early but still I have not enough sleep. Slept at 11pm these few day but still have not enough sleep. Feeling tired now too. Haha! Not sure whether am I seeing things or not. Haha! Yesterday night I woke up at 1+am. Dont ask me why, I also dont know why. Haha! I saw a human figure infront of my Dad's Document Cabinet. Was not wearing specs but I confirm that it was not my dad. My dad wont go through his document when everyone is sleeping AND THE HOUSE LIGHT WAS SHUT OFF AND WAS IN TOTAL DARKNESS. how is he going to view his documents? I turned and wanna get my specs and when I turn back before I can wear my specs, the dark figure went out. I was so lazy to follow that I just put my specs back and went back to sleep. Haha! Not sure about it. Never mind about it. Haha!

Tomorrow going to play basketball with Jun Chong they all. Dont know whether can play or not. Afraid that my knee will worsen like last time. Haha! But I dont think will ba. Haha! Exercising is good isnt it. Haha!

Alright then. Update again if I'm coming online later on at night. Haha! See ya!

UPDATE!

Just came back from JE with my family. In fact, the reason I go because I dont feel like eating alone because I have been spending time alone for TOO LONG. Haha! So went out with them despite that I have to do revision. Now I just hate the feeling of being alone. Haha! Then Big Bro drive us there. Haha! Then he parked at the Multi Storey Carpark and very HIGH up. The first time that come to my mind was, "SIAO LIAO. This time leg sure break into half de." Haha! So high up and it's really high up (to me lahz! Because my knee ma). Then when I going down the stairs, I feel like chopping my my left leg man. It's got damn bloody pain man. Haha! But lucky when going home bro when up to get the car only. If not... I think I need to break my leg and climb up. Haha!

At JE I saw Andrew. Haha! Always went there to play games then I think after that he went to meet his GF ba, wear until so nice. Haha! Chatted awhile. He so weird lahz! Saw me in ITE and still tell me that he thought that I go to Poly already. Haha! Bought quite alot of things and ate Japanese Cusine just now. Haha! Not bad! Haha!

Today just like to play with my mum, not only at home. Haha! Outside also the same. Haha! Trick her like what like that. Haha! This morning still fight with me! Haha! Stupid lor her. Like 2 tiger fighting over food, in fact, we are fighting over food. Haha!

I got my Malacca Photos into the com. Upload it either tomorrow or after Sun. Haha! Alright then. Gotta go. Nitez!

*Today sure is a long entry! Haha!*

Thursday, March 08, 2007

PASS!

Online Module Cisco CCNA 2 Final Exam. Yes. This was my exam today. Haha! Then before we start the test. Teacher was giving back yesterday's test paper. Yes, the Class Test 2. Haha! When teacher was calling names and giving out the papers I was telling Jian Yong, "Aiya~! No need to see de lahz. Confirm fail de lahz." Haha!

Just when I sat down in front of my com and just when I was login in to my Cisco Netacad account, teacher called my name. I went forward to collect my paper. Teacher look at me and look at the marks at the paper then fold the paper into half and pass it to me with a grin on his face. In my mind was "That face? Confirm fail liao lor! Haix~!" Then I flip open it and see, I was shock! I actually pass the test. Haha! Others fail but I pass! Haha! I didnt study and I pass. Hahahaha!

After that continue with my Cisco Online Final Exam. Haha! I got 64% and overall weightage I got 55% because my module thing I didnt do that well. Haha! Also I handed in my WAD project today, so meaning today WAD lesson was just to go there to play games only. Haha!

Then arr... Today that Jian Yong and Hua Jian keep on tricking me, making me feel like a fool. After lesson, wanna get even with him. I went into the washroom fast and hide at one corner near the door. Haha! Then he came in and I BOOOO! and he jump up. Hahahaha! I was laughing all the way... Hahaha! Looking at his face when he was scared was so funny. This was the 5th time that I scared him. 3 times at staircase and 2 times in the washroom. Haha!

Alright then nothing to write about liao! Haha! Blog again if there are interesting things that happened. Haha! Got rejected by SP but I'm doing good in ITE. Haha! So not bad actually. Haha! See ya!

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Rejected.

Back to blog again. Haha! Didnt have the time to blog because was revising for my class test and upcoming end of year exam. Haha!

Yeah! Today's paper was super "easy" Haha! What I have revise and read for the past few days actually didnt come out. What the... When I got the paper I was like, WAH! THE PAPER SO "EASY" ARR? Haha! But before that, Darren got some of the questions and answer for the Class Test today so read up last minute but still I cannot totally remember everything lahz. Haha! Only remember some only. So wrote what I can remember lor. Then total 30marks gone. Haha! Dont care lahz! Haha! At least I tried my best.

Went to JP just now. Didnt thought of going only when I remember that I need to get something then I went. Haha! Since I went too get myself the hair spray. Haha! Then after buying that thing and the hair spray I came back liao! Haha! Shopping alone can be really bored. Haha! No one to give opinion. Haha!

Today I receive from SP, it was a bad news. I got rejected by them. Haha! But at that time I didnt get dejected because I know this will happen. So really didnt put up any high hope in the letter. Didnt also put up any hope in NP and I know higher chances I will be going into RP ba. Haha! Thinking back, RP also not a bad choice. At least they dont have so many class test and stuffs and their GPA are easy to get if you attend school regularly. Haha! Hope that RP will accept ba although I know that this year chances are slimmer. Haha! Never mind. If cannot then I go to poly through ITE also can. Haha! I dont mind. Haha! Taking a longer route doesnt means that I'm lousy or something. Hahah!

Ok lahz! Will need to wait for the letter of NP and RP ba. Alright then. Gotta go. See ya! Haha!

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Malaysia Trip!

Finally! Finally I'm back from that stupid Malaysia. Overall trip was just like one person bringing a group of pigs into Malaysia for feeding. Haha! You will know what I said when I finish. Haha!

First day.
When in at 9am. Stopped at one one of JB convenience store for resting. After that set off for LUNCH. A whole courses of meal with rice and 8 large dishes. Of course, it was nothing for a bunch of youngster. Next we went to Dragon Fruit garden to explore and stuff. Then after that we proceed to the temple at Batu Pahat, afterall it is our main motive going there. Right after that, we went to the hotel. Pelican hotel, a very low rated hotel which it not really cosy and I'm in the same room with my bro and I dont like it at all. Next after preparation, we went to have DINNER. Same thing, whole course meal with 8 large dishes. Right after that, we went back to the temple again to welcome the Fortune God and I find it lame lahz. Haha! Then after that went back to the hotel and it was already 10+. Then do some unpacking and stuff and go for SUPPER. This was the time when I find it that we are like pigs. We went to have SUPPER with my uncles and his friends, we went to order our things because they still have made up their mind yet so I dont wanna have a too HEAVY SUPPER that I ordered only Fried Noodles. Then Big Bro ordered, Rojak Tau Hu and Cha Kueh, Cousin ordered Sotong and Stingray and I already find it too heavy already. After that uncle and Xiu Ru's Dad came over and said, they ordered 2 plate of Rojak and Wu Xiang for our table. I was like =_="! So many food for SUPPER? Haha! Like that still never mind. In the end I was the one that clear them all. After that went back to hotel to sleep.

Unhappy Day One.
Elder Bro and 2nd Bro was so annoying that day that I dont feel like sleeping with them, instead I wanna go and sleep with Wang and Cheng. So sian lahz. For nothing they are like quarreling over small trival matters and when one lose I'm the one that need to put up with their scolding and anger. Elder Bro is Bossy and wanna care about what we did. 2nd bro, also bossy and at the same time also that kind that must win in everything. That make me pissed off. Then cousin they all not talking about Bing, Wang and Cheng, they all are like so serious. After all going out to play should play ma, why getting so serious? Never mind, it's over...

Day 2
Morning, BREAKFAST. Ate Nasi Lemak which is SUPER DUPER LIGHT, there is only Ikan Bilis and Cucumber only. Then set off to Muar at 8. Went to the famous confectionary shop there and Mum bought lots off Tibits. Haha! After that went to one of the Tourist Attraction over Malacca and me and wang board a trishaw and over at the side we alighted. We took some candy shot. Haha! That was, Wang, Sis and Me. Haha! Always the 3 of us playing this stupid things. Haha! Then after that, LUNCH! Whole Course Meal again and we eat Nonya food this time. I eat alot man. That is one fish, sweet and spicy fish and I finish half of it. After that went to the shopping centre there to shop and Wang and Me went to see and learn some magic trick. Haha! After shopping, one the way back. About 3 hours of ride to some where in the middle of Malaysia for DINNER. Haha! Same Whole Course Meal again. This time round ate 2 bowl of rice and almost finish everything in the dishes. Haha! Finally this year new year, I ate Roasted Pig. Craving for that for so long. Then after that come back. Haha!

Basically, the 2nd are just shop and eat only. Haha! During the 3 hour ride, I realised something. Haha! Actually, sitting in the coach and adjust the seats to a half lying position then listening to songs and closing your eyes can also be very soothing. Haha! Dont really enjoy myself and I preferred to go overseas with friends than family. Dont like it at all...... Never mind it's over. Think my sore throat is coming back again. Cough not yet gone and sorethroat coming back. Haha! Too much heaty food over there. Everything there are spicy and heaty. Haha! alright stop here for today. Haha! Gotta go. Haha! See ya! Nitez!

Friday, March 02, 2007

Malaysia Trip Tomorrow.

Didnt go to school today because none of my friends went. So stay at home and sleep, then was actually going to Vivo with Ginny but because she was caught up in her Grandmother house so it was cancelled. Then was thinking of going out alone but because it was raining, I put it off. So no choice nothing to do at home so rot at home. Haha! Mum asked me along to Westmall but because of homework and a sudden feeling of staying at home, I didnt tag along.

Tomorrow, going to Malaysia but I dont look forward to it. Dont feel like going, just feel like staying in Singapore. At least I know Singapore better than Malaysia. Haha! That's obvious. Haha! Not sure whether will I enjoy the trip but I'm sure that there is my cousin they all, I will play, crap, joke and at least enjoy a little ba. That time went to Malaysia chalet didnt really enjoyed, dont know why. Not really think that it's a place that suit me ba. Haix! Never mind. As long as I know that I will make myself comfortable ba. More or less, there is Zhi Cheng, my best cousin of all that will keep me entertain. Haha!

Alright then, nothing to blog about liao! Gotta go! Haha! See ya!

UPDATE!

Dad just reached home from China. After 10 days, he's back. Glad to see him back. Haha! I'm sure that he had lots of fun. Haha! Went with 2 bags and come back with extra 2 bags. Haha! He bought lots of things back. Haha!

He went to dont know which part of China and went into the Forbidden City there to take picture and even wore the Emperor Clothes. Haha! But dont have the Emperor pattern, he really not suit to wear that set of clothes but he wear already very cute. Hahaha! Ate the Hazelnut he brought back, put it inside my mouth wanna crack it but cant then dad said need to use hammer and my stupid mother laugh and laugh and laugh. Haha!

Then he bought my mum and sis a gold ring and we guys nothing because there are nothing there suit for us. Haha! Brought back some liquer and wine for my bro and mum. Haha! Got new wine to taste already. YES! Haha!

Dad come back from China today and tomorrow we going to Malaysia. Haha! Only one day. Lucky. Haha! Dont feel like going. Haha! I think I will be much more happy staying in Singapore. Haha! Now Mum and Dad they all are chatting about the China Trip. Haha!

Alright lahz! Stop here for the day. Haha! Nites! Tomorrow gotta wake up early. Haha! See ya!

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Happy Day!

Finally! Finally I have completed my project and just like throwing out another burden away. Haha! Much more didnt I expect to have found something useful in school com that can be use in my project. Haha! It was Jian Yong that found it, then he asked me whether is it useful. Went over to take a look and found out that it's quite useful. Instead very useful! Haha! But there are some problems with it, so need to edit it. So Jian Yong, Hua Jian and Me sit upon the com there and edit it. Edit the scripts and some more others part. Then put in some pictures and uses some of the script from the previous assignment and put it inside. Haha! So everything is done. Haha! Now just short of some editing and everything is done. Haha!

Another happy occassion is that I'm out from the debar list due to good performance. Think so lahz. Haha! Only 2 people got debar only. Haha! This make me so happy! Haha! Liven my mood by 70% man! Adding the project, it's 100% happy. Haha!

Have been raining since yesterday afternoon and only stop I think during this evening ba. Haha! Not sure about it because when I reached home from school, bath and go to sleep liao! Haha! Thinking about the Lasik thing, I'm starting to think whether should I go for the operation because it sounds so unsafe. If there is any problem with it I will lose my sense of sight. Then also not confirm that I can get back to perfect eye sight. So thinking of whether or not to go for it. Haha! Need to call and ask the personel over there to confirm my stand. Haha!

Ok then... Ending here. Just make a short entry today. *dont know whether is it consider long or short* Have be coughing till my heart pain and stomach cramp. Haha! But still alright. Wont die. Haha! Gotta go. Haha! See ya! Nite!