Feel Like Giving Up!

Sometimes I wonder. Why does people need to study? Study really can give one stress. I receive a news, a BAD news which I dont think it will happened but it happened. Why is that so? Why is it that things arent going the way I want it to be? Why cant everything just be smoothly for me? Why why? Why is that so? I really had enough of it! Anyway, I had thought of it already. If things really cant change, then I think I will proceed with other plan perhaps a longer route to my aim and goals, still I dont think I can take it that lightly. Haix! Can someone please help me?

Today I my third day of work. Working there is really very hot and tiring. If that place is air-conditioned then I think I will enjoy it even if there is alot of work for me to do. I like doing lots of work than doing nothing. Got myself alot of new things during work, NEW WORK, NEW CUTS and NEW BRUISES. Did you ever tired, having you finger tips numb for 3 whole days? Over straining your muscles until you cant lift up anything? If you didnt then you can try working at the place I'm working. It's a new experience for me. Haha!

Talking about numb, yesterday I was suppose to tie 2 metal piece together using bolts. Then was carrying the main piece (180cm tall, 10 cm wide, 3-4 kg). When I go and carry that metal piece on the pallet, my hand suddenly feel strength-less and go numb then it let go on it's own and drop onto my feet. Lucky I'm wearing safety shoe if not my leg will be gone man. Looking at my shoe, it's have some scars on that course by that metal piece. Haha! Never mind it's over. Today while helping uncle to move all those heavy machine casing, I strained my right arm muscles. So hurt now. Super pain man. Haha! But I can take it. 2 more weeks to go only. Haha!

Alright, gotta go. See ya!

*Haha! Yesterday that meal was very waste lor. Haha! Ordered something that I didnt eat alot. Haha! But still need to take care of yourself if not it will really go bad lor. Haha! Must look after yourself. Haha! Mine? Haha! It have been there very long liao! Haha! About 1 month plus ba. Haha! Me pro of sorethroat ma, so I can take it. Haha! Now you even have headache, really need to take care hor. Haha! Nites!