Accident.

Just came back from MOE, went there straight after school to reset my password for O level account or else I cannot retrieve my result. Today, Darren and Jian Yong came over to my house to fetch me to school. Then on the way to school over at the road linking Jurong and Clementi there. I nearly met with an accident. Just by a few cm I think I will be out of this world. Although I dont know what happened at first and only see that Van cutting for Lane 3 to Lane 1. Lucky I was on the bike and can speed and cut narrow places, if not I think that Van will knock onto us. For that moment, I know that what Darren wanna do and just do the turn with him. Or else... Didnt really know what's going on because there is something in my mind.

This few days, I so not me and I thought Jian Yong they all dont know because I have been behaving like usual when I'm in school. However, today I'm so bad in acting that Jian Yong see through me that asking whether what am I bothering about, seems so moody. I just laughed and said nothing lahz. Just wanna complete the work as soon as possible. I was just drilling myself in the work and not thinking about other things. Never mind.

This time round, I dont know what is bothering about me... It's not the result. Sometimes, it can really turn moody without any reason. I'm god damn frustrated. I really need something to vent my anger and frustration which are trap inside me for centuries. But I dont know how, this time nothing can help me vent my anger. Neither sports not games help. Perhaps, this sat gotta go to East Coast again... Haix...

*I'm not worrying over the result. Since I said that I let go, I am. Perhaps there is still something regarding about that but still not totally about that. How my parents feel I dont bother about it anymore even if I pass or fail. Things that bother me are things that I dont even know what it is. I dont bother about anything now. As for you, better revise your work since your friends have already started it. Jia You!

Going to take a nap. End here...