Always thinking about her and I just can't bear to let go. I know that it's impossible and this is the first time that I'm doing something or going for something which I don't have confidence in.
Trying all sort of things not to do but I just can't. I know that she's no longer my girlfriend. But I still can't help it but to worry about her. Her gastric pain, she herself walking home and more and more. Anything that will let me worry.
She went to batam and I'm here worrying about her weather will she have seasick, is she alright over there and stuffs.
I know its mission impossible and I am trying to tell myself that it's possible. Why am I so stupid?
I need a run now to calm myself. I hope she's alright there and wont get sick. Take care my love and all the best!
How I wish I got to see you tomorrow, like the past 2 years!
Missing you!
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