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世界上是没有永恒的爱情和永远的快乐.
In translation, it means, there are no eternity love and a forever happiness in this world. At first I dont believe it because all novels that I read have a happy ending, not all but most. After see this thing and what my friends and I and others have encountered, I certified this phrase true.

I thought that slowly things are slowly recovering for me. Trying not to think about it and be my old self to let nature take it course for everything. But just when I stop thinking about it, I dream about it. It has been going on for 2-3 days ba. Dont wished to recall and by the dreams I was force to recall. Really need some brain washing now.

When people grow up, I think there are more problems and stuffs occuring. Last time I dont feel that way. Always ask someone that are older than me this question when I'm young. "Why are you so vex when I dont vex about anything." Same answer will come out from everyone I asked. "You will know when you grow older." and now I know how they feeling that time.

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For example, there was a lovable voice here but I couldn't even protect it
As the twilight shines on the town in summer rain, I'm filled with the memories I'd hidden.
Going as far as "Goodbye" and "It's better as a dream", even that the sun doesnt shine.
As you give me the news "If it's raining maybe". I really have to go.
Of great importance, the rule that never caught my eye. Right now I have the feelings of regret.
As the torchlight festival changes to Hydrangeas, the memories still have me feeling depressed.
I wonder if you have forgotten the days we were innocently in love.
A tear drop on my cheek, I go to dry it. I really have to go.
You spoke, trying to exceed your words, that was just a dream.
I'm not searching for the truth of those tears, I know it already.
Going as far as "Goodbye" and "It's better as a dream", even that the sun doesn't shine.
In the puddle you jumped over twice, look, the colour of the sky.
For example, there was a lovable voice here but I couldn't even protect it.
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Alright then. Gotta go. See ya!

*Well... You said that everything will be the same if things are done differently earlier. This make me so confused. Since you have said that that then I find it no need to say what's in my heart. You do want to know how I think? Better not. If not I will hear more things that I dont wanna hear and dont wanna make you think about something unneccesary. At least I know that what you think wont be what I'm thinking. Just treat everything I wrote is nothing. OK! Nites! School reopen soon. Get some rest and prepare to school! Nitez!