Last minute SMS from JC when I'm over at my gramps house. Sleep at 0500 and wake up at 0900. Vex! All the things just happened all together and worse than last time. Trying to solve it and hope I can. Despite having no mood I still turn up. Dont know why?!
Then went out with them to Queensway to look for shorts and clothes. Then after that didnt see anything that they like that we proceed to Boon Lay Shopping Centre and of course they bought something of their liking then. After that consider for a long time then finally to decide to go JP because I dont wanna go. Why? Haha! Because I came from there today and I'm going back there again make me still so shag out. Haha! But was being pulled up the bus. Sian. Then still got bullied by them. 3 on 1. Unfair. Bullied till I end up squating down in the bus instead of standing. Haha!
Went to JP to play arcade and eat. Haha! Nothing more. Haha! Well, laugh alot today. Haha! Guys! You really make my day. Haha! Laugh till like nothing. Haha! Alright then. Seeya!
Sunday, April 29, 2007
Saturday, April 28, 2007
~DOWN~
Just came back from basketball games with CH they all. Met them a little late because I was watching TV at home. Dont feel like going today dont know why. JC came to my house to take the ball at 1000+. Then I meet them at 1145, about there. While playing, because of a rebound of trying to do a lay up, I was hit on my lips. Yeah! A real hard one. Of course, my lips tore and the injuries was quite deep. You will never imagine how deep it is. Well... No one noticed as long as not them who cares right?
Played the whole of basketball without specs on. It's just irritate me alot. That's why I said I wanna get the eye operation done. But when? Never mind. It's really tired me out easily without using specs. The focusing of things I need to take a longer time. It's like in the show Naruto, the character uses his Special Bloodline Ability, the Sharingan (changes it eyes into another pattern that allows it to read others movement and copy it.) and it consume large amount of Chakra (energy that use by ninja in the show.) Me? Haha! Trying to focus on something for too long really tired me out.
Didnt really talk to JC today. I think it's because of that incident or something? It's still alright yesterday night but he seems to be avoid talking to me. Not sure about it, but somehow related. Because out of sudden he sent me a sms. Never mind. After basketball, they went to Gombak to have lunch. I didnt go. Why? I dont know. Just dont feel like going. Came back to eat something to fill my stomach only.
Maybe going out with Mum to JE later. Dont know why? When someone is really not in the mood, they dont feel like doing anything and at the same time dont bother about anything. Never mind! Keep that thoughts off KT. Take it off and tomorrow will be a better day! Update again later if I come online. Alright then. Go and apply something on my lips. It's really hurts man.
UPDATE: 2216
Alright. Just came back from JE. Went there to have dinner. Then Mum to get some winter wear and I went to play arcade. Well... Vent anger. Nono! It's destress. Never mind about it. Then to get something and stuffs then come home. Nothing more. Saw Ghim Yong and Yue Hua too. Then yesterday in the arcade if I'm not wrong I saw Sze Gee. Haha! I told CH then all that she's my friend but they dont believe. Haha! Still shout her name. Lucky she didnt hear or I sure ps de.
-Songs Dedication-
<爱转角>
我伪装着 不露痕迹的 想在你身边 静静的陪着看着天边转
骑着单车 往前行进着 某个路口 爱在等着自
你往前走 不回头看了 记忆的笑脸 缓缓的敲着我的琴键魁
我不舍得 让你孤单单的 我爱你的 心牵挂着网
心不在拼命躲 不去害怕结果 假设有个以后 你会怎么说
一直想跟你说 幸福不再溜走 下个路口 你会看见爱 有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美 爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪 也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪 现在永远 你就是我 就是我的美
心不在拼命躲 不去害怕结果 假设有个以后 你会怎么说
一直想跟你说 幸福不再溜走 下个路口 你会看见爱 有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美 爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪 也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪 现在永远 你就是我 就是我的美
爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美 爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪 将寂寞孤单作废 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪 现在永远 你就是我 就是我的美
Alright gotta go. Hope tomorrow will be a better day for me!
Played the whole of basketball without specs on. It's just irritate me alot. That's why I said I wanna get the eye operation done. But when? Never mind. It's really tired me out easily without using specs. The focusing of things I need to take a longer time. It's like in the show Naruto, the character uses his Special Bloodline Ability, the Sharingan (changes it eyes into another pattern that allows it to read others movement and copy it.) and it consume large amount of Chakra (energy that use by ninja in the show.) Me? Haha! Trying to focus on something for too long really tired me out.
Didnt really talk to JC today. I think it's because of that incident or something? It's still alright yesterday night but he seems to be avoid talking to me. Not sure about it, but somehow related. Because out of sudden he sent me a sms. Never mind. After basketball, they went to Gombak to have lunch. I didnt go. Why? I dont know. Just dont feel like going. Came back to eat something to fill my stomach only.
Maybe going out with Mum to JE later. Dont know why? When someone is really not in the mood, they dont feel like doing anything and at the same time dont bother about anything. Never mind! Keep that thoughts off KT. Take it off and tomorrow will be a better day! Update again later if I come online. Alright then. Go and apply something on my lips. It's really hurts man.
UPDATE: 2216
Alright. Just came back from JE. Went there to have dinner. Then Mum to get some winter wear and I went to play arcade. Well... Vent anger. Nono! It's destress. Never mind about it. Then to get something and stuffs then come home. Nothing more. Saw Ghim Yong and Yue Hua too. Then yesterday in the arcade if I'm not wrong I saw Sze Gee. Haha! I told CH then all that she's my friend but they dont believe. Haha! Still shout her name. Lucky she didnt hear or I sure ps de.
-Songs Dedication-
<爱转角>
我伪装着 不露痕迹的 想在你身边 静静的陪着看着天边转
骑着单车 往前行进着 某个路口 爱在等着自
你往前走 不回头看了 记忆的笑脸 缓缓的敲着我的琴键魁
我不舍得 让你孤单单的 我爱你的 心牵挂着网
心不在拼命躲 不去害怕结果 假设有个以后 你会怎么说
一直想跟你说 幸福不再溜走 下个路口 你会看见爱 有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美 爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪 也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪 现在永远 你就是我 就是我的美
心不在拼命躲 不去害怕结果 假设有个以后 你会怎么说
一直想跟你说 幸福不再溜走 下个路口 你会看见爱 有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美 爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪 也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪 现在永远 你就是我 就是我的美
爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美 爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪 将寂寞孤单作废 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪 现在永远 你就是我 就是我的美
Alright gotta go. Hope tomorrow will be a better day for me!
Friday, April 27, 2007
Feeling So Guilty And Bad!
atJust got home from JC house. Went there to play LAN game actually I didnt think of going because I'm going out with my family at night. How I know that I went there to start a project and then play until 6+ then come home. Over there, that stupid Chun How and Wee Meng was so joker. Play and play and play. Cannot tahan them of course I join in too lahz! Haha!
Feeling so guilty now. Feel like I did something bad. Damn. Help Pei Yun to check how to go over to her attachment Childcare Centre, but however I think it some how affects her mentor first impression towards her. At the same time because of that, Jun Chong tick off by her. Thinking back, I think I did something not bad but REAL BAD. Shit. Shouldnt have agree to help Jun Chong to look for it. Now I hope that her mentor wont pinpoint her because of this thing or else I will really feel bad about it from the start to the end ba. Haix... WHY WHY? Stupid me! Shouldnt be so helpful. Sometimes must be selfish too... Damn...
Going out to have dinner with the Maddies. Gotta go. See ya! Haix... BAD BAD!
UPDATE: 2340.
Hmm. They just leave my house at 2300. Haha! Before that went to eat and play arcade and the come over to my house to slack. Haha! In my house we played poker and all this things. Haha! Then they go home after that at about 2300. Haha! Didnt go and eat seoul garden today I think I miss out alot of fun. Haha! Never mind. There are still other time! Haha! Alright gotta go! Haha! See ya!
Feeling so guilty now. Feel like I did something bad. Damn. Help Pei Yun to check how to go over to her attachment Childcare Centre, but however I think it some how affects her mentor first impression towards her. At the same time because of that, Jun Chong tick off by her. Thinking back, I think I did something not bad but REAL BAD. Shit. Shouldnt have agree to help Jun Chong to look for it. Now I hope that her mentor wont pinpoint her because of this thing or else I will really feel bad about it from the start to the end ba. Haix... WHY WHY? Stupid me! Shouldnt be so helpful. Sometimes must be selfish too... Damn...
Going out to have dinner with the Maddies. Gotta go. See ya! Haix... BAD BAD!
UPDATE: 2340.
Hmm. They just leave my house at 2300. Haha! Before that went to eat and play arcade and the come over to my house to slack. Haha! In my house we played poker and all this things. Haha! Then they go home after that at about 2300. Haha! Didnt go and eat seoul garden today I think I miss out alot of fun. Haha! Never mind. There are still other time! Haha! Alright gotta go! Haha! See ya!
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Bro is Back!
Guess what? Bro is back from Tekkong! Haha! Didnt change alot other than his voice and skin colour! Haha! Big bro go to Pasir Ris to fetch him just now! Haha! His bag was so heavy lor, almost fall when I carry it. Haha!
Alright, let's about what I did after school since I have early dismissal today. Haha! But before that, I mean in the morning when I was leaving for school, it was raining heavily. Was still thinking that asking my bro to send me to school but time didnt match that I need to go to school on my own. Haha! Was actually taking 198 today but all was full. Damn... Haha! Then I was like change to taking 98 to the bus interchange then take 197. Then down the road till AYE, it Jam. Haha! Total time spend on journey to school? Haha! 1hour! And I was half an hour late for class. Lucky I still manage to catch up. Haha!
After school. Went to JP with Hua Jian and Jun Chong for breakfast because I go home also nothing to do. Haha! Then that Hua Jian said that my brain is dead. Haha! Because I keep on calling his name. Haha! Like I told him this "Eh! Next week we ask Hua Jian along for movie lahz!" Haha! Still got alot of times. Haha! Everytime I wanna said Jian Yong's name I called his name! Haha! Then he keep on saying that I brain dead. Another one was Maths! Haha! I counted correctly but keep on suspecting that I do it wrongly. Haha! Hua Jian today nearly go crazy because of me! Haha!
Then after that went to JP to have breakfast cum Lunch because I didnt eat when I reached home! Haha! Then went home together with Hua Jian! Reached home. Nothing to do, so I went to sleep. Haha! From 1300-1500. Haha! Then wake up. Bathed. Then went to watch Turista from the link that Jun Chong gave. Haha! Oh man. It was a gross movie. Haha! M18! Haha! Then after that continue to watch Bleach 123! Cool man! Ichigo started to used his Hollow. Haha!
After watching, have dinner then played Audition with Eileen. Haha! Then till now doing nothing lor. Haha! I can see that tomorrow I will be bored to death too. Haha! Never mind. Haha! At least got Naruto. Haha! Sakura saving Kankuro! Haha!
Yesterday was playing with my friend, was saying that I didnt go out with them already then told me that I dont love him anymore (playing, not real! Haha!) then dont know why I said this "你是我这一生中唯一爱的人, 即使结果没有在一起, 你在我心中的地位永远不会改变." Haha! I said till so fluent. Dont know why just come out like that. Haha! Maybe there is some hidden meaning in it that my brain wanna tell me? As you know, I'm Brain Dead! Haha!
One Moth fly into my house just now! Haha! In my sis room. Haha! Look! See how big it is! Haha! Sis wanna kill it but Mum say dont kill it. *some superstitious thinking* but I agree not to kill it because still it's life! Haha!
Haha! Alright! Gotta go! Haha! See ya! Nite!
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
My Appetite Is Back!
Oh man! Today I have Networking class and VB.Net class. As usual, Networking class I wasnt listening to it until just now when I reached home, I just go through it. Dont know. Cant concentrate in class for theory if there is a computer in front of me and jokers around me. Haha! Today that Ah Dong (Chin Chong), told us alot of lame jokes. Haha! Laugh until I think I can train my 6 packs just by laughing. Haha!
VB.net class. Played gamed when break time and work when it is. Became so obedient right? Haha! Because I promised someone to make my ITE Cert and O level Cert able to get into poly. Haha! Never mind.
Today while having a lunch break, we went out to eat. The usual people, did I mention it before? Hmm. Never mind! Tell you again. Haha! The usual people are Jun Chong, Hua Jian, Wei Ling, Jiali, Si Liang, Kie Ho(finally got his name correct), Ah Dong, Jian Kai and Zu Rong. Haha! But today short of Zu Rong because he is absent. Haha!
Went to have Chicken Rice. Nice lehz! Haha! Then actually was only eating 1 plate but dont know why today I ate another plate. Haha! Suddenly I felt my large appetite is back. Haha! Went coming back, I bought something to eat then now I'm going to have my dinner. Haha! Sure eat alot man. After that have Ice Cream for dessert. Tonight Supper? Hmm. Need to dig something out to eat liao! Haha!
Anyone who have the cure for heartache, please let me know! Haha! Need that to save someone! Haha! But make sure it's a sure work remedy. Haha!
Feel so sour today when chatting online in school today. Dont know why! Haha! Never mind! Used to it! Haha!
Alright then. Stop here for today. Lijie, not sure whether is this long for you. Haha! But try to increase the number of words slowly, but not every post lahz! Haha!
Going to watch the variety show sis just reccommend. Haha! See ya!
VB.net class. Played gamed when break time and work when it is. Became so obedient right? Haha! Because I promised someone to make my ITE Cert and O level Cert able to get into poly. Haha! Never mind.
Today while having a lunch break, we went out to eat. The usual people, did I mention it before? Hmm. Never mind! Tell you again. Haha! The usual people are Jun Chong, Hua Jian, Wei Ling, Jiali, Si Liang, Kie Ho(finally got his name correct), Ah Dong, Jian Kai and Zu Rong. Haha! But today short of Zu Rong because he is absent. Haha!
Went to have Chicken Rice. Nice lehz! Haha! Then actually was only eating 1 plate but dont know why today I ate another plate. Haha! Suddenly I felt my large appetite is back. Haha! Went coming back, I bought something to eat then now I'm going to have my dinner. Haha! Sure eat alot man. After that have Ice Cream for dessert. Tonight Supper? Hmm. Need to dig something out to eat liao! Haha!
Anyone who have the cure for heartache, please let me know! Haha! Need that to save someone! Haha! But make sure it's a sure work remedy. Haha!
Feel so sour today when chatting online in school today. Dont know why! Haha! Never mind! Used to it! Haha!
Alright then. Stop here for today. Lijie, not sure whether is this long for you. Haha! But try to increase the number of words slowly, but not every post lahz! Haha!
Going to watch the variety show sis just reccommend. Haha! See ya!
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
SCHOOL.
School today. Still thought there is PE, in the end we did nothing for PE other than sitting down and chit chat in the hall. Have the whole day having Computing Maths and VB.Net programming. Haha! Starting to like my class now. Haha! FUN! Haha! But IT1D more fun. Haha! Like Computing Maths (because I love maths) and Programming now. Haha! Fun man! Haha! Cant get together with my Yr 1 Friends. I will become the successor of Si Liang. Haha! Alright. Tiring day today. Gotta go! See ya! Just come to make some short entry basically because there is nothing to write! Haha!
Monday, April 23, 2007
Mon Again.
Well... Nothing to blog about but nothing to do. Let see... Today thing. Hmm... As usual, I go to school and attend lesson. Dont know why, I'm more punctual than last year. Never mind about that. But still inattentive as last year. When teacher is teaching, I didnt listen and not focusing on it. Sit too right at the back dont have the mood to pay attention. But I did read up and revise at home. Haha! After that waited for Jian Yong class to dismiss from school at 4pm then we go home lor. Haha! Nothing more! Haha!
Nothing to blog liao! Haha! Getting more and more closer to my classmate already. So happy about that. Finally I'm adapting to it. Haha! All thanks to Kee Ho and Si Liang, same to Zurong and the others. Haha! Alright. Gotta go! Seeya!
Nothing to blog liao! Haha! Getting more and more closer to my classmate already. So happy about that. Finally I'm adapting to it. Haha! All thanks to Kee Ho and Si Liang, same to Zurong and the others. Haha! Alright. Gotta go! Seeya!
Sunday, April 22, 2007
SUNDAY!
Just came back from movie at JP. Haha! Together with WM and CH. Haha! Went to watch 200 Pound Beauty. Haha! Nice show! It's about a girl name Hanna slim down for the guy she like. Haha! The story is hilarious and touching. Haha! Nearly cry! Haha! I became a scapegoat once again.
When we come out from the theatre, there was one girl name Angel (at the back of the jersey). That WM shout out to her name and hide behind the door, then that girl turned behind and CH were looking at other place. No time for me to react, I came into eye contact with that girl. Make me so paiseh. Stupid WM!
Then last sat when we are at ECP, there was this girl fall when playing Roller Blade. CH and JC was cycling at the left and right side of me, "escorting" me! Then CH saw that girl and shouted "need help?" Then girl looked up, look at JC and make eye contact we me and say "no need!" I was like sian diao. Then look at that girl and smile. Scapegoat again! Haha!
Watching tv today. Saw this scene, so sad. This mother die in a car accident. Then the father was like so depressed and traumatise. Then my sis said this which I really agree, this is what it goes when feeling is too deep. Still remember that time when my grandfather passed away. I was like crying from my school back to my grandfather house. You see, even me cry. What you think about my grandmother? She cried for the whole week. Then the last day of the funeral, my grandmother, was so sad that she dont even want the people to move the coffin away. Just by recalling I feel like crying.
Next was the movie. From that movie I can see. People can really do something out of LOVE! What is LOVE to the mortals world? But we are all suckers of it. Haha!
Alright! Gotta go. Haha! See ya! Tomorrow schooling! Haha! See ya!
When we come out from the theatre, there was one girl name Angel (at the back of the jersey). That WM shout out to her name and hide behind the door, then that girl turned behind and CH were looking at other place. No time for me to react, I came into eye contact with that girl. Make me so paiseh. Stupid WM!
Then last sat when we are at ECP, there was this girl fall when playing Roller Blade. CH and JC was cycling at the left and right side of me, "escorting" me! Then CH saw that girl and shouted "need help?" Then girl looked up, look at JC and make eye contact we me and say "no need!" I was like sian diao. Then look at that girl and smile. Scapegoat again! Haha!
Watching tv today. Saw this scene, so sad. This mother die in a car accident. Then the father was like so depressed and traumatise. Then my sis said this which I really agree, this is what it goes when feeling is too deep. Still remember that time when my grandfather passed away. I was like crying from my school back to my grandfather house. You see, even me cry. What you think about my grandmother? She cried for the whole week. Then the last day of the funeral, my grandmother, was so sad that she dont even want the people to move the coffin away. Just by recalling I feel like crying.
Next was the movie. From that movie I can see. People can really do something out of LOVE! What is LOVE to the mortals world? But we are all suckers of it. Haha!
Alright! Gotta go. Haha! See ya! Tomorrow schooling! Haha! See ya!
Saturday, April 21, 2007
The First Weekend.
Wow! This is the first time that I spent Sat at home. I still thought that maybe going out to catch a movie with JC they all, Ridwan or Serene. In the end... None! Haha! Basically, I didnt bother about it because I dont feel like going out therefore I didnt call them to ask about it, although I'm the one that brought that up. Haha!
Found this songs that are nice and so sweet. You may want to listen to it. Below is the MV of the songs I'm talking about.
爱的主旋律
卓文萱 & 黄鸿升(小鬼)
男：是你在那个雨季 走进我生命
带着一点任性 和温柔的表情
女：是你在那个雨季 赶走了孤寂
温暖的笑容 换我仅有的坚定
男：天上一万颗星星我却只看见你
你说这是幸运 还是不可思议
女：身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以 还不是因为你
男：是你的声音
女：带给我勇气
男：恋爱的频率
女：直到我心底
男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：来做我幸福的主旋律
男：从前都是迷
女：现在我相信
男：天空会放晴
女：爱会更甜蜜
男：如果你愿意
女：是我的愿意
合：爱的主旋律 永远唱下去
Nice right? Pretty Princess (卓文萱) and Handsome Prince (黄鸿升(小鬼))
I only heard this song today while my sis told me that it came out long ago. During my 2nd bro celebration period of time. Haha! Never mind! Haha! As you know I love duets songs therefore duets songs will sure catch my attention! Haha! Alright then. Gotta go! Will update again!
Found this songs that are nice and so sweet. You may want to listen to it. Below is the MV of the songs I'm talking about.
爱的主旋律
卓文萱 & 黄鸿升(小鬼)
男：是你在那个雨季 走进我生命
带着一点任性 和温柔的表情
女：是你在那个雨季 赶走了孤寂
温暖的笑容 换我仅有的坚定
男：天上一万颗星星我却只看见你
你说这是幸运 还是不可思议
女：身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以 还不是因为你
男：是你的声音
女：带给我勇气
男：恋爱的频率
女：直到我心底
男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：来做我幸福的主旋律
男：从前都是迷
女：现在我相信
男：天空会放晴
女：爱会更甜蜜
男：如果你愿意
女：是我的愿意
合：爱的主旋律 永远唱下去
Nice right? Pretty Princess (卓文萱) and Handsome Prince (黄鸿升(小鬼))
I only heard this song today while my sis told me that it came out long ago. During my 2nd bro celebration period of time. Haha! Never mind! Haha! As you know I love duets songs therefore duets songs will sure catch my attention! Haha! Alright then. Gotta go! Will update again!
Friday, April 20, 2007
WEEKEND!
Hmm... Weekends! Hmm... Should I say fast or should I say slow? Dont know! Never mind! Tonight should be going out with my ITE friends but because I'm meeting someone therefore I cant turn up! Sorry "DUDE"! Haha!
Time now! 1711! Wanted to go jogging but it's rainning now! Sian. I think need to continue tomorrow! Haha! Talking about sports, yesterday was chatting with WM about rock climbing thing then I suddenly realised that my rock climbing group didnt call me this few times! Hmm... Is something going on between them? Haha! Hmm... I might need to call them to ask about it. Haha!
Yesterday, I watch High School Musical. Yes! AGAIN! Haha! Hmm... This is the 7th time I watched that movie and I dont feel sick and tired about that movie. Haha! Not bad! Waiting for High School Musical 2 to come out. Wahaha! It's coming out this summer? Not sure! I only know that it's July over there lahz! Haha! Being in High School in the caucasian country is so fun I should say! Haha! Same thing to Harry Potter and the Order Of Phoenix! YEAH! So many show I wanna watch coming out! Haha! Spider-man 3 is on may! COMING SOON! YES!
*Recalling who I watch Harry Potter movie with?* *STUPID*
Harry Potter and the Sorcerer Stone - None! (VCD)
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secret - None! (VCD)
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban - Qi, Xuan and Sis
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire - Cheng and Yun
Getting to know the class better already. This time round is Zurong, JiaLi and the other guy I cant remember his name! Haha! Never mind! Haha! Ok lahz! Gotta prepare to go out already! Haha! See ya!
Time now! 1711! Wanted to go jogging but it's rainning now! Sian. I think need to continue tomorrow! Haha! Talking about sports, yesterday was chatting with WM about rock climbing thing then I suddenly realised that my rock climbing group didnt call me this few times! Hmm... Is something going on between them? Haha! Hmm... I might need to call them to ask about it. Haha!
Yesterday, I watch High School Musical. Yes! AGAIN! Haha! Hmm... This is the 7th time I watched that movie and I dont feel sick and tired about that movie. Haha! Not bad! Waiting for High School Musical 2 to come out. Wahaha! It's coming out this summer? Not sure! I only know that it's July over there lahz! Haha! Being in High School in the caucasian country is so fun I should say! Haha! Same thing to Harry Potter and the Order Of Phoenix! YEAH! So many show I wanna watch coming out! Haha! Spider-man 3 is on may! COMING SOON! YES!
*Recalling who I watch Harry Potter movie with?* *STUPID*
Harry Potter and the Sorcerer Stone - None! (VCD)
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secret - None! (VCD)
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban - Qi, Xuan and Sis
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire - Cheng and Yun
Getting to know the class better already. This time round is Zurong, JiaLi and the other guy I cant remember his name! Haha! Never mind! Haha! Ok lahz! Gotta prepare to go out already! Haha! See ya!
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Thursday. 19th April 2007
Didnt know the date today until my stupid friend remind me when I went to meet her just now. Was suppose to be at night! Then she called me and said that at night she cant make it so meet me in the afternoon. The first thing she told me when I saw her was... "You know what's today date? The day of the number that you hate!" I was like... -_-". Haha! Never mind about that. Haha!
Today was also a good day for me. Haha! I dismissed early at 10am. Then went for breakfast together with Jun Chong, Si Liang, Ah Dong and Keo. Haha! Funny sia. Went out with them for breakfast and during in the bus. I was super funny then way their conversation goes. Laugh till I wanna die. Haha! Then after that went to IMM to play Hide and Seek with them. Haha! Not bad. Haha! That Si Liang action and the way he talk was so funny that I laugh from the start till the end. Haha! Laugh till I feel like committing suicide. Haha! SUPER FUNNY SIA! Haha! At least in the class today I know more people liao! I'm starting to like the people in my new class liao! I mean, those who I'm with all these while lahz! Haha!
Now I know why I cannot adapt to the people in my new class already. Their behavior and stuffs are totally different from the usual class of mine! Therefore I find it uneasy when I'm with them. Haha! It have been the same from pri school till ITE year 1. This year, the people that I'm mixing is the different kind that I used to mixed around with. Therefore I think that I need longer time to adapt to it. Haha! But I'm starting to get used to it already. Haha!
Alright! Gotta go! Haha! SERENE! If you mention that again I will kill you I tell you! Haha! Nites! Dont know why last time cant sleep but this few days I need to sleep early! Haha! Alright then. Gotta go! Nites! Haha!
Today was also a good day for me. Haha! I dismissed early at 10am. Then went for breakfast together with Jun Chong, Si Liang, Ah Dong and Keo. Haha! Funny sia. Went out with them for breakfast and during in the bus. I was super funny then way their conversation goes. Laugh till I wanna die. Haha! Then after that went to IMM to play Hide and Seek with them. Haha! Not bad. Haha! That Si Liang action and the way he talk was so funny that I laugh from the start till the end. Haha! Laugh till I feel like committing suicide. Haha! SUPER FUNNY SIA! Haha! At least in the class today I know more people liao! I'm starting to like the people in my new class liao! I mean, those who I'm with all these while lahz! Haha!
Now I know why I cannot adapt to the people in my new class already. Their behavior and stuffs are totally different from the usual class of mine! Therefore I find it uneasy when I'm with them. Haha! It have been the same from pri school till ITE year 1. This year, the people that I'm mixing is the different kind that I used to mixed around with. Therefore I think that I need longer time to adapt to it. Haha! But I'm starting to get used to it already. Haha!
Alright! Gotta go! Haha! SERENE! If you mention that again I will kill you I tell you! Haha! Nites! Dont know why last time cant sleep but this few days I need to sleep early! Haha! Alright then. Gotta go! Nites! Haha!
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
What Am I To Friends?
Dont like school now! How I wish that everything in school are going the way that I want. Haha! Lucky from Mon to Wed got Leon and Dan they all to join us for lunch! If not I will be bored to death. Lesson started today. Hmm. Quite alright for me. Not for Advance Networking but for Computing Maths and VB.NET! Haha! Hope that Jian Yong can join our class as soon as possible! Haha!
Asked some of my friends this. "Have you ever wonder why you tell me so much of your thing?" I asked 12th person. First 11 person tell me this. "You are a good listener!" The 12th person said that I'm reliable and dont leak out to others and other things... Haha! Of course the 11 person said that I'm a good listen sure come with a reason lahz. Haha!
Hmm... What am I to my friends? Hmm... Not sure! Someone that shares everything? Someone that only call down when needed? Or perhaps something better or something worse? Never mind about that! Haha!
Alright then! Going to play games! Gotta go! See ya!
*Serene - Hey! Get over with it ya! As promise to you I will go over to accompany you. Ok? Relax ok! If you got anything you can call me or something. OK? Cheers =)
Asked some of my friends this. "Have you ever wonder why you tell me so much of your thing?" I asked 12th person. First 11 person tell me this. "You are a good listener!" The 12th person said that I'm reliable and dont leak out to others and other things... Haha! Of course the 11 person said that I'm a good listen sure come with a reason lahz. Haha!
Hmm... What am I to my friends? Hmm... Not sure! Someone that shares everything? Someone that only call down when needed? Or perhaps something better or something worse? Never mind about that! Haha!
Alright then! Going to play games! Gotta go! See ya!
*Serene - Hey! Get over with it ya! As promise to you I will go over to accompany you. Ok? Relax ok! If you got anything you can call me or something. OK? Cheers =)
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
2nd Day Of School.
Hmm... Today is the second day of school. Still I think I will need a longer time than before to adapt to the class. Now, only Hua Jian and I have company. Ya lahz, I still have JC to accompany but he is always with his friends ya. So you know lahz... Haha! Never mind. Today we were dismiss early for lunch. Suppose to be 1200 but because there was nothing for teacher to teach, so we were dismissed early at 1100 for lunch, meaning that we have 2 hours lunch break. Haha! You may think, so good! Long hour break. Instead, I find it bored only the 2 of us. Sian. Soon after that, Darren called me and said that they are dismiss for break. I was like, Wah! So nice. Haha! Finally can meet the both of them for lunch. Haha! Long time no crap. Haha! Then 1130 when Darren and Jian Yong left, there comes Leon, Xing Quan, Wai Kit and Daniel for their lunch. Hua Jian and me was being accompanied by them. Haha! Then went to library and start crapping. Haha!
Today board 198 bus, the bus stalled outside the international school there. Haha! Sian diao. Then need to travel to the other stops to take the bus because at the same stop, it was too narrow for other bus to pass, therefore there was a slight jamming over there. Haha!
Heard that Jian Yong went to tell the teacher that he wanna swap to our class. YES! Haha! HOPE CAN! If not Hua Jian and Me will be rotting in class. So bored. Haha! If not I wanna change to their class. Haha!
First lesson today I was already restless. Then read comic in class. Where the hell with this attitude now can I get a GPA of 4! But no matter what I must get it! This is it! Yeah!
Alright gotta go. Meeting PY they all for dinner then heading to Batok to meet Serene! Haha! See ya! Hope everything goes well for you ya Serene! Cheer Up k? Haha! See ya!
Today board 198 bus, the bus stalled outside the international school there. Haha! Sian diao. Then need to travel to the other stops to take the bus because at the same stop, it was too narrow for other bus to pass, therefore there was a slight jamming over there. Haha!
Heard that Jian Yong went to tell the teacher that he wanna swap to our class. YES! Haha! HOPE CAN! If not Hua Jian and Me will be rotting in class. So bored. Haha! If not I wanna change to their class. Haha!
First lesson today I was already restless. Then read comic in class. Where the hell with this attitude now can I get a GPA of 4! But no matter what I must get it! This is it! Yeah!
Alright gotta go. Meeting PY they all for dinner then heading to Batok to meet Serene! Haha! See ya! Hope everything goes well for you ya Serene! Cheer Up k? Haha! See ya!
Monday, April 16, 2007
First Day Of Second Year!
Today was the first day of second year in ITE. Change of Friends. Change of Class. I thought that I was in the class with JC and I will be content. But in fact I'm not. I prefer my year 1 class. IT1D! I dont like IT2M! I miss the old group that used to be. People like Jian Yong, Leon and Daniel. Miss all those laughter when we are together. I dont like the timetable too. So complicated one. Even if so, at least make some intervals where we can meet the other class but it didnt. Sian...
Class same as JC is the same as not having in the same class because he is with his friends and I'm with my friends. Only passby then talk abit then off we go. Haix. No different right? JIAN YONG! GO AND APPLY FOR THE CHANGE OF CLASS BA! CHANGE CHANGE!
Because today is the first day therefore we are dismiss 2 hour early because we have nothing to do after that.
Alright then. End here for now.
I DONT LIKE THE CLASS NOW! SOMEBODY HELP ME! EITHER TRANSFER ME AND HUA JIAN TO ANOTHER CLASS OR TRANSFER JIAN YONG OVER! HOW AM I GOING TO TAKE IT FOR THE FOLLOWING SEM? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Class same as JC is the same as not having in the same class because he is with his friends and I'm with my friends. Only passby then talk abit then off we go. Haix. No different right? JIAN YONG! GO AND APPLY FOR THE CHANGE OF CLASS BA! CHANGE CHANGE!
Because today is the first day therefore we are dismiss 2 hour early because we have nothing to do after that.
Alright then. End here for now.
I DONT LIKE THE CLASS NOW! SOMEBODY HELP ME! EITHER TRANSFER ME AND HUA JIAN TO ANOTHER CLASS OR TRANSFER JIAN YONG OVER! HOW AM I GOING TO TAKE IT FOR THE FOLLOWING SEM? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Last Day Of Holiday!
I was supposing that today is the last day of holiday there will sure be program for me. But I'm wrong. Haha! Instead I have no programme. Haha! Never mind about that. Haha! Was suppose to meet Serene for a movie but because she was busy therefore it's cancel. Haha! So I went over to my gramps house.
Was suppose to go there to help Cheng with his blog thing but end up didnt because Bing was using the com. Haha! Then rot there and also become my Mum's mahjong advisor. Haha! Sian. Then help CH to cheat his cousin. I feel so bad now. Haha! Never mind. Let bygone be bygone. Haha! Okok! Shouldnt have go to gramps house. They were talking about poly stuffs and I was dragged into it again. Then got a tiff with my Mum. She always like to use one matter to settle everything. Just like I go out everyday and she will said. Now got many already can go out as and when you like already right? Every night I go home sure will argue with her one. Stupid logic.
Then went to JP with my Mum after that because she want to go shopping so asked me to tagged along. Haha! Nothing to do too. So go along with her lor. Then I saw her. OMG! So pai seh. At first didnt saw her de. Then Mum said how come JP suddenly got Pawnshop? Then me turn around and saw her. Haha! Then a short conversation a left. Haha! Phew! In my mind was blank when I saw her. Dont know how to counter. Hahaha! Alright. After that went to subway to buy the bread and then left for home. Haha!
Today went bathing, Oh man... I feel like screaming! Haha! So pain and much more painful than yesterday. Haha! Dont know why. Haha! Yesterday night mum bandage my leg like I was severely injured because I told her that I was afraid that my blood will stain my bed and blanket. Haha! My sis still thought that I was playing with it. Haha!
Till now. After watching animation and solve my com software thing. Haha! Lucky I study IT if not I will be whacking the com now! Hahahaha! Alright gotta go. Nite!
*Haha! Alright! Yeah yeah! Now I got the whole picture already! Haha! Today saw you I was like *blank*! Haha! Yeah! Times matter! But before tell you that I wanna tell you this first...... I'VE NOT GIVEN UP YET! HEHE! No need to get bother by this! I know when it's time to let go. If it's time to let go I will. School reopen tomorrow! REST REST! Be fully energetic to counter it! NITES! ALL THE BEST! GPA 4 FOR THIS SEM!
Was suppose to go there to help Cheng with his blog thing but end up didnt because Bing was using the com. Haha! Then rot there and also become my Mum's mahjong advisor. Haha! Sian. Then help CH to cheat his cousin. I feel so bad now. Haha! Never mind. Let bygone be bygone. Haha! Okok! Shouldnt have go to gramps house. They were talking about poly stuffs and I was dragged into it again. Then got a tiff with my Mum. She always like to use one matter to settle everything. Just like I go out everyday and she will said. Now got many already can go out as and when you like already right? Every night I go home sure will argue with her one. Stupid logic.
Then went to JP with my Mum after that because she want to go shopping so asked me to tagged along. Haha! Nothing to do too. So go along with her lor. Then I saw her. OMG! So pai seh. At first didnt saw her de. Then Mum said how come JP suddenly got Pawnshop? Then me turn around and saw her. Haha! Then a short conversation a left. Haha! Phew! In my mind was blank when I saw her. Dont know how to counter. Hahaha! Alright. After that went to subway to buy the bread and then left for home. Haha!
Today went bathing, Oh man... I feel like screaming! Haha! So pain and much more painful than yesterday. Haha! Dont know why. Haha! Yesterday night mum bandage my leg like I was severely injured because I told her that I was afraid that my blood will stain my bed and blanket. Haha! My sis still thought that I was playing with it. Haha!
Till now. After watching animation and solve my com software thing. Haha! Lucky I study IT if not I will be whacking the com now! Hahahaha! Alright gotta go. Nite!
*Haha! Alright! Yeah yeah! Now I got the whole picture already! Haha! Today saw you I was like *blank*! Haha! Yeah! Times matter! But before tell you that I wanna tell you this first...... I'VE NOT GIVEN UP YET! HEHE! No need to get bother by this! I know when it's time to let go. If it's time to let go I will. School reopen tomorrow! REST REST! Be fully energetic to counter it! NITES! ALL THE BEST! GPA 4 FOR THIS SEM!
Saturday, April 14, 2007
BAD DAY!
What a bad day for me today.Yes! Maddy 4 Outing. Went to East Coast. Meeting at 12 actually but because that WM overslept *wondering why he always sleep so late*. Then end up meeting me at 2. =_=" Sian right? Haha! Never mind, at least got go out. Haha! Okok! Then meet them, we take 99 to clementi then change 196 to East Coast. Haha!
This is after apply oiniment.
During Clementi, because 196 will take a long time to come when one just left. So we went to get something to eat. Go and buy bubble tea, that auntie there arr, dont know why arr, we stand there so long she serve others but dont wanna serve us. Then in the end went to buy other stores one. Haha! Then bought Pancake to eat. Cant finish it because I bought 3. I ate 2. Haha! WM bought 3 and ate 1 and a half. Haha!
In the bus, we play poker. Haha! As usual, at the back. I only distributes the cards 3 times. Haha! JC is the one doing the distributing because he keep losing. Haha!
Then reached ECP. Suay thing comes. WM wanna blade and JC and CH wanna cycle. Me? Haha! Anything of course. Then WM went to blade so I accompanied him. Got a package where, we paid 25 bucks and we can take the blade home. Haha! Of course we thought that we will be blading for a long time so we took that package. Haha! Mistake one - shouldnt have get the package!
Then after that because I didnt blade for a long time, so I kinda of like lost touch. Then abit of wanna fall down like that. Then was blading till very long that my leg hurts so I followed what WM did. Holding onto JC's bike and travel. So I hold onto CH's bike and travel. He was going fast and overtaking JC. Mistake 2 - shouldnt have hold onto CH's Bike!
Because the CH's bike was going too near to JC's bike, I was at the back because I was holding onto CH's bike seat, same thing to WM. It was going so near that I was going to knock onto WM, if I hold longer, I will knock onto JC and his bike. If I knock onto WM, WM will fall into the drain. If I knock onto JC, he and his bike will fall into the drain and WM will sure fall. (It was what in my mind at that time.) So to avoid that I let go and because the speed was too fast for a blader, I lost my balance and fall rolling on the ground. Got injured of course. Mistake 3 - should have knock onto WM so that I wont get that injuries!
While travelling, my legs got 5 holes cause by the fall and it was oozing with blood. Haha! After that Chong change with me because my leg was so pain that blading will keep on bleeding. Haha! Never mind! Then after that change back! When returning the bike. Haha!
After that took 196 back again! Me and WM blade all the way down the underground and up the underground and all the way to the bus stop. Haha! Then up to the 196. I was sweating for the blade and up the bus the air con was so cold that I that I was shivering in cold. Haha! Where's the blade? Haha! Me and WM throw it away. Haha! Bring home also nowhere to put and where to play. Haha!
Went to JE to eat and play. Then after that go home! Haha!
This is the pictures of my injuries! Before applying oiniment!
This is after apply oiniment.
Does it look hurts to you? That stupid WM still give it a hit. Damn him! Haha! I injured my elbow too. Haha! Lucky not my right elbow. Haha! Because it's still not recover from the last injuries. Haha! LUCKY! Haha! Cant get a shot there! Haha! Not really very serious lahz! Haha! Just some abrasion! Haha!
Alright then. Gotta go! Haha! Eyelid getting heavier! Played too much today! Haha! Nite nite! Haha!
Friday, April 13, 2007
Sian Day.
Was suppose to go out with my friends today, but because she has to go for her orientation thing and I dont feel like going out during raining day therefore I didnt go out.
What I do at home? Hmm... Slack. Watch TV. Play Maple. MSN chat. Today I did one more thing. Wash the fans. Hmm... Counting all the fans in my house, I washed the total of 6 fans! So sian. Need to remove the casing and the wash that put it back. So bored.
I step out of my house today too. Just to go down to help my bro to pay his handphone bills. Haha! Never mind about that! Maybe going out tomorrow with the other 3 maddies! Haha! Yes! It's my favourite hangout, ECP! Going to cycle and skates. Haha!
Mum went out today but because I was lazy and something I didnt tag along. Dont know lehz. Just dont feel like going out today. Haha!
Heard this song that dont where and notice that it matches my feeling and mood now. Haha! I mean for the chorus part. Haha! It was once my favourite song. Haha!
- Songs Dedication -
只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提请
安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现得非常明白
我懂我也知道
你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我
也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开
你要我说多难堪
我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有着种天份
包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多
我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开
我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都牵就着你
我真的没有天份
安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你
是因为我太爱你!
Oh man... My eyes... Swollen... Damn... So pain... Feel like cutting my eyelid out and gorge out my eye ball to end this stupid suffering. Elbow injured again. What the hell is happening in my world man. Injured here and swollen there. Well never mind.
Gotta go. Nothing to blog also. Haha! Alright then. Gotta go. Nitez!
*Hmm... I think you misunderstood in some way too. Haha! Well... Let me translate in chinese, as you know my english is CMI (Cannot Make It). Haha! Suddenly go and read back I dont even know what I'm talking about. Ok~! Never mind. I write again in chinese. Chinese A1 de sure will know de. Haha! That time dont know got what virus in my mind make myself now dont even know what I'm talking about.
你说如果时间倒转的话可是结果还是一样的话, 那, 根本没有必要. 这句话让我很懊恼. 你说你想知道我脑里在想什么? 告诉你后, 我害怕(不是要不然)会听到我不想听的答案. 更不希望你为了我这种芝麻小事动脑筋(不是不必要的事). 其实说不说是时间的问题, 只是觉得现在还不是时候吧! 哈哈! 了解吗?
Dont know whether or not is it right because kinda sleepy now! But this is what I wanna say lahz. Haha! 2 more days to school reopen! Be prepare and rest real well! Genki Des! Haha! Tell you something, I'm in the same class with JC next sem! Haha! Alright then! NITEZ! Haha!
What I do at home? Hmm... Slack. Watch TV. Play Maple. MSN chat. Today I did one more thing. Wash the fans. Hmm... Counting all the fans in my house, I washed the total of 6 fans! So sian. Need to remove the casing and the wash that put it back. So bored.
I step out of my house today too. Just to go down to help my bro to pay his handphone bills. Haha! Never mind about that! Maybe going out tomorrow with the other 3 maddies! Haha! Yes! It's my favourite hangout, ECP! Going to cycle and skates. Haha!
Mum went out today but because I was lazy and something I didnt tag along. Dont know lehz. Just dont feel like going out today. Haha!
Heard this song that dont where and notice that it matches my feeling and mood now. Haha! I mean for the chorus part. Haha! It was once my favourite song. Haha!
- Songs Dedication -
只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提请
安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现得非常明白
我懂我也知道
你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我
也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开
你要我说多难堪
我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有着种天份
包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多
我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开
我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都牵就着你
我真的没有天份
安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你
是因为我太爱你!
Oh man... My eyes... Swollen... Damn... So pain... Feel like cutting my eyelid out and gorge out my eye ball to end this stupid suffering. Elbow injured again. What the hell is happening in my world man. Injured here and swollen there. Well never mind.
Gotta go. Nothing to blog also. Haha! Alright then. Gotta go. Nitez!
*Hmm... I think you misunderstood in some way too. Haha! Well... Let me translate in chinese, as you know my english is CMI (Cannot Make It). Haha! Suddenly go and read back I dont even know what I'm talking about. Ok~! Never mind. I write again in chinese. Chinese A1 de sure will know de. Haha! That time dont know got what virus in my mind make myself now dont even know what I'm talking about.
你说如果时间倒转的话可是结果还是一样的话, 那, 根本没有必要. 这句话让我很懊恼. 你说你想知道我脑里在想什么? 告诉你后, 我害怕(不是要不然)会听到我不想听的答案. 更不希望你为了我这种芝麻小事动脑筋(不是不必要的事). 其实说不说是时间的问题, 只是觉得现在还不是时候吧! 哈哈! 了解吗?
Dont know whether or not is it right because kinda sleepy now! But this is what I wanna say lahz. Haha! 2 more days to school reopen! Be prepare and rest real well! Genki Des! Haha! Tell you something, I'm in the same class with JC next sem! Haha! Alright then! NITEZ! Haha!
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Basketball Matches!
Since the day that I'm not working, I have been going out everyday. Haha! Never mind about that. Today was a very suay day for me. Hmm... Not for me but for us! Or I can say only me ba!
This afternoon was meet WM for swimming. Actually morning lahz but because he wasnt able to wake up on time that we meet at 1230. End up meeting at 1pm! Haha! Never mind! Haha! Went to in to change and after that proceed to the pool there. The Wave Pool there to play because WM didnt play before. BUT... Went in only a few minutes because it was not fun then we come out. It started to rain. Was still thinking that slight rain wont affect our swim. Before jumping into the pool, it started to rain heavily and too have thunder. Too bad then... Sit at the shelter to wait for the rain to stop. But it doesnt seems to be. End up soaking in the water for only 5 mins ba. Haha!
Then went to eat KFC and went to meet them at JE. Played CS and then went off to school for the matches. Went we went inside, in started to rain heavily again. Sian... Therefore today's matches was cancelled. Haha! Never mind. When to leave school, it stops again. Sian... Then we went Yuhua CC to play our own.
After that went to have dinner and then we have Maddy meeting. Haha! They came to my house to play poker because they have nowhere to go. Haha! After that dont know where they go because I didnt join them. Haha!
Check the schedule for my new class. I MAY BE IN THE SAME CLASS WITH JUN CHONG! So happy. Haha! FINALLY MAN! Haha! So happy! Haha!
*CHEN WEE MENG! WHAT I TOLD YOU TODAY YOU BETTER NOT TELL THE OTHERS OR I WILL SURE HACK YOU INTO PIECES! UNDERSTAND?!
This afternoon was meet WM for swimming. Actually morning lahz but because he wasnt able to wake up on time that we meet at 1230. End up meeting at 1pm! Haha! Never mind! Haha! Went to in to change and after that proceed to the pool there. The Wave Pool there to play because WM didnt play before. BUT... Went in only a few minutes because it was not fun then we come out. It started to rain. Was still thinking that slight rain wont affect our swim. Before jumping into the pool, it started to rain heavily and too have thunder. Too bad then... Sit at the shelter to wait for the rain to stop. But it doesnt seems to be. End up soaking in the water for only 5 mins ba. Haha!
Then went to eat KFC and went to meet them at JE. Played CS and then went off to school for the matches. Went we went inside, in started to rain heavily again. Sian... Therefore today's matches was cancelled. Haha! Never mind. When to leave school, it stops again. Sian... Then we went Yuhua CC to play our own.
After that went to have dinner and then we have Maddy meeting. Haha! They came to my house to play poker because they have nowhere to go. Haha! After that dont know where they go because I didnt join them. Haha!
Check the schedule for my new class. I MAY BE IN THE SAME CLASS WITH JUN CHONG! So happy. Haha! FINALLY MAN! Haha! So happy! Haha!
*CHEN WEE MENG! WHAT I TOLD YOU TODAY YOU BETTER NOT TELL THE OTHERS OR I WILL SURE HACK YOU INTO PIECES! UNDERSTAND?!
Maddy Haircut.
We Maddy went out again today. Haha! Went to cut hair because our hair are too long. *Obvious!* Haha! I met them late because I'm too engrossed in the show that I'm watching. Well... I dont like my new hair cut now because it's so short and so ugly. Dont know how to style it man. Try styling when I'm having bath but I just cant come out with anything hairstyle that I can style with. If didnt style it looks sux! Haha! Never mind. I'm sure that I can think of one.
After cutting, we went to Gombak to eat because Chong wanna eat the Chicken Rice over there. Dont know why, I dont find the chicken rice there special but I dont know why he have the crave for it. Maybe because he is the chicken rice pro therefore he know how special it is ba. Then after that we go to Guilin because we have nowhere to go. Intend to go fishing but because there are nothing for us to fish therefore we kept that thought away.
After that went to JE to play arcade then play LAN. Haha! Play until too engross that I dont even know that my Mum called me. Haha! She called me to go home to eat, I got... Erm... 9 miss call ba. Cant remember. Haha! All from her. Haha! Of course went home after that because Mum is hurrying me. Then I know why she's so urgent because... Sis cooked today. Haha! Pasta! Haha! Not bad for a beginner. Just that the match of ingredient is somehow incorrect ba. Haha!
Watch animation and I only took 3 days to finish the whole of the animation. Thinking that... Why does all animation that I watch have happy ending? Seeing the characters so happy with their loves one, I somehow feel sour? Haha! Never mind! Haha! Just that I hate finale, means ending. End so fast for both animation that I watch. Nothing to do for tomorrow and other days.
Tomorrow I got basketball matches and I'm the first 5. So scared that I will be a burden to them but I do have my potential and specialise in that team then. Haha! Cheer for me ok? Haha! If not for me at least for us? Can? Haha! I know you will! I know! Haha! Ok! Gotta get back to the game! See ya!
After cutting, we went to Gombak to eat because Chong wanna eat the Chicken Rice over there. Dont know why, I dont find the chicken rice there special but I dont know why he have the crave for it. Maybe because he is the chicken rice pro therefore he know how special it is ba. Then after that we go to Guilin because we have nowhere to go. Intend to go fishing but because there are nothing for us to fish therefore we kept that thought away.
After that went to JE to play arcade then play LAN. Haha! Play until too engross that I dont even know that my Mum called me. Haha! She called me to go home to eat, I got... Erm... 9 miss call ba. Cant remember. Haha! All from her. Haha! Of course went home after that because Mum is hurrying me. Then I know why she's so urgent because... Sis cooked today. Haha! Pasta! Haha! Not bad for a beginner. Just that the match of ingredient is somehow incorrect ba. Haha!
Watch animation and I only took 3 days to finish the whole of the animation. Thinking that... Why does all animation that I watch have happy ending? Seeing the characters so happy with their loves one, I somehow feel sour? Haha! Never mind! Haha! Just that I hate finale, means ending. End so fast for both animation that I watch. Nothing to do for tomorrow and other days.
Tomorrow I got basketball matches and I'm the first 5. So scared that I will be a burden to them but I do have my potential and specialise in that team then. Haha! Cheer for me ok? Haha! If not for me at least for us? Can? Haha! I know you will! I know! Haha! Ok! Gotta get back to the game! See ya!
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
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世界上是没有永恒的爱情和永远的快乐.
In translation, it means, there are no eternity love and a forever happiness in this world. At first I dont believe it because all novels that I read have a happy ending, not all but most. After see this thing and what my friends and I and others have encountered, I certified this phrase true.
I thought that slowly things are slowly recovering for me. Trying not to think about it and be my old self to let nature take it course for everything. But just when I stop thinking about it, I dream about it. It has been going on for 2-3 days ba. Dont wished to recall and by the dreams I was force to recall. Really need some brain washing now.
When people grow up, I think there are more problems and stuffs occuring. Last time I dont feel that way. Always ask someone that are older than me this question when I'm young. "Why are you so vex when I dont vex about anything." Same answer will come out from everyone I asked. "You will know when you grow older." and now I know how they feeling that time.
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For example, there was a lovable voice here but I couldn't even protect it
As the twilight shines on the town in summer rain, I'm filled with the memories I'd hidden.
Going as far as "Goodbye" and "It's better as a dream", even that the sun doesnt shine.
As you give me the news "If it's raining maybe". I really have to go.
Of great importance, the rule that never caught my eye. Right now I have the feelings of regret.
As the torchlight festival changes to Hydrangeas, the memories still have me feeling depressed.
I wonder if you have forgotten the days we were innocently in love.
A tear drop on my cheek, I go to dry it. I really have to go.
You spoke, trying to exceed your words, that was just a dream.
I'm not searching for the truth of those tears, I know it already.
Going as far as "Goodbye" and "It's better as a dream", even that the sun doesn't shine.
In the puddle you jumped over twice, look, the colour of the sky.
For example, there was a lovable voice here but I couldn't even protect it.
--
Alright then. Gotta go. See ya!
*Well... You said that everything will be the same if things are done differently earlier. This make me so confused. Since you have said that that then I find it no need to say what's in my heart. You do want to know how I think? Better not. If not I will hear more things that I dont wanna hear and dont wanna make you think about something unneccesary. At least I know that what you think wont be what I'm thinking. Just treat everything I wrote is nothing. OK! Nites! School reopen soon. Get some rest and prepare to school! Nitez!
In translation, it means, there are no eternity love and a forever happiness in this world. At first I dont believe it because all novels that I read have a happy ending, not all but most. After see this thing and what my friends and I and others have encountered, I certified this phrase true.
I thought that slowly things are slowly recovering for me. Trying not to think about it and be my old self to let nature take it course for everything. But just when I stop thinking about it, I dream about it. It has been going on for 2-3 days ba. Dont wished to recall and by the dreams I was force to recall. Really need some brain washing now.
When people grow up, I think there are more problems and stuffs occuring. Last time I dont feel that way. Always ask someone that are older than me this question when I'm young. "Why are you so vex when I dont vex about anything." Same answer will come out from everyone I asked. "You will know when you grow older." and now I know how they feeling that time.
--
For example, there was a lovable voice here but I couldn't even protect it
As the twilight shines on the town in summer rain, I'm filled with the memories I'd hidden.
Going as far as "Goodbye" and "It's better as a dream", even that the sun doesnt shine.
As you give me the news "If it's raining maybe". I really have to go.
Of great importance, the rule that never caught my eye. Right now I have the feelings of regret.
As the torchlight festival changes to Hydrangeas, the memories still have me feeling depressed.
I wonder if you have forgotten the days we were innocently in love.
A tear drop on my cheek, I go to dry it. I really have to go.
You spoke, trying to exceed your words, that was just a dream.
I'm not searching for the truth of those tears, I know it already.
Going as far as "Goodbye" and "It's better as a dream", even that the sun doesn't shine.
In the puddle you jumped over twice, look, the colour of the sky.
For example, there was a lovable voice here but I couldn't even protect it.
--
Alright then. Gotta go. See ya!
*Well... You said that everything will be the same if things are done differently earlier. This make me so confused. Since you have said that that then I find it no need to say what's in my heart. You do want to know how I think? Better not. If not I will hear more things that I dont wanna hear and dont wanna make you think about something unneccesary. At least I know that what you think wont be what I'm thinking. Just treat everything I wrote is nothing. OK! Nites! School reopen soon. Get some rest and prepare to school! Nitez!
Monday, April 09, 2007
Last Day Of Work!
Supposingly that 13th was the last day of work but because of something that happened, we decided to stop today. Haha! Therefore meaning that I have more rest day. Haha! Hmm... 2 more resting day better than nothing. Haha! It's more than enough. Haha!
Today during work, my boss really thought that I am superman. Asking me to do so many things at a time. Despite knowing that my elbow is injured, he still ask me to do all those stupid heavy chores. During that time I got so many OS in my mind. Haha! Never mind.
I have my 6 rest day all planned. Haha! Going to watch Shooter in one of those days. Wahaha! Then will be waiting for my 2nd bro to come back from Tekkong after 2 weeks and treat the family to swensen. Mum wants to, so bring her there. Haha! Afterall I got my pay. Hehe!
Alright then. Going to play maple with Jun Chong. If not he going DIAO me again! Haha! See ya!
Today during work, my boss really thought that I am superman. Asking me to do so many things at a time. Despite knowing that my elbow is injured, he still ask me to do all those stupid heavy chores. During that time I got so many OS in my mind. Haha! Never mind.
I have my 6 rest day all planned. Haha! Going to watch Shooter in one of those days. Wahaha! Then will be waiting for my 2nd bro to come back from Tekkong after 2 weeks and treat the family to swensen. Mum wants to, so bring her there. Haha! Afterall I got my pay. Hehe!
Alright then. Going to play maple with Jun Chong. If not he going DIAO me again! Haha! See ya!
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Gramps Visit!
Today afternoon. Went over to my gramps house. While in the 99 bus, over at the Boon Lay CC there. I saw this old man walking slowly with a walking aid, I was up there at the second deck of the bus looking down to him. He walk cautiously and trying to avoid others way and at the same time heading towards his destination. At his speed of walking, I think he need more than 1 minutes to cross the road, or perhaps more than that. I have the urge of going to help him but I cant because the bus was not stopping at the bus stop. Geez... Hope that there was someone there to help him and if not, hope the drivers will understand his difficulties.
Reached my gramps house. As usual, went there to have lunch and then chatted with my cousins and others. Nothing more. Just that over there, I always disturb Kai Xuan and Zhi Cheng. Haha!
Just came back from JE. Went there with Mum, 2nd Bro and Sis to buy stuffs that bro need for his NS. Tomorrow he will be going to Tekkong for BMT. YES! I will have a room of myself for 2 weeks? No no! More than that because he still need to go in and stay for at least 3 months. Haha! But can come out every weeks. Haha! Never mind about that. His not at home... No one to let me disturb during sleep. Sian. Haha!
Just now over my gramps house, was looking at teenage together with Yu Jun and Kai Xuan. It's about something like what kinds of friends am I? Haha! Kai Xuan and Yu Jun was the kind of friend that friends will never leave them out. (something like that) Then me? Haha! I was shock when I saw the result. Haha! Quite true but some how not. Haha! It's like that. Friends are a good listener and always help when friends are in trouble. Will never reject when people ask for helps. Friends will always wants to be with me. Populars among friends. (something like that). Haha! I find it through and somewhat not true. Haha!
Alright then. Going to watch animation then to sleep. Tomorrow still gotta work. Hope tonight I can sleep at least at 2 ba. If not it will be very tired for me. Darn... Haiz...
Reached my gramps house. As usual, went there to have lunch and then chatted with my cousins and others. Nothing more. Just that over there, I always disturb Kai Xuan and Zhi Cheng. Haha!
Just came back from JE. Went there with Mum, 2nd Bro and Sis to buy stuffs that bro need for his NS. Tomorrow he will be going to Tekkong for BMT. YES! I will have a room of myself for 2 weeks? No no! More than that because he still need to go in and stay for at least 3 months. Haha! But can come out every weeks. Haha! Never mind about that. His not at home... No one to let me disturb during sleep. Sian. Haha!
Just now over my gramps house, was looking at teenage together with Yu Jun and Kai Xuan. It's about something like what kinds of friends am I? Haha! Kai Xuan and Yu Jun was the kind of friend that friends will never leave them out. (something like that) Then me? Haha! I was shock when I saw the result. Haha! Quite true but some how not. Haha! It's like that. Friends are a good listener and always help when friends are in trouble. Will never reject when people ask for helps. Friends will always wants to be with me. Populars among friends. (something like that). Haha! I find it through and somewhat not true. Haha!
Alright then. Going to watch animation then to sleep. Tomorrow still gotta work. Hope tonight I can sleep at least at 2 ba. If not it will be very tired for me. Darn... Haiz...
Saturday, April 07, 2007
Basketball Training!
Went to played basketball today. Suppose to be a training but end up playing matches and against others.
At first, we were with the meeting up and thought because yesterday we went out too till late, too I slept late too. Eventually I went to bed at 2pm but not sure what time I got to sleep, my body clock is spoilt. Everytime only 3+ to 5+, at that period of time then I managed to get into my dreams. In the morning when I woke up, I feel so tired. But one thing that I dont know was, how come I have been like this for about 2 weeks and I didnt have dark circles. Why? I dont understand.
Next, wanna play basketball but dont have ball. Weird right? That Chun How dont know how to keep the ball one. Put inside his room the ball can go missing also. So pro man. Then we went to IMM to buy ball. Early in the morning about 10+ we head to IMM after breakfast at 215. That Wee Meng suggested on jogging to IMM. He just said, come on Kim Tian lets jog to IMM. Just when I said yes, he dashes across the road, no time for me to react that I just tagged along. Then Jun Chong, Chun How and Wee Meng take Taxi to IMM.
Then after that we took 2 cab back. Haha! Because the uncle dont wanna drive 5 people although it's only nearby. Never mind. After that Hong Zhou, Chee Meng and Terry join us. Then played some matches together with Wee Guan and 2 of his friends. Haha! That Jun Chong was in their team and he was so... dont know how to say. He used his shoulder to knock my nose and they hit Wee Meng's head. Wah lao... Pain lehz. Haha! Then I told him, do you know what will the dog be when you it does not have the dog? Haha! Then all laugh. Haha!
Match against the outsiders. At first I was like playing with happy heart, as in continue, I was fed up with the people style of playing. No sportsmanship. Then once I got Chong's permission to play rough, I dont even care about injuring people. I just snatch, hit and bang. I dont care. After that there was a slight quarrel over there. Was actually wanted to just shout at them but I refrain from it. If it's was last time, I would have flare up and bash them up. Haha!
Then played till 2+. It rain and we go home. Haha! Like that lor. Haha! Today was so bored. Haha! Stay at home. So sian. Bored. Haha! Sis was complaining about my entry was too long. Haha! Dont know lehz. Just like making long entry. Haha! But trying to cut it short. Haha!
Alright... Going to watch new animation. Erementar Gerad. Haha! See ya!
At first, we were with the meeting up and thought because yesterday we went out too till late, too I slept late too. Eventually I went to bed at 2pm but not sure what time I got to sleep, my body clock is spoilt. Everytime only 3+ to 5+, at that period of time then I managed to get into my dreams. In the morning when I woke up, I feel so tired. But one thing that I dont know was, how come I have been like this for about 2 weeks and I didnt have dark circles. Why? I dont understand.
Next, wanna play basketball but dont have ball. Weird right? That Chun How dont know how to keep the ball one. Put inside his room the ball can go missing also. So pro man. Then we went to IMM to buy ball. Early in the morning about 10+ we head to IMM after breakfast at 215. That Wee Meng suggested on jogging to IMM. He just said, come on Kim Tian lets jog to IMM. Just when I said yes, he dashes across the road, no time for me to react that I just tagged along. Then Jun Chong, Chun How and Wee Meng take Taxi to IMM.
Then after that we took 2 cab back. Haha! Because the uncle dont wanna drive 5 people although it's only nearby. Never mind. After that Hong Zhou, Chee Meng and Terry join us. Then played some matches together with Wee Guan and 2 of his friends. Haha! That Jun Chong was in their team and he was so... dont know how to say. He used his shoulder to knock my nose and they hit Wee Meng's head. Wah lao... Pain lehz. Haha! Then I told him, do you know what will the dog be when you it does not have the dog? Haha! Then all laugh. Haha!
Match against the outsiders. At first I was like playing with happy heart, as in continue, I was fed up with the people style of playing. No sportsmanship. Then once I got Chong's permission to play rough, I dont even care about injuring people. I just snatch, hit and bang. I dont care. After that there was a slight quarrel over there. Was actually wanted to just shout at them but I refrain from it. If it's was last time, I would have flare up and bash them up. Haha!
Then played till 2+. It rain and we go home. Haha! Like that lor. Haha! Today was so bored. Haha! Stay at home. So sian. Bored. Haha! Sis was complaining about my entry was too long. Haha! Dont know lehz. Just like making long entry. Haha! But trying to cut it short. Haha!
Alright... Going to watch new animation. Erementar Gerad. Haha! See ya!
Maddy Outing Again!
Today, we maddies went out again together with Chee Meng and Terry. Haha! This time round was to hunt for basketball shoes. Haha! Went to IMM at first and didnt see one, then we went to queensway to buy. After cutting the price down with the shop owner and can see that the shop owner was not happy about it. Haha! We cutted 29 bucks total. Haha! To me I think it's quite alot already. Haha! In between of course there are alot of things that have happened. Haha! Funny things. Let me mentioned it one by one. Haha!
Went to IMM to hunt for shoes but because there are no shoes, we decided to buy bubble tea before proceeding to queensway. Haha! They have bought their drinks and I'm the last one to buy. While I was queueing, there was a girl, quite pretty, standing near to me and I ask Wee Meng to come over. Haha! Then After I got my drinks, Banana Ice Blended, I went pass that girl and I said goodbye to that girl. That stupid Wee Meng go and push me and I trip my leg and knock onto Chee Meng, my drinks flew up high and drop onto the ground. Yeah! Waiting for me for dont know how long and in the end I got nothing to drink. Of course, we ran off quickly. Haha!
There are still more but I cant remember. Haha! As you know I have short term memory. Haha! After that they came to my house to play mahjong. Haha! Was actually going to Jurong Lake Park. Haha! In the end, they ended in my house. Haha! Stupid Jun Chong, treating my house like his. Go and take things he wants all by himself without even asking me. Haha! Even things in my fridge. Haha!
Next, we went to Mac to have dinner and talk about things last time. I mean during sec school times. That was really memorable, how I hope that sec school life dont ends. After that went to the park near to my house to play and chat also. Haha! This time round, we play poker, chat and sing (only Chun How and me). Haha! Then we leave because my Mum keep on calling me to go home. When then can I get my freedom? Cant she just not call me for one time when I go out? Haix... Really hate that! Then send Wee Meng and Jun Chong to the bus stop and we talk about chalet stuffs and ghost thingy. Haha! Then we noticed that we are the same. As in reacting to ghost thingy. Haha!
Suddenly I'm missing the old days in my Primary school where teacher appoint me as either monitor or class rep every single year.
Missing the Sec school days where we played basketballs every afternoon. Gets into troubles. Fights. Quarrels. Night studys and every single little things that happened during 5 years of my sec school lifes. How I wish that it dont end but too bad we are out of it.
Miss every single moment with her although it's only a short period of times and I agree that it's my happiest period of time.
Too miss my old self. Where have my old happy go lucky me gone? How can I get it back? My mind just wont go back to that mode. But slowly things are turning back slowly and I swear that I will no longer let any of the unhappy stuffs affects me again.
Telling, Serene, that I'm not going to get into any relationship anymore as in currently. I know that I'm still not able to handle it. But not going go for it. Haha! Not sure whether can I but I'm sure I wont because... I dont think that it will happen to me again. Haha!
Alright lahz. Gotta go. Tomorrow still need to wake up early for basketball training.
*I have already get over with it already. Just something suddenly prompt me about that then was thinking about that, therefore I wrote it. Things to tell you? I dont think it really matters already since you said that. Never mind. Just treat it that you didnt go and read or I didnt mention anything about it ba. Haha! Hmm... Something to say... Hmm... Dont know how to put that in words, maybe you will know it in future ba? Or perhaps not? Hmm... Not sure! For the time being, just treat it as nothing happened. Haha! Nitez! Dont think too much about what I wrote! Happy Working Tomorrow!
Went to IMM to hunt for shoes but because there are no shoes, we decided to buy bubble tea before proceeding to queensway. Haha! They have bought their drinks and I'm the last one to buy. While I was queueing, there was a girl, quite pretty, standing near to me and I ask Wee Meng to come over. Haha! Then After I got my drinks, Banana Ice Blended, I went pass that girl and I said goodbye to that girl. That stupid Wee Meng go and push me and I trip my leg and knock onto Chee Meng, my drinks flew up high and drop onto the ground. Yeah! Waiting for me for dont know how long and in the end I got nothing to drink. Of course, we ran off quickly. Haha!
There are still more but I cant remember. Haha! As you know I have short term memory. Haha! After that they came to my house to play mahjong. Haha! Was actually going to Jurong Lake Park. Haha! In the end, they ended in my house. Haha! Stupid Jun Chong, treating my house like his. Go and take things he wants all by himself without even asking me. Haha! Even things in my fridge. Haha!
Next, we went to Mac to have dinner and talk about things last time. I mean during sec school times. That was really memorable, how I hope that sec school life dont ends. After that went to the park near to my house to play and chat also. Haha! This time round, we play poker, chat and sing (only Chun How and me). Haha! Then we leave because my Mum keep on calling me to go home. When then can I get my freedom? Cant she just not call me for one time when I go out? Haix... Really hate that! Then send Wee Meng and Jun Chong to the bus stop and we talk about chalet stuffs and ghost thingy. Haha! Then we noticed that we are the same. As in reacting to ghost thingy. Haha!
Suddenly I'm missing the old days in my Primary school where teacher appoint me as either monitor or class rep every single year.
Missing the Sec school days where we played basketballs every afternoon. Gets into troubles. Fights. Quarrels. Night studys and every single little things that happened during 5 years of my sec school lifes. How I wish that it dont end but too bad we are out of it.
Miss every single moment with her although it's only a short period of times and I agree that it's my happiest period of time.
Too miss my old self. Where have my old happy go lucky me gone? How can I get it back? My mind just wont go back to that mode. But slowly things are turning back slowly and I swear that I will no longer let any of the unhappy stuffs affects me again.
Telling, Serene, that I'm not going to get into any relationship anymore as in currently. I know that I'm still not able to handle it. But not going go for it. Haha! Not sure whether can I but I'm sure I wont because... I dont think that it will happen to me again. Haha!
Alright lahz. Gotta go. Tomorrow still need to wake up early for basketball training.
*I have already get over with it already. Just something suddenly prompt me about that then was thinking about that, therefore I wrote it. Things to tell you? I dont think it really matters already since you said that. Never mind. Just treat it that you didnt go and read or I didnt mention anything about it ba. Haha! Hmm... Something to say... Hmm... Dont know how to put that in words, maybe you will know it in future ba? Or perhaps not? Hmm... Not sure! For the time being, just treat it as nothing happened. Haha! Nitez! Dont think too much about what I wrote! Happy Working Tomorrow!
Friday, April 06, 2007
!~^*BLOGGING IN*^~!
I think maybe someday I will die of brain dead ba. Haha! Over work my brain too much by thinking too much things at a time. Haha! Really hate to do things alone over at my work place. So bored and yeah, THINK~! Haha! Was to attach the cable support onto the switch box and by counting I think I have over 50 boxes of cable support need to tie it with bolts, nuts, washer and spring. Stupid thing. This little work cause me to work from 8.30 to 5.30. Haha! Meaning one whole day I was doing the same thing. So bored. Haha! While working I was singing and thinking. Hmm... Haha! Multi purposes. Haha! Pro right? Haha!
Then in between got help jc with his work because he was too exhausted and strengthless to pull that stupid heavy boxes that I help him to pull it out. Stupid box lor. So heavy! Haha! Never mind. Haha! Didnt do much thing today.
Didnt feel like going home too early today therefore I waited for jc in the arcade. Suppose to be meeting me at 7.30 but he forgotten about me and wait till 8.30 then he called me and reached at 9pm. He was accompanying my for dinner. Haha! Letting me wait from 6.30 to 9pm and it's a total of 2 1/2 hours. To think I have the patience to wait for him. If it's was me in the past I would have flare up. Haha!
During dinner have a short chat and that went back to play arcade. Haha! Ok lahz! Gotta go. Tomorrow need to wake up early. Sian. Haha! Nitez! (Not sure whether I can sleep not! Haha!)
Then in between got help jc with his work because he was too exhausted and strengthless to pull that stupid heavy boxes that I help him to pull it out. Stupid box lor. So heavy! Haha! Never mind. Haha! Didnt do much thing today.
Didnt feel like going home too early today therefore I waited for jc in the arcade. Suppose to be meeting me at 7.30 but he forgotten about me and wait till 8.30 then he called me and reached at 9pm. He was accompanying my for dinner. Haha! Letting me wait from 6.30 to 9pm and it's a total of 2 1/2 hours. To think I have the patience to wait for him. If it's was me in the past I would have flare up. Haha!
During dinner have a short chat and that went back to play arcade. Haha! Ok lahz! Gotta go. Tomorrow need to wake up early. Sian. Haha! Nitez! (Not sure whether I can sleep not! Haha!)
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
我该怎么做?
人家总是说, 时间能愈合心里所受到的创伤, 但是我并不觉得. 用时间来愈合任何心里的伤害总是对我无效. 要我忘记一个人可能需要一辈子吧. 有人说: 要忘记一段感情最好的方法是开始一段新的恋情, 但如过你还爱着那个人就对现在的 她/他 不公平. 我是绝对不会这么做的! 我总是在想如过所有的事都未曾发生, 那现在应该不会那么尴尬吧. 现在我多么希望时间能倒转, 让我修补所有我所犯下的错误. 那么可能现在就不会如此难受吧. 现在才知道想念一个人有多么痛苦.
我不知道现在的下一步要怎么走. 该继续还是该放弃? 这一盘棋我好想走错了一步就破绽百出. 俗话说得好: 一棋走错, 满盘棋输. 我不是说我当着是一场游戏, 只是想表达说, 我做错了一件事让四周的环境有所改变.
今天不知道为什么, 忽然想用华文字. 有一句很想对她说, 但是又不知道要怎么开口. 但是我知道现在说的话也可能太晚了吧. 要不要说还是要看将来的造化吧. 说不说可能都没有关系了吧.
明天还得做工!该休息了! 明天见吧! 晚安! 希望你也能好好的休息,不要过于操劳! 你也晚安!
我不知道现在的下一步要怎么走. 该继续还是该放弃? 这一盘棋我好想走错了一步就破绽百出. 俗话说得好: 一棋走错, 满盘棋输. 我不是说我当着是一场游戏, 只是想表达说, 我做错了一件事让四周的环境有所改变.
今天不知道为什么, 忽然想用华文字. 有一句很想对她说, 但是又不知道要怎么开口. 但是我知道现在说的话也可能太晚了吧. 要不要说还是要看将来的造化吧. 说不说可能都没有关系了吧.
明天还得做工!该休息了! 明天见吧! 晚安! 希望你也能好好的休息,不要过于操劳! 你也晚安!
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
What A Day!
I think I shouldnt have stayed at home today. So bored. Nothing to do. Done watch the animation Shakugan no Shana. Not a bad animation. Watch the whole of 24 episode and will be waiting for the second season to come out, it was said to be coming out this year.
Staying at home making me feel so pressurise and wanna run out of the house. Although this is call resting but I really need some fresh air. Haix.
All my pain here and there has worsen, just as I thought. Pushing myself far too much making the injuries worsen. Now both side my chest just hurts. Dont know whether can I take it tomorrow or not. Need work after 4 resting days. Haix... Still have basketball matches next week. Hope that I wont pull others hind legs. Haix...
-Songs Dedication-
-好想你-
我喜欢你紧握我的手
一股安全的暖流
渗透到胸口
我喜欢你
叫我的语气
理直气壮的粗鲁
却有私密的亲昵
好想你不停止
好想你我爱你
写在手心
你笑容你触碰还是让我心动
好想你不停止
好想你我爱你
给我勇气
那包容那悸动都是我珍藏的内容(被爱的光荣)
我喜欢你吻我的时候
看你专注的低头像永远不够
我喜欢你叫我的名字
一副若无其事的
又像公开的密秘
好几次我怕会来不及
还没抱够你
不管我是你几分之几
我只要爱你
Alright... Gotta go! I think tomorrow after work I need to do some refreshing ba. At least relax myself. What A Loner! Haix...
Staying at home making me feel so pressurise and wanna run out of the house. Although this is call resting but I really need some fresh air. Haix.
All my pain here and there has worsen, just as I thought. Pushing myself far too much making the injuries worsen. Now both side my chest just hurts. Dont know whether can I take it tomorrow or not. Need work after 4 resting days. Haix... Still have basketball matches next week. Hope that I wont pull others hind legs. Haix...
-Songs Dedication-
-好想你-
我喜欢你紧握我的手
一股安全的暖流
渗透到胸口
我喜欢你
叫我的语气
理直气壮的粗鲁
却有私密的亲昵
好想你不停止
好想你我爱你
写在手心
你笑容你触碰还是让我心动
好想你不停止
好想你我爱你
给我勇气
那包容那悸动都是我珍藏的内容(被爱的光荣)
我喜欢你吻我的时候
看你专注的低头像永远不够
我喜欢你叫我的名字
一副若无其事的
又像公开的密秘
好几次我怕会来不及
还没抱够你
不管我是你几分之几
我只要爱你
Alright... Gotta go! I think tomorrow after work I need to do some refreshing ba. At least relax myself. What A Loner! Haix...
Monday, April 02, 2007
THOUGHTS
Given my illness now, will it worsen?
Yes? No?
If it worsen, how long more can I live?
1 Year? 10 Years?
Someone ask, who are the people I wanna protect?
My Family, My Friends and You. You are the one that I will protect with the whole of my life.
Got rejected by 3 polys I appealled. What should I do?
Go to poly next year? or to NS first?
Why do humans being think so much?
Uncontrollable thinking? Troubled? Or what?
Are there something to stop one from thinking?
Yes? No?
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Thoughts and doubts just pops out while I trying to get to sleep last night. Think of alot of things. Tonight I will try to make myself tired. Nono! Not tired but damn super tired, before I hit the sack.
Chatted with Ridwan this morning. He always have the ability to sway my mind when I have already calm my mind down. What should I do? Should I? Or Should I Not?
Well, injured my elbow this morning while trying to get something. It's getting more and more painful. Guess going to the Die Ta wont be in any help ba? Not sure.
Got rejected by all 3 polys I appealled but I'm not at all dejected. Why? Not sure!
Trying to get out of the house but it seems that I have no where to go. Why? Didnt I have lots of place to go? ECP? Nearby Park? Window Shopping? Why? Why?
Why out of sudden I'm feeling like so stressed? Why? Should I find someone to talk to? But who should I approach? The people I can approach are no longer like before. Who are willing to lend their listen ear to me? Someone that can give me good advices. Who? Are there One? Cant think of one. Out of sudden I feeling this way.... Can Someone Tell Me What Should I do?
Yes? No?
If it worsen, how long more can I live?
1 Year? 10 Years?
Someone ask, who are the people I wanna protect?
My Family, My Friends and You. You are the one that I will protect with the whole of my life.
Got rejected by 3 polys I appealled. What should I do?
Go to poly next year? or to NS first?
Why do humans being think so much?
Uncontrollable thinking? Troubled? Or what?
Are there something to stop one from thinking?
Yes? No?
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Thoughts and doubts just pops out while I trying to get to sleep last night. Think of alot of things. Tonight I will try to make myself tired. Nono! Not tired but damn super tired, before I hit the sack.
Chatted with Ridwan this morning. He always have the ability to sway my mind when I have already calm my mind down. What should I do? Should I? Or Should I Not?
Well, injured my elbow this morning while trying to get something. It's getting more and more painful. Guess going to the Die Ta wont be in any help ba? Not sure.
Got rejected by all 3 polys I appealled but I'm not at all dejected. Why? Not sure!
Trying to get out of the house but it seems that I have no where to go. Why? Didnt I have lots of place to go? ECP? Nearby Park? Window Shopping? Why? Why?
Why out of sudden I'm feeling like so stressed? Why? Should I find someone to talk to? But who should I approach? The people I can approach are no longer like before. Who are willing to lend their listen ear to me? Someone that can give me good advices. Who? Are there One? Cant think of one. Out of sudden I feeling this way.... Can Someone Tell Me What Should I do?
Sunday, April 01, 2007
Jurong Lake Park.
*Update*
Just came back home from dinner with my Uncle and family. Haha! Went to 215 for dinner because my uncle said that there is one newly open shop which I dont see which part of it is new. Haha! Then after that saw that Chun How. Just when I think that he live there, the next moment I saw him coming from the other side to buy food. Haha!
Then after that send my cousin, Hong, to work liao we went to Jurong Lake Park. Haha! That park which Pei Yun told me that it's a nice place to play. Haha! Went there to take a look. Haha! There are playground like one in the West Coast. Haha! So nice lahz. Haha! Went to climb the rope pyramid, it was like so shakey. That my uncle keep on shaking in below slowing my speed of climbing. Then after that he climb up fast towards my direction to scare me. Haha! Stupid uncle. Haha!
Heard 2 strange sound over there. Haha! The first sounds was said to be a sound of a Geko which I think it is. Because it's over at a grass patches there. Then the second sound was suspected to be 2 sounds and first, the Komodo Dragon and Toad. But I'm sure about it that my grandmother said that it is a sound of a baby crocs then I remember that the sound is familiar. It's was the sound made by baby crocs when I watched Crocs hunter when Steve Irwin pick up a newly hatch baby crocs. Haha! Then when into the dark bushes over there to take a look, but because it was too dark and my handphone lights was not bright enough and I'm not well prepared to go inside there, I come out straight away. I cant see the thing but that thing can see me and it looks scary from there. Therefore I come out. Haha! Although it's only a short period of time, but I have loads of fun. Haha!
Alright then gotta go. Going over to Batok again. Haha! See ya!
*Haha! Think that I need consoling more than I do? And yet... Yet you think I get over with it faster? Haha! Hmm... Maybe ba! Haha! But not really. Haha! Didnt go and think about it. Haha! The more you think, the more you stressed up. Therefore dont think about it is a better way. Haha! But still will when I'm alone at home or doing stuffs. Haha! But no prob about it! Wahaha! SMILEY!
Just came back home from dinner with my Uncle and family. Haha! Went to 215 for dinner because my uncle said that there is one newly open shop which I dont see which part of it is new. Haha! Then after that saw that Chun How. Just when I think that he live there, the next moment I saw him coming from the other side to buy food. Haha!
Then after that send my cousin, Hong, to work liao we went to Jurong Lake Park. Haha! That park which Pei Yun told me that it's a nice place to play. Haha! Went there to take a look. Haha! There are playground like one in the West Coast. Haha! So nice lahz. Haha! Went to climb the rope pyramid, it was like so shakey. That my uncle keep on shaking in below slowing my speed of climbing. Then after that he climb up fast towards my direction to scare me. Haha! Stupid uncle. Haha!
Heard 2 strange sound over there. Haha! The first sounds was said to be a sound of a Geko which I think it is. Because it's over at a grass patches there. Then the second sound was suspected to be 2 sounds and first, the Komodo Dragon and Toad. But I'm sure about it that my grandmother said that it is a sound of a baby crocs then I remember that the sound is familiar. It's was the sound made by baby crocs when I watched Crocs hunter when Steve Irwin pick up a newly hatch baby crocs. Haha! Then when into the dark bushes over there to take a look, but because it was too dark and my handphone lights was not bright enough and I'm not well prepared to go inside there, I come out straight away. I cant see the thing but that thing can see me and it looks scary from there. Therefore I come out. Haha! Although it's only a short period of time, but I have loads of fun. Haha!
Alright then gotta go. Going over to Batok again. Haha! See ya!
*Haha! Think that I need consoling more than I do? And yet... Yet you think I get over with it faster? Haha! Hmm... Maybe ba! Haha! But not really. Haha! Didnt go and think about it. Haha! The more you think, the more you stressed up. Therefore dont think about it is a better way. Haha! But still will when I'm alone at home or doing stuffs. Haha! But no prob about it! Wahaha! SMILEY!
Sunday In
Still thought that today I will be able to go to East Coast today. As in, they are the one that said that they wanna go but they are also the one that cancel it. Haix... Indeed, I agree that promises are meant to be broken. Then was actually going down with Ridwan but because there was something helding me up therefore I have no choice but to cancel it. Sian... So today gotta stay in. Haix... What are boring day!
Was watching tv the whole afternoon. Still thought that I will be bored but it doesnt turn out that way. Haha! I found something interesting and much more did I expect that it will be larger than the one I saw it in the internet. Haha!
Watching Animal Planets and it was talking about Amphibian and sis saw that Goliath Frog (World Largest Frog). Then I told her that I saw one in the internet and was in the Amazon but not sure whether was it a Goliath Frog. Haha! But it's a huge that I told her that what I saw was smaller. Haha! The show was actually about the largest amphibian in the world and it was actually something that I didnt saw it before that caught my eyes. Haha! It was the Salamander. Haha! Not sure what is it too but it's evolution from it's young to adult is a total different looks unlike mammals. Haha! Aphuima its the creatures name. Haha! Check it out if you guys have the time. Haha!
Will be going to JP later on together with my Mum and siblings. Haha! Finally they are going to JP. Will make use of the time to buy loads of titbits for my dessert. Haha! After that buy shoes and other things that I wanna buy. Haha! Need to pay my bills too. Haha!
-Songs Dedication-
Alright then. Gotta go! See ya!
* Well, just dont think about it then. Haha! Just treat it that nothing had happened. I know how it feel, I wont react that way if Wee Meng and Chun How was not there. If not I will be super awkward too. Well! Maybe you just need more time ba. Haha! Take your time! Haha! No worries you can de. Haha!
Was watching tv the whole afternoon. Still thought that I will be bored but it doesnt turn out that way. Haha! I found something interesting and much more did I expect that it will be larger than the one I saw it in the internet. Haha!
Watching Animal Planets and it was talking about Amphibian and sis saw that Goliath Frog (World Largest Frog). Then I told her that I saw one in the internet and was in the Amazon but not sure whether was it a Goliath Frog. Haha! But it's a huge that I told her that what I saw was smaller. Haha! The show was actually about the largest amphibian in the world and it was actually something that I didnt saw it before that caught my eyes. Haha! It was the Salamander. Haha! Not sure what is it too but it's evolution from it's young to adult is a total different looks unlike mammals. Haha! Aphuima its the creatures name. Haha! Check it out if you guys have the time. Haha!
Will be going to JP later on together with my Mum and siblings. Haha! Finally they are going to JP. Will make use of the time to buy loads of titbits for my dessert. Haha! After that buy shoes and other things that I wanna buy. Haha! Need to pay my bills too. Haha!
-Songs Dedication-
我会好好的花还香香的
时间一直去回忆真美丽
我是想着你一直想着你
你在我心底变成了秘密
不要说你爱我你想我
如果你的心里没有这么做
只是勉强的敷衍我
我知道了会很难受
我要你默默走不回头
我会清楚明白你要的是什么
无须勉强的安慰我
说奇怪的理由
到现在还是深深的
深深的爱着你
是爱情的友情的都可以
那是我心中的幸福
我知道它苦苦的
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要给你远方的祝福
我知道它苦苦的
Alright then. Gotta go! See ya!
* Well, just dont think about it then. Haha! Just treat it that nothing had happened. I know how it feel, I wont react that way if Wee Meng and Chun How was not there. If not I will be super awkward too. Well! Maybe you just need more time ba. Haha! Take your time! Haha! No worries you can de. Haha!
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