Looking into the rain outside through my window in the living room. Was thinking what I had done this year. Come thinking of that, I realised that I really done nothing this year and year 2006 is already coming to an end. A lots of things flashes through my mind. Things that I dont want it to happened, it happened and things that I want it to happened it does not happened. Therefore, things really dont come in the way that you like. Was like thinking and thinking and thinking. Was trap in a decision I made, not trap but instead kinda of confused. Fall into something that I dont wanna fall into before, set my mind at ease for sometimes and it arise again. I tried so long to kick that thing away off my mind and it's coming back. When I wanna ignore it, I feel so miserable. How can I solve it. Really wanna ease it and dont wanna go for it.
To keep that thought away, I went to clean my study table as least I wont think too much when doing things. Then I attached my speaker to my phone and turn on the walkman in my phone and blast the room. Enjoying myself while cleaning then and guess what. I completely clean the study table within 2 hours. That was like a record for me, I seldom clean up things so fast. Haha! Then had nothing to do, I washed my bags. Haha! Rainning day then I started to washed the bags. Haha! Doubt it is going to dry for the next 3 days! Haha!
Tomorrow going for training liao! Think I'm going to start work soon... Haha! I think that it will be nice if like that. Then I wont be thinking too much while I'm working then. Haha! Hope so!
Nothing more! See ya! May be blogging another one tonight if I'm really bored stiff. Some kind of story maybe. Haha! See ya!
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