Training!

After 2 days of training, I really learn alot of things from them. Haha! Although it's just a small shop in suntec and what they sold are very expensive, but the way they entertain and keep customer amused and entertain are very unique. I learned alot about shoes from them, about packing it back after using, how to maintain the shoes, models of the shoes and even small things like tying the shoelaces also another knowledge. I didnt know that there are so many ways to tie the shoelaces. Too I learn how to entertain the customer the way they did, with Sincerity and Integrity. About selling the shoes I'm selling, I learned quite alot from Wendy. She is the strongest Sales person in the store, she clinched almost all the deal she handled. That was how powerful she were. Then that Desmond, the 1.98 meter tall freak, was the joker of the shop. Haha! Every words he said and everything thing he did was nothing but to make others laugh. Haha! Then yesterday, Wendy sent me home. Haha! Now I understand how come my cousin said that he like the person there. They are so nice! Haha! Even when I said that I can go home on my own but they insisted on sending me home. Haha! How nice of them. Haha! Too did alot of things that you will never imagine that people in the sales will do. Haha!

Then the day before yesterday, samething I was working but after that I went down to meet Eileen they all because that Eileen said that she dont wanna go home so early. Haha! I was like, HUH? How come she dont wanna go home so early? Weird right? I also dont know why although I accompanied her till 1.30 am because I gotta work the other day and mum was calling and waiting for me at home. Haha! Well, went under her block to chat and together with some light alcoholic drinks! Haha! Then chatted about some thing. Haha! To think Pei Yun and Jun Chong can stay till so late. Haha! 2+ then they went home. Haha!

Today going to Vivo with the Lans for movie actually. But now dont know they wanna go there for what since they are not going for the movie. Weirdos! Then now I also dont know I'm going there for what. Vivo I went too many times till that I really have nothing to see and take a look about liao. Haha! Well, meeting them at 2.30pm later supposingly. But my breakfast change it to this coming Monday. So I can leave home later. Haha! Good choice ya! Haha! Ok lahz! Going to amend post that was told 3 days ago and due to too busy that I didnt have the time to go and amend that thing! Haha!

HAPPY DAYS FOR EVERYONE AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!

See ya!

Alots Of Thing!

Being shut at home for a long time and I started to think of things that I wanna do but I didnt have the chance to do. I wanna go rollerblading, cycling, watch movie, play badminton, go out for a walk, stroll at the beach, go walk walk in town area and go to arcade. But no one to accompany for all this thing. Sian. Last time there is Ridwan who accompany me but now he's attach and I dont think he have the time. Haha! Now the mood of mine are like wanting to sit inside cinema and watch tons and tons of movie. There are so many movie I wanna watch, like Curse Of The Golden Flower, Death Note 2, Night At The Museum and some others. Last time used to watch alone but kinda of weird. Feel moody will sure go catch a movie at least it will make me feel better but now dont know why, going alone looks like I'm a tenant of Hougang Chalet. Then also wanna eat lots and lots of thing but things I wanna eat are hard to get it. SIAN!

Still thought that today can go and catch Death Note 2 but, too late Tian Beng cannot make it for those time slot. Then only me and Jun Chong go and watch the movie like very gay like that so didnt manage to catch that movie. Haha! Me reached home from training about 12.30 and the whole day rotting at home. Rot till going to evapourate in the air liao! Haix... If anybody who are interested in the activities I mentioned please let me know, I have been craving for those thing for a long long time. Haha! Ok lahz! Going to watch Animation. See ya!

Rainy Day.

Looking into the rain outside through my window in the living room. Was thinking what I had done this year. Come thinking of that, I realised that I really done nothing this year and year 2006 is already coming to an end. A lots of things flashes through my mind. Things that I dont want it to happened, it happened and things that I want it to happened it does not happened. Therefore, things really dont come in the way that you like. Was like thinking and thinking and thinking. Was trap in a decision I made, not trap but instead kinda of confused. Fall into something that I dont wanna fall into before, set my mind at ease for sometimes and it arise again. I tried so long to kick that thing away off my mind and it's coming back. When I wanna ignore it, I feel so miserable. How can I solve it. Really wanna ease it and dont wanna go for it.

To keep that thought away, I went to clean my study table as least I wont think too much when doing things. Then I attached my speaker to my phone and turn on the walkman in my phone and blast the room. Enjoying myself while cleaning then and guess what. I completely clean the study table within 2 hours. That was like a record for me, I seldom clean up things so fast. Haha! Then had nothing to do, I washed my bags. Haha! Rainning day then I started to washed the bags. Haha! Doubt it is going to dry for the next 3 days! Haha!

Tomorrow going for training liao! Think I'm going to start work soon... Haha! I think that it will be nice if like that. Then I wont be thinking too much while I'm working then. Haha! Hope so!

Nothing more! See ya! May be blogging another one tonight if I'm really bored stiff. Some kind of story maybe. Haha! See ya!

Christmas Celebration

Just came back from Eileen house for the Christmas celebration. Well, this year celebration serious saying it'a alright lahz! Haha! In fact, just an dinner and gift exchange only. Haha! Prefered last year celebration though. Haha! This year because all of us are too busy with things that the celebration was not organise properly. All the girls are working and bet that they are tired. Haha! If we guys are to plan the thing, I doubt it will be better. Haha! Sorry to Eileen, just now I lied to you. Actually I went out because something happened to me physically that I need to go out of the house for a deep breathing. Dont want you to worry much but felt much better after I went outside for a breath. Haha! Think that I'm going to have a bad night tonight. Haix.. Haha! People that went today are Tian Beng, Eileen, Pei Yun, Michelle, Carine, Daffodil, Jun Chong, Wee Meng, Chun How and ME! Haha!

Then was actually going to Malaysia during 24th, 25th and 26th of Feb. Then dont know why Mum said that not going liao! But I'm awaiting for the next end of year because I will be going to Hokkaido, Japan. It will be slowing at that time. Haha! Finally got the chance to board and plane. Although it is one year but still I'm already getting excited liao! Haha! In the meanwhile, Chinese New Year is round the corner too. Haha! So happy. Haha!

Alright then. Nothing more liao! Wish everyone a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! Haha! Good Night! See ya!

Christmas!

Yesterday, 23rd of Dec. Was suppose to meet my ITE friends for dinner too Charmaine asked me out because she wanna pass me something and in the end I didnt turn up because I went out with my family they all. I told Charmaine that pass it to me the other day and I dont know what she wanna pass me. Haha! Then went to Vivo with my cousins and family. Went there to shop, then cousin suddenly talk about wanna do chocolate Fondue and wanna to buy block chocolate. Then I told her that my friend bought it before. So I called TB, she didnt answer. Then I called PY's house and no one pick up. Then I sms TB about the thing. Haha! She replied. Haha! Called her dont wanna pick up but she replied fast. Haha! Well. Instead, that was a good thing. Haha! Found someone to chat through out the whole shopping time in Vivo. I was like hell bored although I do chat with my cousins they all and joke and crap. Haha! Should not said bored, but just feel like sms-ing. Haha! Then after that Dad came to pick us up. Haha! TB said that it was sweet but I found it a miracle instead because this was the first time he did that. Well... Then reached home liao! Have supper liao then went to sleep. Haha! Slept early because I drink too much yesterday. Haha!

Then today, went to buy those ingredient to make chocolate Fondue today. Haha! Then after that went over to Gramps house. Haha! Then lunch we proceed to do that thing. Haha! While working on it and you know that this was the first time that I do this kind of thing that. People like my bro, instead of words of supporting he was tearing us down. What kind of bro is this? That really pissed me off at that time. Not only my bro, about the whole lot of people in my gramps house are saying words... Damn... What is this? Well, of course. Unsuccessful. Asking TB about the chocolate thing about the 2 days! Haha! But in the end, of course I got it right. About the other chocolate stuff, I failed. Just dont know why. Haix. Haha! Then was actually meeting Serene, I pushed it off too because dont know why I feel tired. She wanted to pass me things too and same thing I said to her, pass it to me another day. Dont know why this Christmas kinda like dont feel like going out. Haha!

TO: Tian Beng
Thank you for telling me about making the methods of making the chocolate Fondue and sorry that if I have disturb you during your work time today. About the Chocolate Fondue, it was successful and thank you for the method. Then about making the chocolate to stick onto the fruits that thing, I kind disappoint you because I failed. Pai seh! But appreciate what you done. Thank you! Xie Xie Ni! Haha! Merry Christmas To You Too.

Same thing for the other Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! Haha!

Blogging In.

Yosh! Back to blog again! Haha! After 4 days. Today is a Lunar festival which I dont know what the English name of the festival! Haha! It's a festival which required to make Dumpling Balls. Haha! And also the day of my interview. Haha! Today went to interview and Eileen was rotting at home that she accompany me to interview and I accompany her to buy christmas present. Haha! But in the end there isnt anything to buy. Haha! I fact, nothing to buy. Haha! It was like no place to go and something like that that we ended up in Vivo and after that went to JP. Haha! When we reached JP, same thing, also nothing to buy that we went to the Kopitiam to eat something. Haha! Chatted there. Just like what Jun Chong and Me did before. Sit down at one place and chat. Haha! Then didnt know that chatting passes time so fast. We were like done eating about 2.18 then started chatted. Didnt know that the time passed so fast that we I look at the time again, it was 3.48 liao! Haha! I was like wah... SO FAST.. Haha! Then after that I leave home and she went to meet her friend. Haha! Later going over to JP again with my parent. Sian... Haha! So tired till dont feel like going out sia. Just feel like sleeping only. Haha! Dont what happened to Eileen today that she keep on pronouncing the word wrongly. Like Bus Concession, she said transaction! Hahaha!

Ok lahz! Nothing to say liao! Haha! See ya! Blog again some other day! Haha! Maybe tonight? Haha!

Boredom!

Yesterday was staying at home the whole day. Ridwan came over to do something and chatted for a while before he went to meet her GF. He's getting engage and I dont know whether is it true or not. Haha! At night, I drank the Choya plum wine and went to sleep. Haha!

Today same old thing, also nothing to do. Sian... Then got people reccommended me jobs and I have now 2 jobs pending. Hmm... If my cousins that side jobs I cant get it then I think I will go to Wei Ling workplace there. Haha! They said there the time is very flexible. Can work as and when you like. The workplace is Suntec convention hall doing Banquet. Haha!

Just got home from my relatives Funeral, my grandfather's brother's wife pass away that we went over. Then go there nothing to do, uncle did some introduction of the cousins that we seldom meet unless big occassion, then eat something over there and also chatted lor. Same old thing that people will did when go to the funeral. Haix. Sian sian sian. I'm really very bored. Hope that Kai Heng there, I can get in. Haha! The whole day was raining and slightly affected my mood. But not that much. Haha! Alright lahz! Nothing more to write liao! Seeya! Haha!

Window Shopping Day.

Just reached home and have a drink of a cocktail. Haha! Just now went out with My mum they all, together with my Cousin. We went to Pearl Centre to buy something then to went shop at OG (Chinatown). Haha! Was crapping and joking all the way from start of journey till we went home. Haha! We sure have lots of nonsense to talk about. Haha!

This morning went to my gramps house. Haha! There was one funny thing happened that make me and Zhi Cheng laugh like nobody business. Haha! This story goes like this.. I was in the living room and I notice that Kai Xuan is missing and was in the washroom. Then out of mischief, Zhi Cheng and me decided to scare her and I went in to wait for her to come out. By the way, she went into my gramps bedroom washroom. Haha! Because she went it for so long that I decide not to scare her and I told Zhi Cheng that she went in so long then dont play liao. Haha! Cheng said, never mind, go in and wait till she come out. Haha! I sat at my gramps bed playing with my handphone. Few seconds later, I heard the flushing of the toilet and I get myself ready. Haha! The room was so quiet that she dont even know that I was outside and once she open the door and come out from the washroom, I just "BOO" and she scream with 2 hands beside her palm facing outside and scream... Hahahahahah! Scream so loud that my mum and aunts thought what had happened. Haha! The next thing they saw was Zhi Cheng laughing till he was rolling on the floor and Kai Xuan laughing and walking out from the room to the living room. Hahha! I laugh till my tears was rolling down. Haha! It was really the joke of the day. Haha!

Well, nothing more. Haha! Ok lahz! Haha! Nothing more to say liao! See ya and have a nice day! Haha!

First Day Of Holiday.

First day of holiday and I have already starting to rot at home. Haha! Today was really rotting. I woke up at 9 by Xiang Ting's cry. So loud that I cannot bring myself not to bother about it. Then after I settle her, I went back to sleep. Hehe! But not for long. 9.45 like that I wake up liao! Once I'm awake, hard for me to get back to sleep. Haha!

Then the whole day was, turn on the com, watch animation and play with Xiang Ting till now! Haha! Other then that nothing much. Bored right? Haha! Bro playing maple, so I join in together with him inorder to train him and too to ks him because he's a noob to that game. WAHAHA!

Was actually suppose to go to school today for the stupid party thing but thought that it suppose to be kinda boring that I didnt go to school today. Haha! Then hurt from my friends that they said that "Mother Mary" dress till like what like that. God damn it. Lucky I didnt went or I will laugh till my stomach explode sia. Hahahaha! First day of holiday like that liao. Following one I think will leave with bones liao ba! Haha! Nothing more, turning in. Seeya!

Holidays!

There was a practical test on Wednesday. Tested on ping-ing the com thing, the Topology and also the assembling of straight-through cable. But think can pass lahz. Haha! Then today, class was damn bored. Took the retest for online Cisco and got 78% which I suppose to be quite high for me. Haha! Not very good in that thing but get 78% for me I think not bad already. Haha! Then in class we had the database theory thing again. Then I dont give a damn and go on and chat with Jian Yong they all. Haha! Dont bother after all it's the last day of school to me. Haha!

Holiday started. Haha! Dont know what to do during the holiday. Haha! Looking for jobs currently or else I no money to buy new year clothes. Haha! Need to loan from my house bank. Haha! Mood getting better nowadays. Sorry to those who I had offended during that period of time when I'm not in the good mood. Things that I said during the period of time, I really dont mean it. Haha! SORRY!

Moods turn back from 0 to 100! Haha! Now I back to what I am used to be. Haha! Nothing more to write already. Haha! See ya! And have a nice day. Haha!

Friends...

After all those chatting in schools and stuff, then I started to wonder and ponder. Because I'm too moody or something that I tends to become over-suspicious over things. I asked myself am I a good friend? Was wondering when I'm the way to school in the bus. Hmm... People may say I am but when come to the question why, they give me nothing and this is obviously saying it to accomodate me and they dont really mean it.

When a people read up things of their interest and curiosity, they tends to know more things about something then the other people who dont. Then due to that reason, I gain knowledges from books and stuff which other dont believe. Then when they were talking about some stuff, I told them of what I know and had experience and they thought that I was lying. Although they didnt said it out but from theif facial expression betrayed them. Not talking about my Friends in the ITE. But the others, even some of the Lans. To think that I know that for so long. Haha!

Should I like restrain myself from saying anything that I know or else people think that I'm a liar. Yeah! I think I should because I dont wanna shoulder the title "LIAR". Joking, laming and stuff will still go on but when come to serious topic, I will just refrain from talking. Hmm... Nice idea. Even people that dont really trust in believe me, what's more of people that I have been with a long time. Haix... Well, nothing more to write... Just write to nag only... cya!

Bored!

I'm proud of myself today because we had an exercise on Microsoft Access, it's about doing the database thing. As you know, I didnt listen to the teacher in class and of course will think that I dont know how to do. Then when teacher asked us to do the exercise, we had no choice that we cannot run away so we gotta do because teacher will do a routine check. Haha! I dont have the mood to do anything and when teacher talk to me I just shout back and talk back to him. Really not in the mood to study too to play. Haha! Friends play with me I just respond with a cold smile. Haha! Then I just look through the book about the database queries thing and I know how to do. Haha! That was so surprising. Haha! Then yes, I completed the exercise of course. Haha! That's why I'm proud of myself. Haha! But the more difficult one I still yet to figure out. Haha!

When I came back home till just now, that was the first real laugh that I had laughed. It was Xiang Ting that make me laugh. Haha! I laughed till tears rolling down. Didnt laugh so hard since the last time I laugh. Haha! Although sometimes she may be somehow annoying but most of the time she is adorable. Haha! Especially when she mimic my movement. Hahahah! Mum going to bring Ling Yi over. Yes! Long time didnt see her already. Haha! Soon, my house will be like childcare centre again. Haha!

Christmas coming and our class may have event coming up that day. Haha! So I no need to be alone and spending my Christmas with a different group of people. Haha! But at that day I will still have a period of time to be alone. Haha! Nothing more then. Haha! See ya! Tomorrow got phase test. Haha! Good Luck to myself and the rest of my friends having test tomorrow. Haha! See ya!

Taz's Short Story.

I lied on the bed with tears rolling down from my eyes. Thinking about the past when my parents were still around before I was adopted by my step parents. Thinking about all the outing we had and all those moment we had be through together. Throughout the night, I closed my eyes but I just can’t fall into sleep. When I shut my eyes, thoughts and memories flashes through my mind and all I could was nothing. Trying to avoid thinking about it but I can’t. How I wished that everything did not happen and all sad and bad memories did not appear at all. How I wish I can live in my own fairytales world. How I wish that I can keep on dreaming and not wake up. Can I? Obviously not! This is the world of reality. People got to bring up the courage to face up with the reality, but who actually have enough courage to face their own world of cruel reality? Flashes and thoughts accompanied me through the night. Although I didn’t get into any sleeps, but at least I had figured out. Face up and accept the reality. These are only part of obstacles you met in your Life when you are down. As long as you face it, they are nothing and only part of memories in your Life.

Test...

NWT theory test today, I didnt study for it and I dont think that I can do well. Last time IT Essential no need to study also can pass one because most of it base on common sense. But CCNA, no study means one word, "DIE". Haha! Tomorrow still got WAD assignment some more, sian to the core. Didnt listen to the class so I dont think that tomorrow Database I know how to do. Haha!

Just now Chun How called and asked about the work thing. Then he said that he can help us ask, in the end... Haix... Dont wanna talk about it anymore. Disappointed...

Dont know why, seems so moody this few days. What is the reason, I also dont know it myself. Wanna cheer myself up but I just had no determination to do that. In school, last time I can like play with them the whole day but nowadays, play till half way I will keep quiet out of a sudden. Sian.. Something stressing my brain but I dont know what. My friend still thought that I fall out of love when I dont even have a girlfriend. Haha! Nothing more! Blog again! Seeya!

Being Cheated...

Went over to my gramps house today. Was attracted by something said by my Mum makes me wanna go over. Guess what is it? Haha! It was one of my uncle's friends that has the ability of sensing "those thing". If you dont know what "those thing" means then simplify it, it is ghost! Haha! Dont know why, I just like looking at this kind of mysterious thing. My uncle's friend have what I can said, supernatural power and I took a long time to believe it. Haha!

Well, my mum said that he was going over and the photos he took in China during the trip has lots of mysterious thing to see that bring out my curiousity. Haha! But in the end, he didnt went and I didnt get to see the pics. So gotta go over next week too if he is going over.

Talking about my uncle's friends abilities, I dont kinda believe in the first place too until I heard what they my cousins said. She said that there was one day my cousins was talking about something bad about my uncle's friend, not to the state of badmouthing. Then after a few days, they went to visit him, and UF(uncle's friend) said that who who who said something bad about him and recite out words by words of what they have said about him when my cousins were at home. This incident happened and I dont believe until...

My cousin was told that they were being watched by him and he know every event happens in their house. Then my cousin came back home late one day night and felt like there was someone walking behind her. Then she quickly get into the house washed up and sleep without my uncle knowing what time she went home. The next morning UF called my uncle and told him that someone in the house came back home very late. Haha!

During my Mum's China trip, she told us that going oversea with my UF is very safe and no need to be afraid if those thing bugging you or things. One incident was that during the trip, Mum they all gotta cross a valley into a cave using the hangover bridge. The opposite side was quite dark and what my mum descibe, it was kinda of eerie and disgusting looking at it. They were like going into the cave to look at the things inside, but UF said there is something over there waiting for him over there and call the others not to go inside. Dont you feel Goosebumps of what he said? Haha! Then in one of the village, the villager asked them to appoint someone out to become the King of Wine, the best drinker in another word. My uncle was told by UF to go forward and will help him behind. The wine is a strong wine that one small sips is enough to make you drunk. My uncle went forward and drink the wine and he was announced the Best Drinker of that group and said that went he was drinking the wine, it is the same as drinking plain water. Haha!

Then slowly I believe in what they said about that uncle. Haha! Up to you to believe it or not. Haha! But now although still not 100% believe unless I have encounter it. Haha! Nothing more to blog. Haha! Good luck for those people having test tomorrow! Haha! See ya!

JP again!

Continue to blog for the day because I'm bored. Haha! Just came back from JP and we went to eat Subway because my mum was craving for it. Haha! So we went there together with her then. Haha! Then after dinner when we are at the second floor, we saw Zhi Wang walking very fast to the third floor. Then bro told me that he is going to change his phone. Haha! Then after that we went into Toys'R'us. Haha! That was the place where me and my second bro like to go in whenever we go shopping. Haha! Then after that was walking along the pathway at second floor, I saw someone waving at the opposite side and I thought who was that. In my might I was thinking, who is that mad person waving over that like nobody business. Haha! Guess who was it? Haha! She was Pei Yun and was together with Hui Li.. Haha! Then chatted a while with her and then leave them alone. Haha! Then after that went to buy bro's water bottle together with him then we leave for home. Haha! That's all for today... Nothing more! Haha! Blog because I'm bored. Haha! Ok then... Cya! Haha!

Horror Movie again!

Yesterday went out together with Jian Yong they all, 9 of us. The people who went are those that went to movie last week not counting Wei Ling and include Darren and Shu Xian. Haha! Shock that Shu Xian went too... Haha!

Yeah! Horror movie again. This time round we watched Cinderella. It was about plastic surgery that people that have went for surgery and surgeon by the the Main Actor's Mothers will got killed by the Ghost of perhaps the soul of the Main Actor's Mother's Real Daughter. The Main Actor's was adopted by her current mother during her current mother was in depression about the accidents that her daughter had encountered causes her daughter to disfigure. I will used RD (Real Daughter) and MA (Main Actor) to differentiate between the 2 doctors of the Mother. Haha!

Yeah! Then the MA was adopted by her Mother in the church when her Mother was praying for her RD recovery. Then as time past, RD recover from the accidents however her face was somehow seriously disfigured and her mother promised her to make her a new face. But because of the MA, her mother somehow neglected RD. RD was locked inside a dark room at the basement because her mother does not want others to know about her and so MA was name after RD. As time past, MA has taken over RD position in her mothers place not one purpose because MA does not know the existence of RD. Then slowly hatred and grudges form in RD and died on the day of her birthday and sweared that she's going to kill the MA and all her friends because MA took over her and said that everything MA has is suppose to be hers. And the killing thing started like that. The rest of the story you need to go and watch the movie and you will know what happened and same thing if you dont understand what I said.

To me, the story is more like a sad story than a horror movie because it talk about the tragic more than scary the others. In fact the scaring part is only 10% of the show. Therefore I dont consider that a horror movie and instead and tragic story. Wonder if the same thing will happened to me if I got into and accidents and get seriously disfigured till even my parent cant recognise me. Like that girl in the movie, cant go out of the house, no friends, neglected b parents and get replaces by others. Then friends that I had tends to get away from me because I look like monster. That's what is reality and I dont believe that people will said that they will stay even you look like a hideous monster. Haha!

Well, after movie we went to paragon the take a look at the crumpler bag and after that went to Taka to have dinner. While They are having their dinner, Jian Yong, Sylvia, Shu Xian and me went to buy bubble tea because we ate earlier on and was tricked by Jian Yong to drink the stupid pudding bubble tea. So sucky. Haha! Then after that walk walk see see already, we went to a place near to Plaza Sing to have supper. Haha! Then after that go home. Reach home quite late I suppose, didnt go and notice the time. After bathing, I went straight to sleep. Haha! On word to describe me yesterday "TIRED!" Haha!

Alright lahz! Nothing more to write already. Not sure where are we going tonight. Haha! Well.. Blog again if something interesting happens... Haha! See ya!

LOL...

Yesterday night was helping Tian Beng with her portfolio, a powerpoint slides. Haha! Because the songs they have selected was ripped from a CD and it is DRM protected, so they are unable to attached the songs inside into the powerpoint. Haha! Then was looking for them the songs at first but cannot download it because now you need license to download songs from internet. Then I tried using limewire, but the songs I found was sucks. The next thing I think of was using my converter to convert the songsm, but it was DRM protected that I cant even convert. So was thinking till I thought of " If people tends to use hack in games and software, there must be someway that can remove the protection from the songs. So went on and look for the software and indeed I found it, remove the protection from the songs, attached to the files and write it inside the blank CD. Haha! By the time I'm done, it was 2+ already. Haha!

All thanks to Tian Beng that I slept late last night that " it " didnt relapse and I sleep till dawn. If tonight didnt relapse again I really gotta thanks her. Haha! Benefitted in 2 ways, she can hand up her assignment and I no need to go through the suffering althought it is only for a short moment. Haha!

This morning Darren came to fetch me to school with bike. Haha! Then I asked her to send me to Clementi Interchange to pass Tian Beng the disc first. Then after that ride to school. Haha! When we reach school gate, we saw Bing Bing and Shawn together and only the both of them. There must be something up their sleeves. Haha! As for today Cisco online, I failed... Damn... Dont know how to do and I any how do it. Haha! Sian... Haha! If I got the mind like Shun He, Jason or Darren then this is only a piece of cake to me... Haha!

Good to hear that there is nothing wrong with Tian Beng's portfolio. Haha! Nothing more to write. Haha! Alright then. Cya! Happy go lucky me coming the way! Haha!

Test Test Test...

Same thing happened last night... Haix! Used to it. Well, never mind. At least this time it is not as worse as the last few nights. Today school start late for me and the others people which register number falls to be behind me because we have a Practical Test Practice, so register 1-18 need to go at 12 and 19-37 need to report at 1.30. Haha. My register is 19 so report at a later time. Haha! Then go in and take the test after the first batch came out.

I partnered with Daniel and thought that the test will be very difficult but end up I know how to do it. Haha! It's about describing the model of the hub, switches and router thing. Then program the router using the Hypeterminal software. Then after that need to do some octet and classes calculation which I copied his... Haha! Overall I can pass lahz. Haha!

Then after that got a revision class at 3. Then thought of going there to listen to class but in the end didnt, end up talking about other thing together with Jian Yong (my dear), Hua Jian and Darren. Haha! Talk all the way to from the start of the class to the end of the class sia. Haha! Didnt listen at all... Haha! Talking about whether to go single or attached and what are the advantage and disadvantage. Haha! Well, to me single is still the best and no need to go trouble myself for so many things, after listen to so many of theirs problem. I wanna good memories and not bad memories.

Agreed with what Tian Beng said. Although memories fade, but it take long long time for a bad memories to fade. It may take up to decades but what to do? We cant stop memories from coming into our life. Haha! Therefore, my pain is nothing compare to that but still very pain lehz... Hahahahah!

Alright lahz! Nothing more to write about. Night! Haha!

Feel Like Dying!

Feel like dying... I'm suffering in both mentally and physically. When can I then end this suffering? Or get totally heal from it? My chest, relapse again and thought that it will be alright after a few days but it does not. It continue since last week, I am really getting sick and tired of it. Consulted the doctor and he said that there is nothing wrong. But why is it that this pain is going on and on and on? It always happened at night when I'm sleeping. When can I then really fall into a good night sleep with no disturbance from this nuisances pain? When can I sleep from night till dawn and have that energy to go to school for lessons? Getting so restless in these few days in school that I dont even have the mood to play. Got tired so easily. Dont think that I will be going out this weekend and gotta replenish my energy that had loss this few days. Because of that pain disturbances that make me dont even feel like sleeping at night. Same thing happened yesterday night that I cant sleep again. Anybody have anything that can cure this stupid nonsense going around me? Haix... Tonight going to be the same...

One issue has yet to settle and the other problem pops out. Haix... Is it because of not enough sleep that I keep on thinking about this and that? For nothing that I just laid in the bed and close my eyes just to get some sleeps, thoughts and memories keep popping out like tap water. Memories... Sad memories and thought especially make me ponder and think again and again. I really hope that this will stop.

How I hope that everything stops and I have a moments of my owns. How I hope that there will be someone end every suffering in me. Is that someone that can end my life? So that I can stop all this rubbish from ruling over me. Haix... May not be going out this few days or if worsen, this coming few weeks. Haix... Hope it will stop... Guys, please pardon me!

Nothing more. Trying to get some sleeps but it doesnt helps. Is there someone or something that can pull me up from where I have fallen into? =(

BORED BORED BORED!

Today I overslept and didnt make it for PE. So as usual turn up for the next lesson, WAD theory, a bored class. Doing those SQL sequence, ERD and Microsoft acess thing. I dont know why WAD need to do this kind of stuff, no link to what I am studying now.

Then after that in NWT theory, because we have finish teaching the 11 modules in Cisco online and meaning our first Sem of Cisco is done only left with the final test and stuff. Was told to do the Practice Final Test (Mock Test) and because the com over there is too lag that we didnt do. Instead we dont care and play the game inside. Haha! Play for an hour plus then teacher notice that we are playing games and didnt do the Mock Test that he gave us a recap of the things going to come out for the test. Haha! About 100% I only know 40+%. Therefore, need to read up all before Thursday. Haha!

While teaching, Jian Yong and Me had a talk about Girlfriends things and stuff. Perhaps, it is something only known by the both of us. No one else knows it, now I know why something he is so moody. Then he told me about his stuff that considered a secret. Then he asked me why I dont have a girlfriend and dont wanna woo that girl that I like... Hahaha! I was like give him a smile and told him I dont wanna hurt the girl that I like because I know that I will not turn out to be a good boyfriend, as long as I know that she is happy it's enough for me. Then talking about his gf problems, I told him that dont ever feel hurts about telling words that are hard to her gf if she do something wrong. Not to the extend of harsh but words that will make his gf repent. He said that he does not have the heart to say those words to her gf. Haha! That's why I think that sometimes people treating of partners are different from me that I dont even dare to go for that girl and letting chances slips once and again about 3 times. Haha! Then talk till schools end.

Sometimes I really wonder, if life are already planned for us. We are only pawns that are in the game call "Life". Now that after talking to Jian Yong, I have made up my mind to give her up. Haha! How I hope that in my life that she didnt come into my life so it will not do so much torture to me. Well, as long as I have the LANS, everything will be just fine... To me, they are not just soulmates or friends but everything to me. Or I should said they are my everything. Haha! This words are kinda serious. Haha! Samething to my family... Haha! Now in this world there is only 3 things I treasure. My Family, The Lans and My ITE friends. Although I didnt spent much time with my ITE friends other than in school, but they are free for me to share everything to them and let me experience lots of things that I never experience it before. Starting to like going out with them... Hahhaa!

Nothing more! Blog again some other day. Exam coming and gotta prepare for it. Haha! Ok then. Hope Everything And Everyday Will Be Better For All Of Us! and those that concerned about my illness. Thank you! I Love You All!

Happy!

Yesterday went to swim with Wee Meng over at his house there, a newly open sports complex. Suppose to meet him at 9am and me slept late at night therefore overslept in the morning. Not only I overslept, he himself overslept too. Haha! So meeted at 11+ at the complex. Haha! When inside swim a few laps, play the lazy river and the slide. The slides no nice, some more not fast. Play already butt hot, back pain. So not nice, also the swimming pool got one weird smell one. Haha! Then that Wee Meng, dont know how to walk wanna learn how to fly. He asked me to teach him butterfly stroke when he still not familiar with Breast stroke and free style yet. Haha!

Then in the afternoon, when over to Eileen's house because Michelle came back and went to Eileens house. Haha! Then go over lor. After that we left about 6+ to IMM (by right). But because of so delaying thing and stuff that we had dinner over at the market near my house and then leave for Chevron(chong wanna play). That Wee Meng is so irritating that they delayed till we reached Chevron at 9. Went up to see whether can play or not in the end didnt play because there was a Company's event over there. Haha! So too bad, went to play arcade and talk cock in the lobby till 10+ that we left home. Haha!

Today, Mum came back from china. Haha! Bought quite alot of things back especially wine and titbits. Haha! Then Dad and Mum got better and the both of them crap and joke around. After so long, this is the first time we went out again. We went to dad's friends place for dinner and after that went to VivoCity. I really enjoyed today's outing with them. After so long, first time that we the whole family go out together again. Mum's actually show concerned about dad hands. Needed stitches and stuff and today in VivoCitys they actually talk to each other and stuff and we joke and play around. Haha! I'm too happy today.

Suppose to went for the Marathon and condition worsen. That till now it still hurts, damn it. I was like pain and struggling in bed at night till 5+ 6 then I actually fall asleep. Dont know whether tomorrow will be going to school or not... Haix.. If really cannot need to go and consult the doctor again. Sian... Haix..

Nothing more! Haha! At last, my wished is fulfiled. Haha! Nothing more to write, gotta sleep because tomorrow gotta wake up early. Force myself to go... Haha! Goodnight everyone. Thanks YOU for concern! Seeya!

Another Month...

The starting of the Month and going to be the end of 2006. Haix... Yesterday didnt sleep well, this is not the first time that half way through the night my illness elapse and make me suffer the whole of the night. Really dont like it I have no choice, consulted the doctor but they said it is nothing. Went for a jog just now, about half an hour, I started to have breathing difficulty like there is not enough oxygen for me, then felt kinda giddy so sat down for a rest. Dont even know if I can run this sunday or not. Can elapse earlier or later but why must it be this week that I have Marathon. Damn it...

Missed school today because of that incident make me lose my sleep and in the morning I cant force myself to wake up. Someone help me. Is there a way to cure this stupid illness? This had been with me since sec 3. Dont even know how I got it. Just woke up one day in sec 3 morning and I'm feeling like chest being compressed. Sometimes it's better and sometimes it worsen. I hate it when it strike during when I'm exercising, I will sure had a hard time. Haix...

Examination coming and gotta do something about it. Although exam coming, it seems that we have lesser work to do, and things that we revise are kinda easy but still gotta revise. This it CCNA and not IT Essential. So it will not be that easy. Dont have the mood to revise. So better get my mood back as soon as possible.

Please next time if you wanna said those words, make sure that you know the reason of why people asked that before you send those words to people. It's very irritating, if you dont wanna bother then forget it. I settle it myself. Thanks for what you had done!

Organising either a badminton game or basketball games for the lans. Haha! Or perhaps both. Haha! Know from Tian Beng and Li Jie that they will join in if organised. Haha! Still not sure about the others but I think all the girls in Lans will come ya! Haha! Will start asking around, maybe after ours exams and assignments ya! Haha! Sorry for letting others to snatch the queue of you girls that time. Haha!

Nothing more to write about, maybe at night? haha! See ya! Going to do housework again. Mum coming back in Sun morning. Haha! So happy and she sure had loads of things to tell us about. Haha! See ya!