Not For You!

My com is faster now. Woo~ When to buy RAM last sat. Haha! At the same time, I can play more kinds of game and I'm thinking of changing my graphic card too. But my CPU is quite old. It's and DDR1 slots of RAM (people is using DDR2 now) and PCI slots for graphic (others are using AGP and PCI-E slot now). See it's so old right? At all this parts are costly too. You might be thinking, why its an old part but it's costly right? Haha! Let me tell you. Because it's an old part and people are not using it hence it become rare and when things are rare it become more valuable, of course costly too. Haha!

I'm wondering. Why is that so? Why does people play games while I'm solving the work and when come to handing in of works, they will come and look for me and hand in like it's their work. Why??? Why should I give them my work of sweat when they dont even care about the work. To think they can still come and bother me to give them the answer and work. Should I carry on like this or stop it by telling them that I didnt do? Haix! It's so tiring you see. When you stay till late night because of work and they can tell you that they stay till late night because of GAMES?! You may not know how I feel but it's really tiring. Never mind. Only a few more months now.

New nickname for me. Tamy and Kimzie. Yeah! The mixture of Kimmy and Tazzie. Haha!

When things are not meant for you then they are not. No use forcing when ending up they still dont belong to you. Gotta it, Mad Eye Moody? Maybe giving up is a better choice and solution. Take it slowly!

Question To Answer!

List out your top 5 birthday wishes presents you wish for:

(Birthday over no use listing out.)

Answer the following questions

1.The person who tag you is?

Tian Beng

2.Your Relationship with her/him is?

Friend

3.Your 5 impression of him/her?

1.Caring.

2.Trustworthy.

3.Hardworking.

4.Lamer.

5.Sometime quiet and serious.

4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:

Accompanied me to East Coast Park when I'm down, real down.

5. The most memorable words she had said to you:

Those caring words that she mention?

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...

Treasure her.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be..

Nothing. She just need to be herself.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy you will...

I dont think that there will be chance.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...

If not possible to be enemy where will there be a reason.

10. The most desire things you want to do for him/her now is..

As long as what she asked of me, I do.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is...

Good. Very Good!

12. (How you think people around you will feel about you?)

Not sure! Maybe lamer? Joker? Maybe others that read it can tell me?

13. The character you love of yourself are:

Dont have anything character of mine that I like.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are:

Have a stupid mind set and laziness.

15. The most idea person you want to be is:

No one but myself. The happy and lamer me saying lame things to piss people off.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them.

Thanks for everything you did for me! The Love for you guys are words that cant describe and I appreciate everything you did for me.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you.

1.Darren

2.Denise

3.Fidah

4.Ginny

5.Hua Jian

6.Jian Yong

7.Judi

8.Lijie

9.Michelle

10. Wee Meng

Who is no.6 having relationship with?

Li Ting, His Hippo Lao Po

Is no.9 a male of female?

Female

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be good thing?

Not sure! But no.7 is attached.

How about no.8 abd 5?

They dont know each other. Even if they know I will keep no.5 away from that devil. Hehe!

What is no.2 studying about?

Not sure!

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?

Woo~~~ Today lor! My classmate ma...

What kind of music band does no.8 like?

Wah. I dont know lehz! Er Mo and Devil dont come along well.

Does no.1 has any siblings

Yes! 1 brother.

Will you woo no.3?

Nah~~~ Unless I'm a malay. Haha!

How about no.7?

She's attached. How many times you want me to say?

Is no.4 single?

Yeap! I think~

What's the surname of no.5?

Ahhhhh~ CHOO~ is his surname!

What's the name of no.10?

Chen Wee Meng

What's the hobby of no.4?

Eh~~ Sleep and jog? Hehe!

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?

They dont know each other at all.

Where is no.2 studying at?

Shuqun Sec.

Talk something casually about no.1?

He's a bike lover! That's the only think I can say! Haha!

Have you try developing feelings for no.8?

HUH! NO WAY! I'm Tuo Niao Da Er Mo and she is EBD(Evil Brainless Devil) We dont clicks at all and I dont to too...

Where does no.9 live at?

Australia, Perth

What colour does no.4 like?

Purple.?

Are no.5 and 1 best friends?

Not sure for best friends but they are friends.

Does no.7 likes no.2?

No! They are alien to each other.

Does no.1 have any pets?

No!

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?

Hmm.. Each have they own sexy.

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List out your top 5 birthday wishes presents you wish for:
(Birthday over no use listing out.)
Answer the following questions
1.The person who tag you is?
Lijie
2.Your Relationship with her/him is?
Friend
3.Your 5 impression of him/her?
1. Caring.
2. Nonsense.

3. Evil.
4. Brainless.
5.Devilish.
4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
Erm... I dont think so. OH YES! GIVING ME NICKNAMES.

5. The most memorable words she had said to you:
Tuo Niao Da Er Mo.
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...

Impossible, Devil And Er Mo Just dont click.
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be..
Alot of things, Dont be so evil.
8. If he/she becomes your enemy you will...
We are now!
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...
Because we serve different master. I'm the chinese and she's the caucasian.
10. The most desire things you want to do for him/her now is..
Do for her I have nothing. But do to her will be killing her. Wahahah!
11. Your overall impression of him/her is...
EVIL EVIL EVIL.
12. (How you think people around you will feel about you?)
Not sure! Maybe lamer? Joker? Maybe others that read it can tell me? But for her I think will be bad and evil. Right EBD?
13. The character you love of yourself are:
Dont have anything character of mine that I like.
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are:
Have a stupid mind set and laziness.
15. The most idea person you want to be is:
No one but myself. The happy and lamer me saying lame things to piss people off.
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them.
Thanks for everything you did for me! The Love for you guys are words that cant describe and I appreciate everything you did for me.
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1.Darren
2.Denise
3.Fidah
4.Ginny
5.Hua Jian
6.Jian Yong
7.Judi
8.Tian Beng
9.Michelle
10. Wee Meng
Who is no.6 having relationship with?
Li Ting, His Hippo Lao Po
Is no.9 a male of female?
Female
If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be good thing?
Not sure! But no.7 is attached.
How about no.8 abd 5?
They dont know each other. More over no.5 have his Snow White now.

What is no.2 studying about?
Not sure!
When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Woo~~~ Today lor! My classmate ma...
What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Wah. I dont know lehz! But as long as it's a nice songs she will like it.
Does no.1 has any siblings
Yes! 1 brother.
Will you woo no.3?
Nah~~~ Unless I'm a malay. Haha!
How about no.7?
She's attached. How many times you want me to say?
Is no.4 single?
Yeap! I think~
What's the surname of no.5?
Ahhhhh~ CHOO~ is his surname!
What's the name of no.10?
Chen Wee Meng
What's the hobby of no.4?
Eh~~ Sleep and jog? Hehe!
Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
They dont know each other at all.
Where is no.2 studying at?
Shuqun Sec.
Talk something casually about no.1?
He's a bike lover! That's the only think I can say! Haha!
Have you try developing feelings for no.8?

Erm~~~ Erm~~~

Where does no.9 live at?
Australia, Perth
What colour does no.4 like?
Purple.?
Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Not sure for best friends but they are friends.
Does no.7 likes no.2?
No! They are alien to each other.
Does no.1 have any pets?
No!
Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
Hmm.. Each have they own sexy.

SAD!

After so long I'm still in the moody mode. Never mind about that. Today the whole group of us got screwed by the VB teacher. Why? Of course it's because we are misbehaving and getting worse. What had happened you must be thinking. Well... For every lesson we had been going in 30 mins later and in class, we didnt listen to the class and instead we played game. (I still listen to the class while playing if not I wont be able to hand in my assignment.)

This morning did a 2 rounds jog and I can hardly breathe. Oh My. Nearly faint. Haha!

Been going out this few days but nothing changes and the told off by teacher really reduce my mood a lot a lot. Never mind!

Have you ever have the think of dont feel like going home because it's a very pressurized place? or have you ever think that eating is a nuisance and you dont feel like eating at all? Yeah! I do have those feeling sometimes. Never mind. Hope everything will be ok for me when times pass.

Let the pain always be the secret only known by Mad Eye Moody. A secret that only he know and keep only by himself. Then let this secret always be a secret, The Mad Eye Moody Secret.

A Test That I Took!

A Personality Test!

My Mood : Sofisticat.

You're a bit of a romantic and have a taste for the exotic. You love feeling the sea breeze in your hair, sun on your skin... Slip those shoes off... You like to kick back. When it comes to art, you have a traditional eye. You are passionate about history and skills that have been around for centuries, you believe truly great art stands the test of time. As for music, it's the soundtrack to your world. You like to unwind and switch off: it gives you a break from reality. Your choice of treat shows you're a really bubbly character; you love a touch of glamour and sophistication.

My Fun : Conqueror

You take any opportunity to tune out and immerse yourself in your own world. You like to keep a healthy distance and not get too caught up in all the dramas life can throw at you - keeping a cool head. For kicks nothing beats an adrenalin rush. You like to take risks and push limits. You're confident and brave - life is for the living. When it comes to holidays, there's no stopping you once you've got the taste for adventure. You'll take experience over comfort every time, whether under canvas or under the stars and you'd be really bored just sitting on a beach. What grosses you out? You like people to be well groomed, with a tight bod and heaps of sex appeal. Wobbly bits and hairy areas are a complete turn off.

My Habits : New Wave Puritan

Even if you have a healthy approach to life, you still have your little vices that keep you going throughout the day. It is all part of the routine, you're a creature of habit. Your choice of drink shows that on the whole you care about your health and make you're putting the right stuff in. As for home, you are traditional : you invest in quality and history. You like your home to be stylish as you are.

My Love : Love Bug

You're a real romantic and a bit of a dreamer. OK, life may not be a movie, but what's wrong with thinking it is? When you think of freedom - you thik of being in charge of your direction. The open road and a full thank can take you pretty much anywhere.

Simple Description.

SOFISTICAT - They like to live the high life; mixing in the right circles; always look their best; they like to impress and make an impact.

CONQUEROR - They are full of ambition, and energy - cavalier and always moving onto the next level.

New Wave Puritan - They are strict, organised and ever so neat - they practive the art of self -discipline. They like things done simply but with an eye for detail.

Love Bug - They are the type to fall in love a thousand times a day. Their feelings snowball quickly, and they are full of passion.

The URL - http://dna.imagini.net/friends/

Mood

I'm so not up to the mood. So weird! Last night when to the pub, but instead of drinking I take juice. Sit there dazing and listen to what they are talking about and crap about. Came back home, lying on the bed. Looking at the ceiling, tossing about but still.... Haix. Why? I still cant figure out why. Never mind.

Mad Eye Moody Is Not In The Right Mood Since Yesterday. Dont Know What Is The Reason That Causes The Drop Of Mood But One Thing That He Know Is That His Mood Is Still Dropping Starting From Last Night! Can Someone Tell Him Why?

Celebration.

Woo~

Firstly I wanna say, HAPPY 42th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! Haha! Yesterday nothing to do so stay at home to play maple and then after that drink! Amsterdam, 11.4%. Haha!

Today, well. In school sian lor! Nothing to do. Didnt really did anything, just go there to play only. Haha! After that come home to sleep and do my work. After that went to meet the Lans for my celebration! *Thanks for the celebrationg guys! *

After that meet Xiu Ru and Judi over at Mac! Then went to the park near to my house for about 30mins but still cant figure out why I'm so vex and moody? Haix! Out of sudden feel so moody. Why? Shouldnt I be happy of the celebration? But why am I so sad out of sudden? What exactly happened? Haix. Why is that so? Can someone tell me? Haha!

Just need some fun to cheer me up! Some accompany to crap with me! Some place for me to think thoroughly about what is happening to me? What fun should I need? I need some work free time and area.

Going with my friend to Clarke Quay! Gotta go! Seeya!

National Day Celebration!

This morning receive a call from Zurong and I thought that it's was the alarm that I set on my handphone and I just cancel the call. Haha! Funny. He called me at 8am and I only wake up at 9am. Damn tired because a the stupid packet tracer. So didnt able to make it for the celebration which I was suppose to go because Zurong was performing as in just singing. He wants someone to accompany him but end up none of the people in our class turn up! Haha!

Reached school Zurong told me that ANV class was cancelled due to no people come. Haha! Then went out to eat and this and that until 1330 then proceed to VB class. Haha! VB class only 7 people reach. Haha! People are.... Zurong, Jun Chong, Jian Kai, Weiling, Jiali, Pamela and me! Haha! End up teacher only give us the assignment 3 for next week *another thing to stress again!* Then nothing to do we played CS. Haha! Then Weiling and Jiali wanna learn how to play so we taught them. Haha! At first, the both of them control 1 people. Haha! Then later I asked Jiali to go and play the other com. Haha! Both of them are FF (Free Frag) Haha! So fun lahz! Haha!

Then after then reached home nothing to do! Haha! Rotting! Haha! Sian sian sian! Haha!

Going to IMM again! Sian! My mum's fave place! Dont know why! Haha! Alright then. Gotta go! Seeya!

Birthday!

Suddenly have so much thing that I want. Haha!


Feel like eating Han's Black Forest Cake now! Haha! When was the last time I last eat it?


Wanna buy a watch but I saw 2 watch. 1 from Fossils and 1 from Casio. Dont know which one I should buy. Maybe I buy both? Haha!


Wanna buy Handphone. Deciding one whether to buy N80i, N73 or N76. Woo~ Expensive. But I may be buying N80i cause I want that phone for long. Haha! Which is better?


Wanna buy Shoes. Running Shoes. May be going to run Marathon. Haha! Dont know which shoe to buy too. Haha! Should I run?


Wanna buy Jackets too. Haha! Saw one Adidas Jacket and it looks quite nice, but it's about last year and I think the season is way over! Woo~ Can I still buy it now?


Wanna buy PS3! Haha! Hope it drop on from sky for me! Haha! Will it happened?


*All of the above will cause a thousand plus bucks if I buy all.*


Another want cant be bought but at least I can hope for it! Haha! *Secret* Haha! Can I still go on?


Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF! Haha!


Birthday Wish~

1) Parent to reconciled.

2) Of course my studies.

3) The Hope! *Not Giving Up!*


Tomorrow gotta go to school. Haha! See ya! Nitez!


*Thanks! For the wishes everyone that wished me. Haha!
*Guys! Thanks for keeping the day of my birthday company! Nice lobster catching day with you all.
*Thanks mum for that sumptuous meal! Haha!

Saturday!

WOo. NotHing To dO iN tHe MorNinG, TheREfoRE cOmE aNd BLoG aBouT PaSt 2 DaYs. HaHa!

Fri - BrO's BirTHdAy! We WEnt To IMM to HavE diNNeR aNd dIne IN aT Streets! HaHa! It'S foOd iS deLicIouS! Sad ThiNg WaS mY Gramps Was AdmIttEd iNtO tHe HosPitTal ThaT mOrnIng aNd wE OnlY kNow It aT NigHt! She WaS iN thE ICU! I waS So AfraId tHaT sOmeThIng bAd MigHt JusT HaPPenEd. LikeD I SaiD wHen I sOmeThINg GoIng To HaPPeN mY Eye wiLL TwiTcH, tHe wHoLe MorNIng iN SchOOl mY leFT eyE weRe twiTchIng! Phew! LuckY sHe's BaCK aT HoMe!

Sat - WeNt tO Play BasKeTbaLL iN tHe MornIng, afTeR sO lonG I gOt tO PerSipirE agAin! HaHa! TheN leFt aT 1330 to beCaUse I'm MeetInG Xiang Ling aT Yishun. HaHa! YeAh! ThaT Miss Secretive! MeeT mE tO CeleBrAte mY BirThDay. I oNly KnOw tHat wHen I mEEt Her! HaHa! ThEn abOut 1800+ I rEacHed JC's houSe. SuppOse To TeAch PY abOut DrEamWeAveR, She ReacHEd aT aBoUT 2000+. So LessER TimE iN TeacHiNg Her! HaHa! BeForE tHaT weRe Playing GameS iN CH laPPie! HaHa! NeVermiNd! StAyEd tiLL 2300+ tHEn wE gO hOme! HaHa!

ThAt'S aLL fOr tHe paSt 2 daYs! HaHa!

*To Xiang Ling. ThaNks FoR YouR seCreTivE aNd LiTTle CeleBraTion! I ReAlly ApprEciAtE iT! ThAnkS fOr tHat PreSent You GaVe mE! LiKe whAt yOu saId, iT's A LittLe CeleBraTiOn. So OnCe aGaIn ThaNks FoR tHe EvEry LittLe ThIng yOu dId fOr mE yEsteRdAy! ThaNk YoU VeRy MuCH!*

Went Out!

Woo... Long time no blog! Haha! Let's see. Throughout the week was the same thing. Rushing projects, assignments and Case studies. Haha! All this thing have been making me go crazy. Haha! Acting more and more like Boss in school nowadays. Why? Haha! Because no one wanna work therefore I have to use force and work assigning. End up I'm the leader. Haha! Never mind! Haha!

Monday - Skip tuition to rush the stupid Case Study because teacher said that today(Friday) was the date due. Therefore have to rush it out. Haha! Good thing too. Haha! I can watch the 9pm show. Hehe!

Tuesday - Nothing special. Haha! As usual in school. Late for schools, Play cards, CS and other. Haha! Listen to the class to the teacher about the VB coding. Haha! Suddenly feel so GUAI! Haha!

Wednesday - Late for JCS. Haha! But still got to get some work done. Haha! After that skip VB and accompanied Tian Beng to redhill, dont feel like going too because it's a long session. Haha! Went there with her to help her check out on something. Then go JP gossip gossip then go home! *HAPPY!*

Thursday - Nothing special! Haha! Same thing. Help Zurong with things and stuffs.

Friday - In school nothing special. Haha! But going to celebrate my elder's bro birthday. Haha!

Alright gotta go! Toodles!

Woo~~~

There is so many suddenly happen to me. Haha! Well. At first, I feel so happy, elated for no reason. Of course now I know why. No one can stay happy forever if you are at my circumstances now! Haha! Therefore mood slowly getting worse. Haha!



Another suddenly was, I feel like eating alot of things. Like Sushi and Dim Sum the one at Pasir Panjang. *Drooling*.



Suddenly feel like watching movie too. Got addicted to movie liao! Oh My God! My not everyone is as free as me to catch a movie with me like nobody business. Haha!



Suddenly feel like going to buy watch. Wanted a watch for a long time but didnt go and shop for it. Haha! Looking for a Casio or Fossil watch! Looking for a nice watch! Haha!



Suddenly feel like cycling and make myself perspire. Haha! Wow! That's really alot of things! Haha!



So many suddenly out of sudden! Haha! Also dont know what to do. Therefore I will accomplished it slowly. Haha!



Alright doing my stuffs now! Haha! Gotta go! Time's is running up for me! Haha! See ya!

Dad and Sis sick!

Dad's and Sis got sick at the same time. So coincidence. I know my dad got sick since yesterday because he dont usually come home early but yesterday he came home early and sleep early too. But my sis, I dont know how she got sick. Just now when my uncle called and call us to go out for dinner, she suddenly told me that she's having fever.

Now, she went out to see doctor. Haha! When I finished my ice-cream and went out to the kitchen to throw my ice-cream stick, I saw her sitting on the floor crying. I asked her what happened she dont wanna tell me. Haha! Then I asked my mum to go out and take a look. Then mum told me that she sat down on the floor because she cant walk because she feel that there is someone pulling her leg. So she sat down on the floor because she was unable to walk. Haha! Dont know what exactly happened. Haha!

Nowadays rain really worsen my mood. Dont feel like going anywhere. RAIN~! Never mind. I should be happy because it's someone birthday today. Haha!

Happy Birthday To JUDI!

May All Wishes Come True For You!

Good Luck To You In Everything!

All The Best In Your Relationship!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!

Shopping!

WOO~~~! Today after school, I went to shopping with people that I only knows for 15 weeks. Haha! Yeah! It's Zurong they all. Haha! Well... Shop for something I'm interested too. It's about com stuffs and just nice that I wanna upgrade my com too so I go along. Haha! Zixiang, Janson and Zurong wanna by ram and graphic card. They ask me to go along so I went along lor. Haha! At the same time I can give them advice and opinion. Haha! Went to Sim Lim Square. Haha! After school about 12+ we went down till 3+ then we come back. Haha!

Now. Nothing to do. See when I get the money then I'm going to buy a new com. Haha! Because all upgrade I made to this com I'm using now is useless. Haha! Mind as well change another one. Haha! Right? Haha!

Aiming for a Core 2 Duo processor with 1G ram, 200G storage space, GeForce 760 GT graphic card. Of course, same thing goes to, having a flat screen monitor. Haha! This is for a pure gaming PC! Wahaha!

Going out again! Haha! See YA!

Test!

Yesterday we have a project, actually it's a test in class. It's a VB coding and programming project. I'm unprepared and I mainly just figure out how to do it get the things and then whether or not it work I dont care because no matter how I do and what I do it's just wont come out the way I want it to be. Haha! Therefore I give up. Same goes to people sitting at the same row as me. Haha! Then what we do to pass time? Haha! You sure know it. It's CS! Haha!

At night, when I played Maple till half way. Judi called me. She was together with Chun How and Xiu Ru. Haha! Why she called me? I should say, it's Chun How's idea. Haha! Because he have nothing better to do. Haha! There are dogs over there. 2 big dogs. Haha! They are all afraid of it and I didnt know that I would be able to call one of the dog over. Haha! I just try calling it the same way I called my friends dog and it works. Haha! Then that Judi and Chun How arr.... Haha! Scared till like what like that. Haha! End up me need to sent that Judi home. Haha! Scared till like what like that. Haha! Even cat also scared. Haha!

Today, after Computing Maths. I went to catch a movie together with Zurong they all. Haha! Who are they all? Haha! (I'm naming one by one.) It's Zurong, Jun Chong, Jian Kai, Hua Jian, Victor, Zixiang, Jiali, Weiling, Shu Xian and sylvia. Haha! All of them.

We when to watch Alone. Haha! Nice horror movie. But when some one is not in the mood for anything, nothing affects them. Haha! People were like afraid what will come out and when will it come out. I was like busy eating my hotdog bun and wedges. Haha! When the ghost come out, people like Weiling and Jiali were screaming their life out and I just sit there smiling. Hmm.. Wondering why I'm smiling right? Haha! Because the will they scream in the theatre is super funny. Haha!

Not going to say what happened in the movie. If you want to know go and watch it. Haha! Going to play maple. Gotta go. See ya!

Feel Like Being Made Use!

Hmm... How would you feel if you heard things like below?

- One of my friend told me this. He said that, when he ask another one of my friends about the encryption project and ask when is their group doing it. The answer that come out was, "Aiya, no need to do de lahz. When times come copy Kim Tian de can liao lor." How would you feel?

- Today, when we were on the way home. My friend asked me (not the same person from the other 2) "Hey! Tomorrow you coming for JCS not?" I answered "Dont know lehz." Guess what he told me? He said this "If you are not coming then I also dont want to come liao. You are the one that are doing." I was like HUH? What you mean by this. I told him, "If I didnt come then you go lahz. Listen to what teacher have to say and take note of how to do the report for the product." and he actually replied this, "Aiya! Only you will do and you know how to do. I go there also no used." I was like "OS: what the hell. You are not doing anything and you expect me to do everything and you just get the marks." How would you feel?

- Last week, when we were doing about the report stuffs and our group only 2 person turn up. So I was like sian... Why is he here? Haha! (Bad Right?) Teacher told us about how to do the report. So I was doing the thing and have too many things to do liao and I assigned something to him to help me. He told me this, "Huh? What? How to do? I dont know lehz. I was not listening to the teacher." My OS: What the hell. Then what are you doing when teacher is teaching us about those stuffs for the past half an hour? End up I'm the one doing everything. How would you feel?

- Doing the project. I asked him to listen to teacher about how to do the thing. He said this, "You listen better lahz. I dont know how to do. You are the one doing it ma". OS: Damn! Hey! This is a group work. If you wanna do it this way then you better beware of your marks! How would you feel?

- Test coming and all of us was worrying and afraid that dont know how to do. One of them said this "Aiya, as long as there is Kim Tian, no need to afraid of anything liao." I'm like -_-". Me? I study and you copy my answer? How would you feel?

- Practical Lab and test. All they do was sit there talking and talking. I'm like solving it and stuffs. All they do was.... COPY. Yeah! What a friend right? Haha! I'm just like their slave or something. How would you feel?

- During test and I was late. They called me and ask me where am I. I told them to study but none did it. They said, "Kim Tian, where are you? We are putting all our hope on you already. Come down faster." Haha! What would you think?

Is this what you get being a more knowledgeable and hardworking in class? Being made used? Someone said this. As long you are still worth being made used, you are a treasure to the others. Yeah! But I dont agree this. Then I think this is what I call "trade". They be with you and you work for them. Haha! But I dont think it is. Haha!

I'm thinking too much and reading too much into it. Haha! Alright, still need to wake up early tomorrow. Therefore I'm hitting the sack. Haha! See ya! Nite!

Hair Cut

OH MY GOD! MY HAIR.............! Haha! It's looks so..... So short like I'm in the army and leaving behind long. It dont really look very pleasant. When I reached home and when my mum first saw it, the first thing she said was. It dont looks nice. OH MY GOD. How am I suppose to meet people with this stupid hair. Haha! I still need to go to school man. OH MY GOD. Dont wanna go school already. Haha!

Friends!

Went out to Yishun this afternoon to meet Xiang Ling. She called me to go out with her and accompany her. Then I asked her what she wants how come suddenly ask me out to accompany her? Haha! Then I was like huh? why so secretive and still dont wanna tell me. End up I go there to accompany her for shopping and she got something to give me only. Haha!

Then after that went to amk hub to meet JC they all. Haha! Go home early also nothing to do. So go and meet them lor. Haha! After that we have our dinner, Jun Chong went off because of meeting girlfriends. This is like dont know how many times because of BGR and go off halfway. Then that Chun How, because of BGR he make used of us? No no! Not in that way. But I dont know how to put that in words.

Sometimes what they did really question me about our friendship. As in... What are friends to them? As in... When they have nothing to do, they call us up and accompany him this and that. Then when their gf called then they turn us away and look for his gf and there they are saying that the day we meet up are friends gathering. What the........ Right? Haha! Making used of friends to kill time when they are bored and putting us a side when they dont need us any more? Never mind. This are what we call the filial boyfriend. Always thing of gf first. Not sure if I will be like that but never will I walk off halfway through. Haha!

Friends? Hmp... There are no eternity friendship. Haha! Alright. Going to work on my case study. Haha! See ya!

Big Secret?

Went to watched Harry Potter and The Order of The Phoenix last friday together with Hua Jian and Ronald. Haha! Well... It's not a bad movie though there are alot of talking scene. Haha! Due to a long break between Order of The Phoenix and the Goblet of Fire, I almost forgot all those people like Sirus Black and the other people related to the Three Main Characters. Haha! Only the last 15+ mins was the excited part because Harry and friends was caught by Draco Malfoy fathers and his partners, the subordinate of the darklord. Just then Sirus Black which is Harry's God Father came to rescue him. Sirus Black and the others was from the Order of the Phoenix. At first I thought that Order of the Phoenix was the order given by the Phoenix in Dumbledore's room but it end up to be an organisation. Haha! Not a bad movie only that has alot of talking scenes. Haha! I yawn 10+ times in the cinema for a 180mins film. Haha!

Yesterday, Yes, the 3 of them come to my house again. Haha! Play cards and stuffs lor. Haha! Same old thing. Haha! Seems like my house have become one of their gambling den ya. Whenever they thing of Mahjong............ It's my house. Haha! Played till 9.30pm then we went for dinner and that Jun Chong stood us up. Well... I'm used to it. Haha!

Well... Somethings big happened to ONE OF MY CLOSE FRIEND. I know it so late. Haha! Well... Not that late, at least he told me after that. Haha! This time round, he is not that conservative and told me everything when I asked him. Hmm... Not bad ya. Haha! Seems like everyone have found his/her partner. Haha! Not bad. Haha! Cheers all of you. Haha! It's not a bad choice to stay single too. At least I'm free to go where I want to be. Haha!

Cheers To The Love To All My Friends!

REGRET

Wow... What a day today. Haha! In school today, morning class for JCS. Was late for it. I dont really like to go for that class because all the group work and project only done by me. Damn it. Never mind. Then after that went for ANW. In there, we are slacking only because what teacher teach no need to do practical. Therefore didnt bother much. Haha! Next we went for lunch outside school, on the way back to school in suddenly rain heavily. Damn... Of course I'm all dreach together with Si Liang, Hua Jian Kieho and Ronald and we proceed to reading room to play poker. Until the next lesson then we go up. Haha! It's VB class. Sian... Haha! Same thing. We did the lab and then continue playing cs. Haha! They are so pro that I keep on dying, so I quit and go online to disturb people. Haha!

After school, while waiting for ZiXiang and the others, we sat at foyer playing cards again. Haha! Then went they come down everything start. Haha! Zi Xiang played water with Jiali. Then Shu Xian, Sylvia and Weiling handle Jun Chong at first. Haha! Never mind. When I'm following behind them, Shu Xian and Sylvia come and grab me. Then I was like huh? Why are the grabbing me? Haha! That is because they wanna pull me to kiss Jun Chong. Of course they didnt made it. They are not that strong enough to pull either one of us and because of these from school to bus stop, we were playing all the way. Haha! That's why I reach home at 5.45pm when my class ends at 4pm. Haha!

Regret letting others know about my condition and seems like everything seems forbidden. I just dont like the feeling. It's just like a bird being tied up. Never mind, I know they meant well but I know what I can and cannot. Of course, some times things may go out of control. Well... Never mind. Since they are doing these not like I dont have others things to do. Now I'm doing jogging. Breaking my own record currently for 10km. Too running 200km to train my leg. If not I'm really going down.

Alright. Going mapling.

BIG THINGS HAPPENED!

Wow... Today, first time in my year 2 that I skipped class. It's VB lesson in the afternoon and after lunch we still have 30mins of break. So we went to reading room to play poker cards to kill time. In the end, all dont want to go and lesson starts at 1300. We played till 1330 then we went home. Haha!

Reached home. Nothing to do, continue my game. The Legend of Zelda. Haha! Complete it already and beat the last boss liao! Haha! Then end of the first game of course there will be a start of a new game. Haha! Yes! It start playing Maple again! Haha! Because I was super bored and have nothing to do. Haha!

Well... One bad news today. Bro quit his job because he is not happy with his boss (my Uncle, my dad's brother). This is a lesson, never ever work for relative unless you are very close with them.

Then my dad came home early and not other days but the day when my bro quarrel with my uncle today and he came back super early today. What is this? I really dont know what's happening to my dad. He changed and changed totally. The moment he came home, he seems to be like a police interrogating a criminal style asking my bro question. Throughout the conversation I was there listening. Not eavesdropping but they are speaking too loud that I shut my ears I can still hear what they are talking about.

My uncle was too much to treat my bro this way. He is just going way too much, who is he to belittle others abilities? Not like he know everything and is perfect. Damn him. He dont even know how to appreciate others people hardwork and effort. He didnt set a good example to us and how he want people to respect him? There is just one word to describe him. It's the word BEAST! How could he actually scold my bro vulgar? Even if my bro is his nephew doesnt give him the right to criticise him and even my mum! I'm fucking pissed off with him.

My dad... My bro told him the incident and he actually defending his brother. Everything he said was the fault of my bro and didnt even check properly and said that my bro is in the wrong. I really lost the respect to my dad. In fact, now he dont even earn my respect. When he heard my bro said that my uncle criticise my mum and he dont even give a damn. Pissed! What the hell is happening in this world? I hate my family! I hate everything in my house now!

*Dad! You are my greatest disappointment. You've changed! You dont earn my respect anymore! You are not my dad, not the one you used to be.*