NEWater Vistor Centre. Bad Feeling!

Today went over NEWater production place. Actually overall is a quite fun but because of something really make me lose my mood and all thought that I fall out of love. How would I fall out of love when I dont have a partner. Anyway, something just not right with me! I know the reason and I know what causes it because I'm wont feel this way at all.

Alright, to be honest it's jealousy! Yeah! Who dont get jealous right? I will be happy to get jealous about others people but people that make me jealous is just someone that I dislike most in class! God damn it! Of course I'm not happy at all! This someone that I admire is actually calling this guy that I dislike a 2nd Bro! She call others it's alright but why him? It's just make me feel bad inside out!

Anyway, what done cannot be undone! The moment I heard that, I was like going crazy in my mind, my heart and everywhere. At the same time, all my emotion and movement slow down and even when she was using my hand with file as table I just cant smile! I just answer what she asked me and no more!

Back to school when we are on the bus, I was like no mood! Even Richmond ask me to tell him a joke I cant even think of anyone! It's totally empty. Haiz! This thing really affect me hell lot!

Hope tomorrow will be a better day! No more of these nonsense anymore! Kim Tian! Wake up! It's just some rubbish you shouldnt think about it! Get over with it! Understand?

"Yes! I understand and I will get over with it soon! Forgive me!"