Some people promise that they will accompany me to some places but when the times come, they told me that they cant make it! I know the reason of why are they unable to make it but using keeping on using the same methods dont you think its too over?
Another issue, they promise to accompany me to some event on the coming weekend and now they are telling me that they need to see first and need to ask for permission for this and that! I really dont understand! Alright! Promising me that they are able to make it when I asked them 1 and a half month in advance but now they are telling me that they are backing out! Once they used to tell me, How old already and your parents are still grounding you at home like you are a kids! What about now? Should I tell them the same thing like they told me? If they are not interested in the event then at least let me know that so that I will not buy the tickets. Now? Fancy backing out just because you dont feel like it? Have they ever understand how I feel and what am I going to do with the tickets?
Sometimes I really wonder! Do I have friends? All this while I have been going out with alot of my friends and seems like I have alot of friends! But come to think of it! I dont think so! Whenever I have problems and stuffs, I seems to have no one to turn to, I think closely and think deeply and I just cant find anyone to share my joy and sorrow with! Perhaps there are alot of people that can share my joy but there are no one to share my sorrow! Not even one that I can think of! I do have a lot of leisure friends! What come to true friends there are none!
There are in the past but after that incident, there are none! Totally no one! There are no one that I can trust now! Fancy saying that what you tell me, I will not tell anyone. I will keep your secret like how you kept mine! But behind my back they went to tell others and using the fact to stab a dagger right behind my back! Do you know how hurtful it is when close friends you trusted did this to you? People that have that feeling will know! But people that dont know, I rather you not know!
Going to go for my Class 2b and Class 3 soon! Gotta prepare for it!
Gotta wake up early tomorrow! NITE!
Promise Are Made To Be Broken, Should I break their promise like how they break mine? Should I?
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