LOVE MAKE ONE GOES MAD!

Love can really make one goes mad and seriously mad. Hmm... Today knowing that she will go other place straight after tuition but still at the same time I was hoping that she will head home first. Instead of taking bus home today I walked home, and taking the route that she commonly used when going home and just hoping that she will appear walking home.

When I'm reaching the overhead bridge, just hope that she will alight from the bus stopping at the bus stop and walk up the overhead bridge. Despite knowing the answer but still hoping that she will be there.

Well, I know this is stupid but yeah what to do? Although it's not enough to just see her for a moment but the thoughts of seeing her can make me happy.

Recently she doesnt seems to have the time because her niece is back. Four months, I have to endure this for four months. Besides her niece, there's still her friends and her tuition. There are hardly times for me other than weekdays going over to her house. That's already enough for me though.

Some times I really hope for the times when we were still studying when she dont have her tuition job and we can go out anytime and anywhere.

As a relationship gets longer, the importance and the time you want to spend with them drops I guess. Hence maybe because of these, things were taken for granted.

Well, things changed, same goes for human.

~Sometimes~

Sometimes I just hope that the worries is not there. Maybe just shouldn't worry about anything. Anything and whatever things it should be, just not going to worry.

Sometimes I just wish that I'm placed at the priority.

Sometimes I really hope to be the most important one.

Sometimes I hope that I would be missed.

Sometimes I really wish that someone would be very happy to see me.

Sometimes, just for a moment I wish that someone would fall in love madly with me.

There are so many sometimes, but there are nothing but just some selfish thoughts. I writing some wishes here.

BACK ONCE AGAIN!

I'm back blogging once again. There was a lot of dispute over me blogging last time that I stopped blogging. After a year and I'm back blogging again. Alright, not sure whether will I blog frequently but I will try. This new blog is kinda of simple but it's ok, keeping everything simple in life is a good way of looking at things.

Alright. So this is my first post of the year. See ya!

P.S: Have a short debate with her but I guess I will try to humor her.