Eileen's House Warming

Feel like blogging yesterday, but because I came back home too late that I didnt blog and went to sleep after I reached home and after bath... Haha! Let's talk about yesterday. Haha!

Yesterday was Eileen's house warming and too her sister Birthday if I'm not wrong. Haha! Then I went over at 7+ because I gotta complete the housework before I can step my foot out of my house. Haha! Or else bro will be going to nag at me once I reached home. Haha! Then reached there, played some PS2 games. While playing, I'm so hungry man... Didnt have and food inside my mouth the whole day, that I was saying that I'm hungry I was nagging in a joking tone. Then I didnt saw Eileen's brother behind Wei Jian that he heard and asked me to go and eat. WHAT THE.... SO PAI SEH... Haha! Then when we were outside collecting the food to eat, that Wei Jian stack that stupid Bee Hoon on my plate till it look like a hill, same things goes for Chun How and Wee Meng. Haha! Can see that Wee Meng was very hungry because out of all our food portions, he has the largest portion that he finished it first. Wasnt he great? Haha!

Then after dinner, rested for a while we went down to the basketball court to play basketball. Played with Eileen's friends and her brothers' friends. Haha! Playing with Eileen's friends, we are not that serious and we won but playing with her brothers' friends we played serious but didnt win. Haha! By right after Eileen's friends suppose to be Tian Beng coming in but Eileen's bro friends jump queue that they didnt get to play. Haha! Then after that Tian Beng left, and didnt even say goodbye... HAHAHA! No lahz! We playing basketball and cant possible that come in just to say goodbye right? Haha! Then after losing (HAHA!) that we went back home for cake cutting and things. Haha! Then after that chatted awhile inside the room and we went home.

I was feeling something weird when I stepped inside the house, alot of eyes was looking at me. Making me so Pai Seh... I dont even dare to go into the house after basketball lor... Dont know how they know my name and things... -_-" Haha! Anyway, what's over is over. Haha! Dont dare to go to her house next time sia... Haha!

Today in school, after all those lesson in the CARE period. We have a workshop about Love and Relationship. Haha! And expected, we are the only class that make the teacher says that we get excited easily and this and that. Haha! In another word we are noisy and misbehaving ust like a bunch of monkey but that counsellor Iris, I should say is very tolerating. Haha! Then after that talk about those sex, pre-marital, unwanted pregnancy and many others things lahz! Haha! Alright lahz. That Shun He shoot the counsellor till she has nothing to say... Haha!

Alright then, nothing more to say. Haha! See ya! Nites.! Hope Chest Gets Better and Day Get More Pleasant For Everyone.

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Just got back home, finish with the housework and bath. Sian! Nothing to do sia. Then now listening to the songs and blogging at the same time! Listening to Duet songs, sound so great. At least it soothen my feeling. Really feel bored, now I only feel like going to the beach. That's was my favourite plave of relaxation.

Mum went over to China for 2 days already, wonder if she's used to it over there. Well, for the time being, not going to think about that matters anymore! Well, giving up is one of the method but it needs time. Like what my friends told me, There Are Many Fishes In The Ocean. Who would be the next victim? Haha! Well, not going to ponder over this matter. Let nature take it course I should say. Haha! From now on, I am only going to concentrate on my education! Haha! Nothing else more! Haha!

Nothing more to write! Hope Things Get Better In Future For Me And Everyone!

Guys Outing.

Just came back from outside not long ago. When out with Jun Chong, Wee Meng and Chun How. They accompanied me to collect something for the Marathon thing for next Sunday. Haha! There was Basketball 3 on 3 matches that we went to take a look. Haha! Soon after we done watching the matched, we went to Mac for dinner. Haha! But before that we walk one big round in Suntec just to decide what to eat. Haha! So wishy washy. Haha! There was nothing special to eat so thought for a long time before going back to eat Mac. Haha! Then over there, we were like go crazy that we talk crap and take ugly photos of others. Haha! Nothing better to do right? Haha! Lucky the girls didnt come along or else I think the Basketball Match we wont be able to watch that long. Haha!

Then after that we went to arcade to arcade to play. Then after that about 9pm we leave for home. Haha! On the way to MRT station, at the entrance of Suntec, there is one decoration about the Asian Amazing race thing that we went to take photo. Haha! Below is the final picture that we took. Haha! You may want to take a look. White on the top and black at the bottom. Haha!

Haha! Then after that leave home of course! Haha! In the MRT, of course crapping and talking nonsense, or else it wont be us. Looking at the Marathon goody bag, nothing special. Haha! Dont know whether can tahan or not for that 10 km. Haha! Hope that she will be there or at least words or supporting from her. Haha! But I dont think there will be! Haha! Well, anyway tomorrow no one to wake me up in the morning, so need to set alarm. Haha!

Well, nothing more. Better Days For Others, You and Me! Haha! Nites. Cya!

Friends Gathering!

Friday - Yesterday, have dinner with the Lans, but before that I went to Cavin's house to collect something from him so I meet them later. Hehe! Was suppose to meet them earlier if I'm not wrong, I think it should be 6pm. But I turn up at 7+. :P Haha! Then when there just to eat KFC, because the KFC over there is nicest. Haha! Meet up there then sit there and chatted till 8+ to 9 like that then we leave for Eileen's house. Haha! Tian Beng didnt join us because she got assignment to rush but can see that she hope to join us. Haha!

Then over at Eileen's house, we have nothing to do so when down to play basketball. Haha! Met Wee Meng's friends and played 4 on 4 with them. Sad thing, we lost for matches and you know why? Haha! Because there was only 1 guy and the other 3 were girls we dont even dare to block them. Haha! Afraid of offending them... Hehe! We gentlemen lehz... Haha! Got one girl, if I'm not wrong, is younger than us, quite pretty sia... Hahhahahaa! But not my type.. Haha! Then after that we play 1 on 1 on 1 on 1. Haha! Dont get it right? Haha! Meaning Me vs Wee Meng vs Jun Chong vs Chun How! Haha! I was at the third place at first... Haha! But because I dont know where I got those strength and stamina that they are so tired that I am still not therefore I won... 5:3:2:0. Haha!

After that went home. Haha! Then Lijie and Carine alighted at the same stop as me. Haha! Then I accompany them to wait for their transport then I leave. Haha!

Saturday - Today, in the afternoon, when to send my Mum off. Haha! She's going to China for holiday together with my uncle, aunties and friends. Haha! Well, although I didnt get to go but will make use of the 9 days wisely of course. Haha! after that I went to Cineleisure to meet up with Jian Yong they all because it's Daniel's birthday today. Haha! We went to watch Movie, 9.56, it was such a lame movie. Haha! But did got scare by the first scene. Haha Then after that went to starbuck for some drinks and chit chatted then go walk walk, see girls (common thing we did) then go home. Haha! Today was just like that lahz... Haha! Just reached home only. Haha! OK lahz! Nothing more to write. Haha!

Cheerful and Happy Days Ahead For Me, You and Everyone! Have a good night sleep! SEE YA!

No More Hack!

Just now went to play Trickster, it has new patch and the next thing I noticed was that I cant use the hack already. Sian. No hack means that I cannot give my dragon financial support. Sianz. Thinking of not playing again, but may still play although no hack. At least I can play other character. Haha!

Today in school I was god damn high till that it was so not me. So excited that people in my class saying that I'm too over today. Haha! Also dont know why am I so excited today. Trying to hide my sorrow? Happiness? I just dont know. Haha! Nowadays I have this kind of feeling that I am suspicious minded towards others, like doubting something about them. Not my ITE Friends, they are so opened and speak about everything else and same I speak to them about my everything, but some of my other friends. Sometimes I wonder if I am really friends to them, really make me suspicious. They can just act and did something behind it? Haha! Not sure!

Another thing was that recently there was a change in my parent. Recently my Dad have been giving in to my Mum. Dad have been doing things Mum want and hope for, talking to my Mum with a better tone. But somehow my Mum still giving Dad a cold shoulder. But at least they have started and not like before already. Better this time round, after a year of cold war and finally sunshine over rain. Hope that they will get better each time round. Haha! Cheers For Mun and Dad.

Yesterday night I watch a show on interviewing and it was about Children and Mother things. Then I was thinking that it seems long that I show care and concern for my Mum, perhaps I should said that not even once. I have not help her celebrate her birthday before not even once. So was thinking that next year for my Mum's birthday, it's a must to celebrate it for her. My Mum is not only my mum but also my friend, not friend only but a friend that goes more than a best friends. She dotes on us and what we repay her are just problems, problems and problems. Although for no reason I did buy her gift (I did not do anything wrong), I still think that it's not enough. Same things to my Dad too. Although didnt speak to him much but I respect him with all I have. I LOVE YOU MUM AND DAD!

Was chatting with Judi on msn and crapping. Then was talking about Christmas thing. Haha! Then decided that to go out alone to places that I want, this way I no need to be troubled with who to go out with and where to go out. No need to follow where people go and things. I can go anywhere I want and no need to bother about others. I think it's time for me to be alone again... So people who asked me out on that day, please forgive me.

This few days my chest have been giving me trouble again. All of this happened half way true my sleep. The pain is killing me. Damn it. Make me having not enough sleep. Dont know when I can cure it? Haix. Hope it will be better tonight.

Nothing more! Seeya! Cheers to my Parents!

Shout For Me If You Needs Me! I Will Be There At The Fastest Moment! Hope Everyday Will Be A Happy Day For Everyone Including You and Me!

ZzzZzzZzz.........

Starting of a new week and I am feeling so tired of it. Just thinking of tomorrow lessons make me so piss off. Dont feel like going to school and feel like slacking the whole day at home. Damn it...

Lessons today sucks... Theory lesson all the way, hate the WAD theory especially. That teacher is so irritating that today I'm so pissed of that I talked back to him. He dont dare to do anything to me and Jian Yong... Haha! We are already so bored in that stupid "enclosure" and talking causes echo and that idiotic teacher keep on looking at us sasying stuff that goes against us. JY and me dont care and just talked back. Haha!

Today in school also nothing to do, the whole day JY, Leon and Me talk GF stuff about this, that and about Trickster thing. Haha! Time pass faster chatting with them than listening to the class. Haha!

At home nothing to do then of course, played trickster again. Haha! This Sunday gotta go and collect the Marathon thing, so troublesome. Haha! But what to do, then going with Jun Chong and Wee Meng, currently one...

Things troubling me again... Haha! Well~ still thinking of how to solve it. Mind not face the result of the solving method. Haha! So let it be... Haha! Although dont think of it cannot solve the problem but still it needs time for me. Haha! Feeling like isolating myself from outside, this thought has been with me for a long time just that I just cant bring myself to do it. Haha! Maybe after this thing have settle down then... Haha! Well, nothing more to write about. Haha! See ya then...

Hope Everyday Is A Happy Day For Me And You, Too Same Thing To The Others People! Haha! Seeya!

Stupid Com So Slow.

I went to my gramp's house today in the afternoon after I finish watching the Hong Kong series. Then in my gramp's house, we were talking about signing for starhub staffs and other thing about computer router and which plan should get, Singtel or Starhub. Haha! After that from my gramp's house, we went to JP. Because my mum was going for a oversea trips next week that she need to pack things up and stalk up things that she need and we need when she's not at home. Haha! She went to NTUC to buy some constant food to bring over. Haha! Then after that I went home of course...

When reached home, I vaccum the floor because bro and mum tired so I vaccum lor... Haha! Alright lahz, used to it already. Haha! Then play Trickster. This is when I got fed up about my com. It is so lag that went I kill one monster, it's spending more than half a min to kill it when I can kill it usually at a few seconds. Damn... Got so fed up that I quit the game and go and check things about the chalet stuff. Haha!

Talking about the chalet things, I am so dont feel like having the chalet and having the chalet is god damn troublesome. Haha! Now it is that the time kinda cannot accommodate the others people time. We ITE students should have no problems but now is the POLY students because their holidays only 2 weeks... So I think they will be very tired the next day after the chalet. Haix... Chalet??? Haha! Still progressing... Haha! Gotta wait...

-For Tian Beng-
I read your blog. Sorry if I intrude it. Although I dont know what had happened but always keep that in mind that we will always be there. Sometimes saying out may help you to relieve what you have. Remember! We Are The Lans! Win Together, Lose Together, Happy Together and Sorrow Together. Dont hestitate to approched anyone of us! Stay Happy Always! =)

Trickster Day!

Just done playing Trickster. Haha! Was playing Trickster the whole day because playing Lion is so great using hack. Haha! I help Leon to Power Level Up and also earn money for my Dragon. Haha!

During break time (as in time that I'm not playing), I went out with my Mum to IMM to buy groceries. Was like dont feel like going one. But she will start nagging, so forced myself to go but it end up great after all. Haha! Well~ Today what I did was plainly just stay at home and do housework like those normal weekend. Then use com to play game and look for info for chalet things... SianZzZ...!

Actually going to swim together with Chong and Meng but they all cancel it because time dont meets each other... Haha! Gotta rot at home again. Haha!

How will you response when someone told you to give him/her a chance even though he/she know what you have someone you like? How will you response when someone told you that he/she is willing to wait for you? Are you willing to divide your heart for two person? Do you have the heart to disheart him/her? WHAT WILL YOU DO? Haha! This are all things that I saw in one of a romance novel site. Haha! But are all 3 sided relationship. Haha!

Well, nothing more to say. Loving Doesnt Means Possessing It, As Long As He/She Is Happy You Will Feel Content Too... Never Ever Hurt That Someone That Like You! Haha! See ya!

ONE GOOD CUDDLE CAN CHANGE A GRUMPY DAY! NITEZ!

Being Fool..

Today after school, went back home for a bath and waited for Jun Chong call because we are going to Eileen's house to join her for dinner and too for her birthday. So while waiting, I played trickster. Training Lion and trying to use the hack on level 15 to give me financial support for my upcoming Dragon to buy skills and other stupid stuff. Haha!

Then reached Eileen house at 6+. Haha! Went into the room and play some games like O2 Jam and Maple... Haha! For Maple we are playing KS-ing using high level to low level. Haha! SO DAMN FUN... Haha! Then after that went for dinner.

It's the usual 5 including Wee Meng or you can call it the usual 6 now. He has been joinning us for outing now and then. Haha! Dinner have, stingray, prata, sotong and drinks. Haha! Then after that went to buy cakes while she went to collect the keys and things.

Then after that reached her house, intended to give her some surprise for the cake thing but she came into the room and she know what we are doing then. Haha! Then sing birthday songs and all this thing. Know what, her wish was wanting Meng and me to sing the Lalala song. So PS infront of her sister they all. Haha! But alright lahz. We sing it after all, hiding in her room singing out loud. Haha!

Then after that went to play basketball. Didnt touch the ball for too long that I can even handle the ball properly. Haha! Then play 3 match lost 3 match sia. Shag. But at least get to sweat, long time didnt sweat already. Haha!

Went back up after playing then some chatting until suddenly Chong suggested about the game we played with Zhi Wang in the MRT during last Sun. Haha! Yeah! That game! But didnt play that for long. But instead, we played the game I called it looking for the leader, dont know what is it call lahz... Haha! That was the time when I'm fool... Damn... I wont forget and will be waiting for the pay back time... Haha! All of you will get it, Trust me... Haha! And at the time that I became the finder of the game to search the leader, they started planning to fool me and yes I'm being fool. Of course, what they plan was that even if I caught the right person they will still change it to the others and in another words, I wont win and it was a sure that I must be punished. Guess what was the punishment, it was doing pole dancing... Damn they all! I wont put this thing to rest. Beware the 4 of you. But I didnt do pole dance, just do some stupid movement to make them laugh and satisfied them. Pole dancing? My Foot! Did that once in the chalet with my ITE friends and swear that not going to do that again. Haha!

Then they teasing me using what I did previously to do a bye bye dance. Haha! Before we leave, we still showed it to her mother the bye bye dance. Haha! And that's about it today. Tomorrow not going to school because I'm giving myself an off day. Haha! See ya! Going to sleep now. Nite... Swit dreams.

Happy Birthday To Eileen! Haha! Hope other days will be a better day for Tian Beng, For You and for everyone. Haha! See ya!

Back In The Kingdom Of Boredom...

Just came back from school and have nothing to do. Sian... Got screwed by teacher because we are late but do he think that we care? Haha! Well~ Kingdom of Boredom, you might be thinking what is it right? Haha! That is nothing but my home. Bored. Everyday, reached home confirm got nothing to do one. Tomorrow got Javascript assignment 2 Part 2, it's consider a test. But what we did, of course we cheated. During Part 1, we cheated using Thumbdrive since she stopped us from using MSN. Haha! Thumbdrives' better. Haha! Faster and wont missed out anything. Haha! I think it is going to be the same thing tomorrow moreover the duration is shorter. Where got enough time to think. Haha!

Going to play Trickster in a while time. Haha! Started playing the game again. Haha! All my friends are inside and have nothing to do at home so play... Haha! Somemore they are higher level and richer than me by alot of times... So can have financial and physical support.. Haha! Not blogging anymore for today. Off to play... Seeya! Hope that tomorrow will be a better day for me. Haha! See ya!

Eileen's Birthday!

>Yesterday we were celebrating Eileen's Birthday. Her birthday falls on 16th Nov, weekdays and we gotta study therefore we celebrated in advance. Below are the process of what we did for Eileen's Birthday celebration.

10th Nov, Fri- After school we(Tian Beng, Pei Yun, Li Jie, Jun Chong and Me) met up in Sec school for baking Eileen's birthday cake. Then Jun Chong and me helped in celebrating the m&n chocolate into colours and help out in some process of the making of cake. Haha! Those simple thing of course. Haha! I only know how to handle D&T tools not in F&N tools. Haha! Then at night we went to have dinner with Ben because her birthday. Haha! Then people that came are the original us that went for the cake making and adding Chun How, Wee Meng and Carine.

11th Nov, Sat- I did not attend for this day because I'm not free. So not sure what they did but slightly part of what they did. Tian Beng, Pei Yun, Lijie, Jun Chong & Wee Meng went to Bugis to buy present for Eileen. What they bought were a bag and a belt if I'm not wrong. Haha!

12th Nov, Sun- Yesterday, was supposed to meet up 12pm at Gombak and because I overslept that I meet them a little bit late. Haha! Then after that went into the stadium to prepare for the celebration. After all those preparation, it was still early and Eileen still had not arrive that Wee Meng and me was curious about what's up on the hills of Guilin that we went for hiking. Haha! Climbing up the trail, stop at the lookout point at took some pictures. Haha! Then went to the other side of the hill. Haha! Guess what over the other side of the hill? Haha! It was one whole rows of bunglows. Haha! We dont know how to walk out from there back to the stadium that we turn back climbing back up the hill to the starting point. Haha! While coming down from the hill, the steps are high, the gradient are steep and the ground is slippery that Wee Meng trip and fall. Lucky not serious, just some abrasion. Haha! Then when Eileen arrive, everything started. Haha! Planned some obstacles for her to pass it. Haha! First was piggy back Tian Beng and compete with Wee Meng carrying Jun Chong. Haha! Then second was turning 10 rounds on the spot and move forward to eat the donut attached on the stand(dont know what it call). Then after that was dancing 100m competing with Chun How. Fourth was picking out 2 sweets from a plate of flour competing with Pei Yun and lastly was using the facial expression of one to move the chips from the forehead right into the mouth. Of course, all this thing are plan and to make her lose... Haha! Whatever she did was sure a lose. Haha!

After that, we proceed to the cutting of cakes and present presentation. Haha! After all those eating of cakes and stuffs, we went for relay. 2 rounds of relay. Haha! Team 1 - Tian Beng, Eileen, Jun Chong and Me. Team 2 - Pei Yun, Lijie, Wee Meng and Chun How. Haha! We have Jun Chong in our group how will we lose right? Haha! Yes, we won both rounds. Haha!

Then went to Eileen's mum place for dinner because her mum was treating. Haha! The table was full of food sia... Making me full just by looking at it. Haha! BURP!!! Haha! In the MRT, Eileen and Pei Yun went berserk that they so high till they dont want their face and singing out loud the song . So pai seh and me, was so god damn tired that I just wanna sleep. Haha! Then suddenly there were so many people in the train that make me cant sleep that, Jun Chong, Zhi Wang, Wee Meng and Me play some ice breaking games. Haha! Thats about it. Haha!

Too yesterday was Michelle's birthday. Happy Birthday to you! Haha!

>Today's topic in school library. MAHJONG! Haha! Talking about how to win, what are the kinds of tiles there are, how many kinds of pattern of winning tiles and many other more. Haha! And that someone, you seems to be objecting to things I did and said. What is wrong with you! That's is my problem about what I did is none of your business. Care about yourself first before you come and care about my stuff. I'm going to fight you out with there is next time. Idiotic asshole. Better watch your back!

Congrats to Darren for passing his bike TP. Haha! Good Job ya! Haha!

Hope days will brighten up after all this thing! Haha! See Ya! Same goes for the others too. Haha!

Someone Save Me!

I had fell into the trap of boredom. I have me rotting at home and doing nothing since that day I fell into it. Darn... Inanother word, I'm bored. Haha! This three days after my English paper, fermantating, rotting, decomposing and now I left with skeleton staring at the com. Doing nothing this few days. Thought of celebrating after my English paper and you know something, there is nowhere for me to go. Place that I wanna go is too far and I'm lazy to travel. How I wish that there will be someone that can accompany to places with me and also someone that I can really trust him/her with secrets and tell my things to her... But currently I think there is no one. Haix... This kind of friends are really hard to find, I agreed with what she said.

Have been spending my days watching animation since that day. Watching Bleach, Naruto and MAR (a new animation that I just discovered). Watch and watch and watch like there is no tomorrow or like tomorrow just wont come. Haha! But too bad, it impossible that thing will happened. Haha! Doing nothing in school too, other than listening to class during practical lesson and just missing Wed lesson make me left behind the class by god damn much. Haha!

Thinking back about my English paper, I'm scared that I cannot pass it because listened to what alot of people talking about the compo and compre. I'm afraid that I cant pass lehz. If this time I cannot make it sia... Damn... Well, what's over is over. Thinking of it is useless too. Well, just have to wait for the result then. Hope that I can make it ya! Haha!

Nothing much... Cya!

It's Over...!

My 'O' Level English Paper is over. YEAH! No need to worry about not studying, times up and not enough time to revise. YES! I'm so happy, free from major exams already. However, I will still be nervous about the result. Darn...

Today, saw Judi in school and yes retaking the paper too. This year got so many people retaking the paper and due to too much people retaking that the private candidates are shifted to the classroom for the exam. Only private candidates it is taking up 80 places, isnt it scary. Haha!

The paper today was kinda easy but however I'm still afraid that I cant do well because there is too many people retaking and the paper was setted that easy. After moderation I think marks will flunk again. Damn... Anyway, what's over is over, there is no use worrying about that.

After exam, was going for lunch with Geraldine because no one wanna go for lunch. My cousin dont wanna go too. Then too bad that I have to go and have the lunch with her. On the way, I saw Judi. Didnt saw her after the exam but saw her outside the school and was on the phone. When over to ask her about the paper and she looks kinda shy. Like she's talking to a stranger like that. Haha! Do I look like a stranger that much to her? Haha! Perhaps we didnt meet each other after Primary school graduation that why looks kinda like a stranger ya... Haha!

Last time I wont even go and talk to my pri school classmates. Feeling kinda of like strangers because didnt see each other after Pri school graduation but now I'm like what people said (Hei You Tong), meaning can mix aronund with others easily. Haha! Dont know what changes me too. Haha!

Thanks for all your the blessing and stuff. Haha! See ya! Watching MAR now. New animation, perhaps quite a long time but I just know that animation today. Haha! See ya!

English O Level Examination Coming!

God damn... O level English Examination is round the corner. Perhaps I should say, it's coming the way and it's 2 day down the road. I'm still not prepare for the exam yet lehz. Oh my god. Dont know whether can I make it this year. Damn it. If cant I think I can rather go and die already. Take English 2 years and cant pass, why is my English foundation so weak. Damn! Gotta start preparing for it although I'm left with 1 day if not counting today. One day I can do something too, at least prepare for something.

Days now are so bland or called it bored. I wont feel bored last time because my time is fully occupied by games, homework and sports. But now, after I go into ITE. One things for sure that it will always be there, the word (FREE). Free time everywhere and anywhere. Make me feel so bored. I need more thinks to keep me occupied so that I wont think so much about the matter. SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME!

Yesterday, when I'm alone at home. Did some push up, sit up and skipping and because I have not do all this thing for quite sometime that my muscle ached. Haha! Not that worse then last time. To whom that it may concern, hope to sing that song for you if I can. Haha! Then was viewing others blog, long time didnt view already. Haha! Once again I view because I had nothing better to do. Haha!

Alright, stop here for today. Hope that the both of us have great days ahead and too good luck for the upcoming English... See ya!

I Know What's With Me Now.

Bored. I dismissed at 10am today from school and I go to school at 8am, meaning that I go to school for 2 hours only just for the sake of that stupid attendance. After dismiss, when home taking 963 with Leon and Shun He or else I will wait for the bus alone so sian. Haha! Then after that stop at the bus stop Leon getting down. Haha!

Yesterday, in school there was also another bored thing because we have long break time. After lunch, we went to the library (that was the standard place we go after lunch). Then conversation started, we talked about scientific and geographical thing. We were talking about Clone things and also water rushing into Marina Bay in 5 years time. Have a long chat inside till we dont feel like going. Same thing, we dismiss at 2 yesterday. Because our Class Advisor cancelled the Care Session. Haha! That was a good thing. Haha! Or else we will be bored to death again. Haha! Just now was chatting with Judy and crapping and gossiping about others too. She was in school, I thought she was at home. Haha!

Just now I watched High School Muscial again. If not I think I will go insane again. Haha! Finally I know what's happening to me. Haha! This thing kinda troubling me for quite a long time that I dont know what to do and leave it behind my brain. After watching a show, I recalled about that issue again. No wonder felt so fed up.

Today, before going to school, I went to sleep for awhile again, after washing up and I didnt expected that within that short period of time I could dream about that much of things. I dreamt about HER and my problem. How I hope that I can sleep through and dont wake up. In a dreams it's always feel better than the reality. If that dream was real, then I think that I wont be that troubled.

This songs in my blog is dedicated for you~! Hope that you will view through and listen to this songs.

Seeya!

So Not Me!

What's wrong with me today? Just dont feel right ever since I reached home after school. Something up in my mind and I just dont know what is it. It come and goes and when I try to look for it, it dont appear to be find. I'm feeling so troubled and I dont know the reason. God damn it. Haiz.... The whole evening was just like, empty, troubled and confused. God damn dont feel like doing anything.

After that something save me. It was the High School Musical, I watched this the third time including today. Everytime I watched this show, it makes me feel better by looking at the dance, listening to the songs and also the storyline definately. Watch till I had my dinner at 9 (usually 7plus - 8). After eating, I sit down infront of the com and listen to the songs and just listening to the songs. That really calm me down, making me dont feel that troubled.

Ok that's for today. And thanks Jasmine and Clarissa for chatting with me when I'm in school to keep me occupied. Thanks you very much! I'm gonna find out what's troubling me. Haha! See ya!