MY WORLD!

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2011-11-06T23:17:00.003+08:00

Hello! I guess I'm just stupid. Sent a message thinking that she wouldn't replied and ended up she did. But when she replied, I don't dare to read the message because I know the content would not be something I want to see. Hence I choose not to read it. Hahaha! Living in a self denial world now. Somehow I just know what the reply would be. I guess I no need to read it I would know the reply too.

Hmm... Recently there are a lot of changes that happens in me and everyone finds it strange too. So maybe I should explain? LOL! WHY SHOULD I? hahahah!

Ok! Let's start with the first one. "Why nowadays you are so happy in the mood?" Well... People close to me (you know who yourself is) might know the reason behind every changes in me. So for those who don't know here is the time.

Why am I so happy? Because I'm trying to cover up every unhappy past thoughts with my laughter. I might be laughing out loud but deep down in my heart is bleeding like running water from the tap. So people please understand if you happens to find me behaving like an idiot.

Why the sudden taking up reading?

Hmm... Alright, to be honest. At first reading wasn't something I would like and I even hate to step into library unless I'm going there to study. So what happened? Haha! Not sure. Maybe it was because in the past she reads a lot and I started to take up reading because of her I guess. That's what my heart is telling me. But now reading is like a drug to me, I can't live without a book and it prevent me from thinking a lot too.

Why the suddenly intake of cheese and oyster?

hahahah! Well... This question is obvious I guess. Haha!

OKOK! Enough of the why. Haha!

Anyway, there are much more changes from what all the people told me but well, this a just some forms of action that are trying to hide the past of me.

Anyway, only in front of my cousins I can really behaves how I want and only they will accept who I am and protect me from all sort of harms.

Can't really get into a relationship now because somehow I'm still holding on to the past. Sorry Pei San and sorry for being harsh to you because I really didn't want you to wait for me. It's not fair to you if I'm only going into a relationship with you because of getting over her. Sorry! Hope you understand. We are still friends but no more than friends. :)

Alright! Gotta go! Reading time!!!!!

I'm Back!

2011-09-30T23:14:00.001+08:00

Hello! I'm back after so long. It have been a long time since I last blogged. Wow! It's kinda of freaking long I guess.

Why is that so? Because I was enlisted. For the past 3 weeks I was plainly inside the camp, doing PT (Physical Training) and stuffs. Training to be fit, fitter and fittest. LOL!

Hmm... Not sure why, but my physical and mental outlook change. Mindset and stuffs change too. LOL! I wonder why. LOL! Not bad. Giving myself a good clap! Haha!

Alright. Nothing more to write already. Gotta go. See ya!

BOOK IN!

2011-09-08T22:50:00.002+08:00

Today is Terry's book in day. Accompanied him in to Tekong together with Jun Chong and Chun How. Had lunch before going in. Hmm... Tekong had changed so much since that time I went and it really change a lot.

The bunk are also not bad but too bad I don't get the chance to stay there and actually I don't get the chance also never mind at least I no need to travel so far just to book in. Make sense? Not bad not bad.

Overall not bad. Enjoyed though although the tekong stuff took us plenty of time. We were all beat up after that. Haha! But at least Terry won't be alone because we are there rooting for him. He seems happier.

The only thing I can say is cherish.

Follow your heart, your feeling and you will know what you want.

Wonder why.

2011-09-08T09:03:00.002+08:00

Hello. Waking up so early in the morning. Wanted to sleep in later but somehow I just can't go back to sleep. Have problem sleeping last night too. Don't worry I'm fine. :)

Sometimes I have been wondering that this phrase once bitten twice shy is quite true. I haven't been lying since that time but I guess once bitten twice shy stuffs is quite true as someone doesn't believe in whatever I say. I don't find the point in lying anymore but still...

Had a tiff and things went odd. Everything was so nice until that day. I don't understand why too. The changes are so huge that I totally can't grasp it. But it's ok and I'm fine.

I guess I understand why though. By the thought but it's ok.

2nd Post of the day.

2011-09-06T22:57:00.002+08:00

People, places and things sure brings back a lot of memories. Memories that brings back happiness, sadness or perhaps even anger however still it's a piece of your life. Everyone have to go through up and down in their life that's why it's call life. You have experience stuffs to make you grow.

Perhaps in life there will be regrets but still life still goes on. When it's regret, work things out ensure that you won't regret it the second time. If you lose something, then go get it back. Everything in your life does not come by just because they have to, instead you are the one that are unknowingly getting them. You choose what to hold on to and what to let go. If you think you should be holding something and it's beyond your grasp, fight for it, work things out to go for. If you believe in that something, fight for it and don't lose the belief.

Wondering why am I saying all those stuffs right? It's just a thought for the moment that happens when I'm at the playground. Nowadays, sitting at the playground became my interest, it's my must do stuff everyday I guess. Peaceful and sound so calm.

I've the feeling of going to East Coast Park tomorrow. I push off everything tomorrow. I'm going to travel there by bus tomorrow. Wondering when was the last time I went there to relax and sort out thoughts. It seems like I have a lot of stuffs to sort out.

Turning in. Goodnight.

If only she will be there once more.

~~~

2011-09-06T14:58:00.003+08:00

Hello! I'm back and currently using my bro's new laptop to blog. My com is not spoiled just that I was using his com to play battlefield and now I don't feel like playing already so come back blog.

Well... Hmm... Things don't seems to be happening the way I want it to be. When you have everything planned and ended up people are destroying it. What's the point? Plans are something for people to destroy at the end of the day. Cool right? LOL! Anyway, it doesnt matter already. Giving up hope. Not the Hope in the Pandora ar. LOL! I should have know everything from the start that it's not going to work at all.

Well... Anyway, it doesn't matter at all. Hmm...

Alright, last night went to celebrate Terry's birthday and also the farewell dinner for him. He is going to NS in 2 days time and we are going to celebrate it with him. Went to eat in Soup Restaurant the food there not that nice as compared to the time I went to eat during mother's day. But still overall not bad.

I can only said that Terry is super rich. He was actually intending to treat everyone of us but of course ended up we didn't let him pay. The process of asking him to take the money was so long that I'm so lazy to type out but ended up we are still able to force him to take the money. So not bad.

Went to watch smurf after that, a lot of people was saying that that show not bad but ended up it's not bad but very bad. I almost slept in the cinema. It's too draggy and not that nice some more and one more thing. I watched 3D. That's even worse.

Anyway, still not bad. After all Terry enjoyed. That's the motive. Alright, Today's weather is not bad, I think I should go for a jog. Since my illness I haven't been jogging. Today is a must to jog. A MUST!

My cough came back again. So irritating. It's getting on my nerve. Feel like pulling the whole lung out.

Alright. I'm going to jog already. This weather really not bad. Alright gotta go.

Just hope that things will goes the way I want it to be in the final week.

All the best!

...

2011-09-04T21:25:00.002+08:00

Hmm... Heard another problems again. I just heard from my friend that she had been having a cold war her bf and it have last for a week already. That's like so long. COLD WAR and I totally hate that. It's not good to have a cold war at all.

I was asking people to cherish their relationships before it's too and they are telling me they hope and stuffs. Like they don't even bother. So why the hell do you wanna get into a relationship if you don't wanna cherish it. Just a companionship? Hais...

Anyway, just got back from the playground again. That is the only place that I can keep my mind out of anything and think. I read again and I'm completing the book soon. Good good.

For some reason, I'm happy. I don't know why. :) Or perhaps I know why? Haha!

It's like catching a lightning the chances of finding someone like you.

It's one in a million the chances of feeling the way we do.

Hence, cherish it before it's really too late.

Hmm...

2011-09-04T03:13:00.001+08:00

Hello! It's about 0305 in the morning. Wondering what am I doing so early in the morning? Well, it's suppose to be what am I doing so late at night.

Actually, I just came back from meeting that usual bunch of friends. Went to play monopoly and have supper. I'm surprisingly not tired. First time, after coming back from supper and I'm still so energetic. Lol!

This afternoon, went out with Terry to go shopping. Bought some clothes and a slipper. Someone said that I wear the slipper very ah peh so bought a slipper that don't look that ah peh. Lol!

I was so tempted to buy the blueberries when I saw it in cold storage. Ended up I didn't buy because afraid that no one wanna eat.

Oh oh! While playing the card, we were sitting outside the mac and there it says no smoking area but the smoking area is just beside the non smoking area. What's the different? We are still being a passive smokers. No point putting smoking or non smoking area. It's super pointless.

Alright. I'm going to read books to make myself tired. :D. Goodnight!

Weird

2011-09-02T22:37:00.002+08:00

This afternoon went over to JP to meet Christina and Richmond. Actually was there to get something from Christina. But meet way something weird happened, for some reason they... quarreled? I don't really know when they quarreled. When I saw them they were still normal until halfway through the walk in JP and they become like this. Like Richmond was storming the front and Christina was walking at the back. So the three of us was like walking in a straight line with Richmond far in front, I'm in center and Christina at the back. Weird right?

Anyway, after dinner. Richmond was like hurrying to go home and I don't understand why. He got his stuffs and left very fast. I am not sure what had happened he just walk so fast that even not waiting for us or perhaps his girlfriend, Christina and board the train and leave for home. Wow. I wouldn't do that. That was like so..... Anyway, just weird. If I wasn't there, means Christina would be left alone over there? OMG! And she actually said that she was used to it. He even texted her to ask her to shut up when she is unknown of what happened.

That's so weird. I asked him to cherish her. But he told me all those nonsense which forever I don't understand.

Guys! Cherish the one with you now and tolerate her. You love her for who she is and same goes for her. I wished to cherish mine too but I realised this too late. Your's still not late. Cherished it before it's too late. Don't be like me. Regret whatever I had done. :)

~~~

Met up with Chun How and Terry for dinner, after that proceed to Terry's house there to play game. Playing with two of them forever won't win. It's like 2 against 1. So yeah! Didn't win at all.

While walking back, bypassed the playground again. Went over to sit down at the bench. The breeze was so cooling that I sat there and read the last book of Percy Jackson in my iPhone. It was so cooling, wind blow and not much of people over there. Quietness fills and the scent of the plants giving off oxygen. Relaxing and cooling. Just like reading outside the backyard of a house.

Read till 10 plus then I leave for home. Calm~ Relax~ State of mind I have now.

OH! By the way, my cough is cured. No longer coughing. Promised that I will get it recover before she comes back and I really done it. Haha!

Gotta go! Continue with the book. Hope she's doing well. :)

Missing Someone, Something, Somewhere.

...

2011-09-01T14:37:00.003+08:00

There are so much things in the world that were unpredictable. Things that you think it will last won't last. Same goes for things that you think that it won't last actually lasted. What do I mean by this? Well, there are of a lot of examples that can describe what I'm saying.

Too many issues happened that are not within my means to interfere or perhaps, I don't even have the rights to interfere. I cared but I don't get the reason at all. I want to know everything but for some reason I don't and I can't.

~~~

Last night sitting beside the playground, looking at the kids playing in the playground, happy laughs and the excitement while playing. When was the last time I have this feelings? When? Can't really remember. Sat there for quite sometime until the time for dinner.

~~~

There are some happy stuffs that happened in between the period of course. Perhaps quite a number. Too lazy to type out but yeah.

Oh! She fly over to Bali already, I guessed she must have reached. Hope she enjoy well and take good care of herself. :)

Sad, Bad and Guilty

2011-08-28T00:22:00.002+08:00

Today, I got some announcement from her and I'm totally sad. I just didn't expect that things will turn out this way. For some reason, I just feel another emptiness in me.

When I see him, I feel so bad. Feel so so bad and it just seems like everyone is plotting something against him and he is the only one that is unknown about everything. It's not like he is totally that bad, he is always there when we need him but why does things have to turn out this way? I have to urge to tell him everything. I know how it feels to have everyone being normal to him and when he is not there they were plotting or planning something. I want to tell him but somehow I just can't. I just can't bring myself to say it out.

Looking at him, still showing concern to us really make me feel guilty of not telling him. But for some reason I just can't. It's just like you are looking left and right simultaneously. I just have the feeling that I am betraying him. Why is it that nobody cares?

I wish I would have someone who can guard me, someone like Athena guiding her daughter Annabeth or Poseidon guiding his son Percy. I wish I have the oracle here to tell me the prophecy. What should I do? I'm just trapped in the middle.

I wish I have a device to change people's mind. What can I do? What should I do?

Another emptiness feeling. Filling up. I guess 2/3 of my heart is empty now. Who is going to take away the remaining 1/3?

I guess I can't sleep again tonight. Who can I turn to? There's no one I can trust now. Even the only one is already sleeping.

May god bless me. Bless him. Bless everyone I love.

I going to try turning in now. Don't really feel good now. I just want all my happiness back. All! Everything!!!!

Pondering.

2011-08-27T11:25:00.002+08:00

Just wondering if I should have say it? Or should I just not tell? Is it a mistake? Just can't stop wondering.

It's so hard to believe in something when you have already know the fact and people are still telling you the opposite results. I wanna try to listen to your stories but the fact that I saw and the inner me is telling me that they are all lies and it's so hard to convince myself that it's a fact.

Action speaks louder than words and that's the only think I can say. If you were to tell the me the truth now then maybe I won't be feeling this way.

I need to sort out this. I need a jog. Please illness please go away.

~~~

Apart from that, I think that I'm quite clumsy recently. Getting hurt there and cutting myself here. Was baking and I cut myself TWICE. Stupid clumsy me.

The results turns out good and not bad. Kinda proud of myself but I spoiled my mum electronic whisk. Actually she did it indirectly. Haha! Might be going to get a new electronic whisker soon.

Alright. Recently kinda happy other than the stuffs above making me ponder. Yup!

I'm reading so fast and I'm proud too. This is the first time that I spend 1 day finishing up a book about 250+ pages. LOL! Wow, reading using a kindle really speed things up. Oh! Kindle, Amazon Kindle. Reading Percy Jackson series. She lend it to me. Haha!

After when I'm done with Percy Jackson Series, I'm going to research on all the Greek God Stories. Wahaha!

Alright. Going to take my brunch now.

Hope that you didnt get yourself drunk last night.

Sick~

2011-08-24T11:58:00.002+08:00

Hi all! I'm sick! LOL! Cough, sore throat, fever and down with a little bit of flu. LOL! Wont die so should be alright.

Recently there are a lot of things that happened, I can't post it here, kinda of private and personal. I hope this pass and let everything be in peace.

I suddenly dont like a particular someone. Hmm... Just that particular someone that I doesnt like now. Hmm... How to say? I also dont know. Long long story I guess.

Hmm... Recently kinda of happy? LOL! Why? Another long story too. LOl! But I'm just particularly happy yesterday? LOl!

Alright. I'm going to IMM now. LOL! Going to bath and leave house. LOL! See ya!

Once Again Happy!

2011-08-21T12:43:00.002+08:00

Last night was quite a nice night for me. Enjoyed.

I'm happy too. In fact more than happy. Met her for dinner at teppanyaki over at jurong point. Was searching and looking for some materials but somehow there isnt any that I like and was looking for. So didnt manage to get any.

Yesterday plan was to make her happy because these few days she dont seems to be in the right mood. So yeah, I didnt mean to book the tickets for the movie without discussing with her. I just try my luck and hopefully she dont finds it impulsive. Haha.

Anyway, in the movie, seeing her laugh till so happy makes me happy too. It have been a long time since I see her laugh like this. :D hope to see her laughter everyday.

Although I'm not the one that make her laugh but at least she laugh. OH! She said that she wants to eat more of my cakes! Haha!

She must be still sleeping. Reached home so late just because she was gossiping with huixian and toh hong. Haha! Just hope that she have enough rest.

Just hope that this will be the last time you say thank you to me. :)

Happy Day Today.

2011-08-20T00:40:00.002+08:00

Or it's suppose to be called yesterday? LOL!

Because she's unhappy, so I made a so called cake for her. Motive? To make her happy. So was asking everyone to try before letting her have it. I want her to have the best of my masterpiece.

But before I was able to do that, she was already tasting it. But she said it was nice and dont mind to have a second serving. Haha! Happy to the max.

Although I know that she is still unhappy and only a cake wont make her happy. But still I hope that she is alright and happy. There might be post that make you unhappy and I apologise but still, I'm sorry. Cheer up and get better! :)

Don't think about anything.

It's the past and let it pass.

Worried!

2011-08-19T15:57:00.002+08:00

Hi! I saw a :( face on her facebook and I'm so worried and wondering what happen to her. But I dont know what I just dont have the courage to text her how is she doing and what happen to her.

Even if I were to text her will she tell me the answer? I really hope that she is alright. Really hope so.

Hope that you are fine.

I didnt text because I'm just a coward.

Please be fine and if it's about me then maybe stop thinking about it.

Wish you all the best.

Sad

2011-08-18T21:08:00.002+08:00

I thought everything I heard was true and I choose to believe but ended up it was something made up.

Total sadness fills me in. Sometimes I just have the feeling of picking up the phone and sending "I Miss You" to you.

Wonder if this time round was real?

2011-08-17T23:34:00.002+08:00

Today, went to meet Sharon for her opening stuffs then after that went to look for something. Nothing to much to shop, she was feeling sick so asked her to go home and rest.

I went to jog after going home. Woo... Longest jog of the week I guess. I jog to lakeside to look for Sharon and she told me that she would be there. I jog there not because she's there, because it was my usual route. So today stop there for a pit stop.

After that continue to jog to boon lay. Wow! Long jog! Last time used to did that until recently. Today was the first time that I jog so long. Gotta compensate to the other days when I didn't jog.

Today's long jog were to clear my mind and calm myself. Hmm... 2 hours jog today was cool and I sweat damn lot. LOL!

While on the way home, my leg was so wobbly that I almost fell into the drain. After that a bicycle came at me directly and I doesnt have enough strength to dodge and I was knock down. Haha! Clumsy me. I dont blame that cyclist. I was at blame for not having enough reaction time to dodge that when I suppose to have.

After that, walked home and I saw something wriggle on the of the tree and was thinking what was it. Looked up and I saw a snake. Shocked me. I was like jumped and almost fall back. LOl! Yes it's a snake! Haha! Super scary. Haha! I faster run away in case that snake attacks me. Haha!

~~~

This few days I have been trying to calm myself down and stop thinking. Sorting out every feeling, every emotions and base on what I see and what I receive I tried sort it out. The result of what I should do is the same.

I have been happy doing something and yet unhappy at the same times. Thinking... Who am I? What am I?

Hearing what someone said really makes me happy and wishing that that was real but in fact are always cruel.

Alright, I guess that's all for today. Tomorrow's will be a shocking news to see. Look out! LOL!

I thought I am.

2011-08-16T08:05:00.001+08:00

I thought that I'm alright but actually I'm not. I thought after all those constant running my mind would have calmed down and trying to move forward but in fact I'm just running constantly at the same spot. I've tried to step out of it but it seems like the treadmill is not stopping for me to get down.

I wasnt feeling good that I heard that and I was shivering from head to toe when I sees it. Damn. I should be alright but why am I not?

I'm receiving something so fake and putting my hope high when I notice that everything was so fake that it just falls from heaven to hell.

I guess this are just my wishful thinking.

That's why I say, Men Love Bitches and Women Love Asshole Bastard. There are actually no Man that love a Woman and a Woman that love a Man.

I'm forgetting it. Stop coming in.

Calm and Ready

2011-08-11T16:08:00.003+08:00

Woo~~~ I've spend a week to calm myself down. I'm constantly taking my drugs and I have been controlling myself and restraining myself from a lot of things. It should have calm down and really calm down.

I'm proud of myself. Although the prey hasn't change but it will be a harder target now. The doc said that I'm ready to go for it. So I shall make my move soon.

Of course at the same time I'm going to let nature take it's course though.

Hmm... Kim Tian! You are up for it. Go for it and believe in yourself and you will reached your target in no time!

All the best!

~~~

2011-08-10T16:29:00.002+08:00

Hello blog! Do you know how hurtful it is to have hurt someone you love and care so deeply?

I tell you, it is so hurtful that every single seconds I will be thinking how is she feeling? Is she alright? Is she able to recover from that? I'm so worried. I know that I shouldnt have posted that it was just on an impulse. I dont know but I really didnt know that it will hurt that much.

Anyway, now I have already become the bad guy then just let me handle all the despise and stuffs.

I'm sorry. Sorry for hurting you, seeing you this way hurt me too. Sorry!

I'm sorry for hurting you.

Gultiness

2011-08-08T15:30:00.002+08:00

I'm in total guiltiness. I dont know what more can I do or can I say. I just feel so bad inside out. I wanna make her feel better but in fact I'm making it worse. What should I do? I dont wanna hurt her my I hurt it.

I'm feeling totally bad now. What can I do to salvage this? I want her to be happy. I want her to be back to normal. I want her to be just the way she is.

I'm so sorry for everything. I just want you to be happy that's all. I will protect you from now on. I dont want you to shed a drop of tears anymore.

Its Still Hurting

2011-08-06T18:49:00.002+08:00

Oh My God! Just when I thought that things are getting better a more shocking news shot me. Disappointment after disappointment is what I got.

I'm super hurt now and I want to forget it but I just can't. What am I suppose to do? I want my life to be back to normal, to back to how it use to be.

I wish that I have a time machine and I could change time and stuffs all back to how I wish it could be.

I wish that I could let go, but I know that I still love her. I know she don't but I still can't help it.

If things were to get back to normal,

I promise that I will cherish it more than how it used to be.

I love you!

Birthday!

2011-08-05T10:44:00.002+08:00

Today is my birthday and yeah, this year birthday wasn't anything happy as compared to the past 3 years. Because this year I wasn't able to celebrate my birthday with the one I love.

Was hoping that this morning I will wake up and really find a big box at the living room and when I open up the box I find her inside. Haha! *I know that's stupid but yeah*

Or perhaps the breaking up was a hoax for my birthday celebration and she will come hugging me saying that she broke up with me because of my birthday surprises. *Haha! I know it's stupid and people will be angry when they heard that but for now I really hope this happen* LOL!

Hmm... Dont really have plan today but yeah also dont really have stuffs for me to look forward to.

Only one present I want this year,

is the only precious gem that I used to have.

If once again I could own it,

I promised I will cherish till the end.

Missing Her.

2011-08-04T17:41:00.002+08:00

Why can't I be like Jerine? So strong hearted and let it go.

Always thinking about her and I just can't bear to let go. I know that it's impossible and this is the first time that I'm doing something or going for something which I don't have confidence in.

Trying all sort of things not to do but I just can't. I know that she's no longer my girlfriend. But I still can't help it but to worry about her. Her gastric pain, she herself walking home and more and more. Anything that will let me worry.

She went to batam and I'm here worrying about her weather will she have seasick, is she alright over there and stuffs.

I know its mission impossible and I am trying to tell myself that it's possible. Why am I so stupid?

I need a run now to calm myself. I hope she's alright there and wont get sick. Take care my love and all the best!

How I wish I got to see you tomorrow, like the past 2 years!

Missing you!

~~~

2011-08-04T12:14:00.003+08:00

Hais... Woke up with a very vex feeling again. Why is this so? Tomorrow is my birthday but no seems to have anything to look forward towards. Why do I have so many thing to think of? Why do I have to consider so much factors? Why is it that even though I know what is the result and I'm still insist on trying?

Dont have anything that I want now, how I wish that tomorrow there will be a big box outside my house and she's inside. I was thinking that it's stupid but right now this is what I want.

I need some confidence boost. Just someone that will give me words of courage and encourage me to march forward.

There are so many thing in my mind now. So many things that it's choking up my brain and not allowing it to think about other stuffs.

Trying to let go but at the same time holding on to it. Today she went to batam, knowing that make me miss her. I know I'm not suppose to but how? Can I do it? I'm worried that she will have sea sick because the weather. I'm worried about her being sick over there because it's not that hygiene. I want to stop all those thoughts but I cant.

If birthday wish are really come true, then the only wish this year is Wishing that she will come back to me.

All I want for birthday this year is you

ONCE AGAIN I'M BACK!

2011-08-03T10:47:00.003+08:00

Once again I'm back to blogging and in between this period of time there are a lot of things that have happened. I seldom blog because I was keeping a diary hence blogging became less often for me.

Everything happy have ended and now I'm searching for a new happiness. Broke off. I'm quite sad and try to make things work out but it seems not working at all. I thought stuffs that I done could be enough to make her regain the feeling but in fact it backfired.

Whatever I did, hoping that she will at least feel touched or something but ended up it seems like it's making it worse.

Yesterday after a long run, it seems like things kinda have calm down in my heart but of course the emptiness would not go away just because of a run. I'm trying to get over with it and I know it takes time.

Always hoping that we would get back together but still I know in her heart there isnt any place for me anymore. She made it so clearly that she isnt going to come back to me and her peer are also objecting her getting back together with me.

Even though I know that if we were to get back together, things would have different but why isnt her and anyone trusting me? I know that I have broke her heart a number of times and I know that it's hard for her to trust me, but I still want her to trust me this last time. I know I'm selfish to make her trust me and let her have the pressure of being control again. However I just know that things would be different and better.

She just gave me the feeling that I want to protect her from now till the end. The first person that I ever fall so deeply with. The first person who gave me the feeling of patching back so badly. But still I know it's impossible.

Even though impossible I'm still insist of trying. How? Looking at all the blog post and stuffs really make me happy and how I wish we went back to how it use to be.

All the best to me and her. Although I cant forget but still I hope she's well. She's just a precious gem that I will never find it again. :'(

~~~

2011-05-06T13:14:00.003+08:00

Why am I so naive? Hoping for something that is already impossible. Not sure if it's impossible but at least I'm trying and it still seems like it's not working at all. How do I make impossible to possible. Hais...

LOVE MAKE ONE GOES MAD!

2011-04-24T12:41:00.005+08:00

Love can really make one goes mad and seriously mad. Hmm... Today knowing that she will go other place straight after tuition but still at the same time I was hoping that she will head home first. Instead of taking bus home today I walked home, and taking the route that she commonly used when going home and just hoping that she will appear walking home.

When I'm reaching the overhead bridge, just hope that she will alight from the bus stopping at the bus stop and walk up the overhead bridge. Despite knowing the answer but still hoping that she will be there.

Well, I know this is stupid but yeah what to do? Although it's not enough to just see her for a moment but the thoughts of seeing her can make me happy.

Recently she doesnt seems to have the time because her niece is back. Four months, I have to endure this for four months. Besides her niece, there's still her friends and her tuition. There are hardly times for me other than weekdays going over to her house. That's already enough for me though.

Some times I really hope for the times when we were still studying when she dont have her tuition job and we can go out anytime and anywhere.

As a relationship gets longer, the importance and the time you want to spend with them drops I guess. Hence maybe because of these, things were taken for granted.

Well, things changed, same goes for human.

~Sometimes~

2011-04-24T01:36:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I just hope that the worries is not there. Maybe just shouldn't worry about anything. Anything and whatever things it should be, just not going to worry.

Sometimes I just wish that I'm placed at the priority.

Sometimes I really hope to be the most important one.

Sometimes I hope that I would be missed.

Sometimes I really wish that someone would be very happy to see me.

Sometimes, just for a moment I wish that someone would fall in love madly with me.

There are so many sometimes, but there are nothing but just some selfish thoughts. I writing some wishes here.

BACK ONCE AGAIN!

2011-04-19T16:36:00.002+08:00

I'm back blogging once again. There was a lot of dispute over me blogging last time that I stopped blogging. After a year and I'm back blogging again. Alright, not sure whether will I blog frequently but I will try. This new blog is kinda of simple but it's ok, keeping everything simple in life is a good way of looking at things.

Alright. So this is my first post of the year. See ya!

P.S: Have a short debate with her but I guess I will try to humor her.

THE LAST POST.

2010-03-07T11:15:00.003+08:00

Just dont understand why others can post whatever they want to say on the blog when I posted mine I got told off. I really dont understand. All they care was how they feel and others feel. Have they ever asked how the author feels? They know nothing. All they care was just for themselves. If they are creatures that have emotions, that cry because of some matters, that scold vulgar when something unhappy comes along or when feel sad when some issues happened. Then what about the authors? They have feelings too. Who knows what the authors are going through? They know nothing. All they care was just showing sympathy to the victim of the post and nothing else.

No one will ever asked the authors, why is he/she behaving this way, why does he/she need to do this and that. No one ever asked. Who in the world does not do things for themselves and put their matters on the priority? If someone were to tell me that there are people who did this then this are all bullshit. When they are the one being involved in the matters they will do the same things much less saying that they will still put other matters as priority.

No one knows. Seriously. No one knows. Angels? God? This are all nonsense. Even if you are in deep shit, nothing of these sort will show their face and say "come let me help you".

Anyway, this will be my last post for this blog. Whatever it is nothing is going to come up after this post. If not, no matter how many times I called for the god and angels, I will still get drag down by satan or the king of yama. Lastly, hope everyone get on with their life as splendid-ful as they can but watch out for backstabbers. Bye.

2010-02-18T13:42:00.001+08:00

Sometimes we guys need reassurance too not only girls need that.

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2010-01-02T11:52:00.003+08:00

Thought that I would be able to go out with her but never mind.

Going prawning with cm and jc. It have been a long time since I last go out with them. LOL! Gotta go. Watch anime. Gotta go. See ya!

PICNIC!

2010-01-01T19:26:00.004+08:00

Just came back from my family outing. So tired. Last night went out till so late and today I have to wake up at 6. I barely have enough sleep and I think I was only able to catch about 3 hour plus of sleep. LOL!

Today went to East Coast for cycling. I only cycle about 1 round and I doesnt have the chance to cycle again. Therefore I went to sleep inside the tent my cousin brought over. LOL! Wasnt able to sleep because it's so warm and stuffy inside. There is something funny. LOL! I only cycle for a while and I go sunburn. Although not that worse than my nephews but still, why will I get myself burned? LOL!

Came back and watching anime after bathing. Thought I should have gone to sleep but after bath I feel so refresh that I cant sleep. LOL!

Currently watching one piece. LOL! Gotta go then. See ya! Sunburn so pain. LOL!

Christmas Eve.

2009-12-25T16:08:00.003+08:00

Had a lovely day with her yesterday! LOL! Although I had all this planned for so long to give her a surprise and she just guessed everything out. So irritating. Below are what she gave me. LOL!

So sweet right? LOL! The bottle of heart by right should be larger but never mind, it's the thoughts that counts. LOL!

This is so expensive and I wanna give her back the money but she dont wanna take it. It's the watch that I like.

Silly right? LOL! So expensive. LOL!

Still thanks her because she know that my watch spoiled. Thats why. Alright. Gotta go. See ya!

Merry Christmas to everyone and of course my Darling.

I didnt know that I played apart in so many roles of yours but still. Thanks and LOVES!

OFF DAY!

2009-12-21T15:12:00.002+08:00

Have been going out too much since holiday and since today I'm staying at home, I'm going to blog. LOL! Yesterday went out with Dar, went to watch bodyguards and assassin but it doesnt turn out as my expectation so... After that went to shop for her stuffs and go home after that. LOL! After that she went to meet leeling and toh hong to accompany leeling for dinner at 11plus pm! LOL! That's was supposed to be supper already. LOL!

Anyway, I dont have much thing to blog about. Alright! Gotta go. LOL!

LONG LONG TIME!

2009-12-18T09:19:00.002+08:00

It's have been a long time since I last blog and it seems like it's really a long time. LOL! In between the time that I didnt blog till now, I guess there are quite a number of things happened and take part in.

Let's see. The last week of november I went to malaysia and suppose to be 3 places but ended up we went more than 3 places because in between the place that we are going we need to stop by some place to have meals and stuffs. So ended up we went to Johor, PENANG, Ipoh, CAMERON HIGHLAND, Kuala Lumpur, GENTING, Johor then leave home. Went to quite a lot of places right but those that are in capital letters are the main place that we go. LOL! Shop quite alot and bought quite alot. Not bad. But there are a lot of things that I dont wished to mention happens during the trip.

After that week, it's the week of studying hence didnt have the time to blog too. But didnt really study because I didnt study since it's mst, the whole time was playing dota with CM. LOL! Ended up the result I got back was not that good. LOL! Like environmental studies, I got only 26/50 when others get 30+. LOL!

Directly after mst week is HOLIDAY! Which is this week and 2 following weeks. This week monday was our 10th month! Happy 10th month Dar!

Tuesday, went over to collect games from cm. L4D2, MW2 and Ninja Blade. Have so many games to play now. Wahahaha!

Wednesday went out with cm to shop for his blazer and watch movie. We watched storm warriors! LOL! That show not nice de. LOL! Too many computer graphics already. LOL!

Yesterday went over to dar place to accompany her in the day and she came over to my house in the night. LOL!

Today! I have programs too. Wahaha! Today at last I got to meet CHEESE! LOL! Must be wondering who is CHEESE right? LOL! It's a new guinea pig I bought for dar. LOL! In fact, a girlfriend for CHOCO! LOL!

Alright! Going to download games for dar's DS! SEE YA! Got to see dar later too! Wahaha!

9th Months!

2009-11-15T23:08:00.002+08:00

Yo! Long time no see. It's been a while because there are certain things that I'm quite busy with recently that I dont really have the time to blog. But let's talk about recent stuffs.

Hmm~ The sunday before last sunday, we went to Underwater World and you know who I'm went with right? LOL! I just mentioned it to her randomly because there is an exhibition there that I wanna look at it and she bring me there. LOL! Had a great time there because she enjoyed. She packed lunch there, how nice right? LOL! That's my dear, always putting me at the first place, (I guess!) LOL!

Hmm... I dont know why a lot of people think that I have broke up with her just because I didnt mention her that often. But we just had a simple celebration yesterday for our 9th month together. LOL! How simple? Hmm... Super simple. Just went out to eat, play and walk walk only. LOL! So please, stop saying that I broke up. LOL! Was suppose to catch a movie but there are too many people that wanna watch the same movie as us that we didnt have the chance to watch. But still, as long as it's with her it's alright. LOL!

Sometimes she just too silly that in the sense that she's adorable. Why? Because today I told her that I miss her, (IT'S TRUE) and she get her things done fast and come over to accompany just because I'm alone at home. How sweet of her! (LOVES) LOL! Silly right? LOL!

Alright! I think that's all for today! Will try to blog more often if I have the time. LOL!

RANDOM-ING

2009-11-06T15:32:00.002+08:00

Reached home early today. So bored. Thought that I might have a chance to go out but in the end... Anyway, QAAS lesson is so bored. Although I can catch up with it but still the lesson is killing me with the boredom. It's so dry, even the case study is so dry that my group cant even concentrate.

I hate QAAS!

FED UP!

2009-10-31T10:45:00.003+08:00

I dont understand why but nowadays it seems like every small little issue can make me fed up. I know my temper is not that good though but not to the extend that small little stuffs can make it fed up. I dont understand why. Not much when outside the school but when in school it seems particularly easy for me to get tense up and fed up for a small little things.

I'm sorry but seems like a lot of people got shot by my arrows when I'm pissed off especially her, my dear. Hope I wont be like that from next week onward. Promise her to downgrade of course I must do it but seems like recently there is a system error and it's hard to recover. UNLESS THERE IS EXTRA PAYMENT! LOL! She have been treating me well so I should try harder too.

I'm going to Underwater World today and hope there wont be anything that stop us from going today. There were a lot of things happen last weeks and but it's over. Hope things get better and the report of my mother will be a positive one!

Gotta go. See ya!

8 Months!

2009-10-13T23:28:00.002+08:00

Today I spend the whole day reading articles on the internet. Reading what articles? LOL! Hybrids animals on earth, mysterious animal like the Jersey Devil, Dover Demon, Skinwalker and stuffs. Of course not forgetting my favourite Loch Ness Monster. LOL!

Spending time reading all this from 8.30 to 5.30. LOL! So stupid right? Because my supervisor is not here and I am not given work to do that's why I can do this. Tomorrow my supervisor is back and I doubt I can be that carefree as today. LOL!

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So fast and we have been together for 8 Months! Congrats. LOL! Happy 8th Month! LOL! I promise that I will make the fire burns even brighter and for your Maldives, your hint is noted. Give me sometimes and buy the time you notice, you will be there enjoying. (L)

Blogging in Office

2009-10-12T15:03:00.002+08:00

Yo! I am falling asleep soon and I have no choice but to come and blog. I'm in my office and because my supervisor is not here today I dont have much things to do. Most of the time I am reading about the hybrid animals like Ligers, Tigons and etc. This is how bored I am you see. LOL! Actually I am not cannot do blogging in the office but all of them are so busy that they dont even bother. LOL!

After such a long MC, so much things have changed in the office that I dont even know whether am I sitting at the right place until I confirm it with one of my other colleague.

Alright, nothing to blog about already. Gotta go. See ya!

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2009-10-10T11:20:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was such a bored day in the afternoon, so be a lone ranger and went out to shop and play arcade then go home and rest. At night, went over to CH's birthday which was called over by Eileen. If not I dont really wanna go over.

Today? Lone ranger again I guess. Still wondering where to go. See ya!

5 Days MC!

2009-10-07T16:31:00.002+08:00

Hi guys, back to blog. Because of my toe stuffs and I receive 5 days MC this time round. I cant go to work because I have walking inconvenience and that means that I cannot go out too. Staying at home doing nothing. LOL! How sad right? All I can do at home is to stay at home and watch anime and stuffs.

But of course I did ignore the advises and go out too. LOL! Went out with dear to IMM to have dinner and walk walk because it has been a long time since I last went out with her. Also went to her house to watch movie and play with PJ! She's more obedient since the last time I saw her but still she eats a lot. This is so much like her master. LOL!

Finally, I wanna thanks dear for buying herbal when she hear me coughing, bought the dinosaur park stuffs things knowing that I am interested in looking at prehistoric stuffs and of course buying me sushi although it is late at night and still send it to me. Know that I will be bored at home so borrowed some VCD for to watch (although most of the show I want to watch was what she borrowed for herself). LOL! Just wanna thanks her! LOL!

Alright! Today, I have nothing to do and all day long will be anime, games! So bored and I am sick and tired of this life. Cant go out is really something I dont really desire! LOL! Alright! That's all! Adios!

3 days MC!

2009-10-01T11:02:00.004+08:00

Hi guys! I have a three days MC because I am sick and went for operation for my toe. LOL! Now I am staying at home to rest.

I am sick, having cough, catching a flu, sore throat and fever. But fever subsided when I am having the operation yesterday. While having the operation, I was sweating and the fever was gone. LOL! After taking the medicine, the cough worsen. At first was only coughing when something trigger it, now once in a while will cough. So torturing but it is one good way to train six packs! LOL!

Now, talking about the operation. I was really in pain yesterday. Lucky that she was there. LOL! The operation goes like this after taking a pain killer. First the doctor will inject 3 syringe of tranquilizer on the left, right and inner side of the toe to numb it. Then in she put in 2 scissors like tweezer into the side of my nail. It is INSIDE my nail. That was the time when it started to hurts. She then pull from both side to remove my nail. It was freaking hurts and that time. I grabbed my hand until my hand almost ran out of blood. LOL! It's so painful. Thanks to her distracting me there. LOL!

After that the bandage, look 2 times bigger than my toe. LOL! That's about it. Wanna thanks her because she took half day of to accompany me to the doc despite knowing that it will affect her grade and salary. Buying me herbal and checking the time of the appointment for me. Also bringing me to the doc. While operation, keep distracting me from the pain. Thanks dear! Loves! I will repay you. Really thanks!

[I dont know how much good deed I have done to have you with me!]

Birthday!

2009-09-27T23:28:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was Nash and JC birthday. So in the afternoon when to have a lunch with nash at harbourfront ramenten after that walk walk awhile then went off to jc's birthday celebration. Brought her along too but... Anyway, after that went to watch midnight movie Phobia 2 with the ITE friends. After that went home. Liting was driving sia! But still I reach home safely at 4 plus.

Today, went over to my cousin's place to help her to plan for her wedding stuffs and ended quite late and tired. Play a lot, crap a lot too. Another cousin's bf went, he's a big time joker. After accompany my mum to IMM then went home to rest. It's really a tiring day. Going to sleep soon.

[Always thought that you understand but it doesnt seems to be that case. Just for once, for once that you know how I feel and things that I hold dear to me. What you said are really hurtful!]

Chinchillas.

2009-09-26T01:18:00.003+08:00

Nowadays, I have been very tired due to attachment. Dont know why but still enough to stay up until 11plus before I catch some sleep.

Recently dear was no in the mood and she said that it was due to her result and PMS. LOL! I didnt know that at first until I realised it's about time. LOL! So today was supposed to accompany her to JP because she wanna get something from there. So I was thinking what can I do to let her smile or perhaps feel better and more happy and this plan actually struck me when my mum asked me to go to JE to buy mooncakes for my gramps.

When there so I went over to the coffee shop that sell the mooncake but they are not there any more. So walked further down and leads her to the pet shop that just started their business. The pet shop there allow people to hold and cuddle with the pets there, so she that loves animal that much will be happy if she got to play with them.

Went there, I was so happy too because I saw CHINCHILLAS! LOL! I'm so freaking happy because after looking for so long that I found a shop nearby or perhaps the first time I get such a close contact with a CHINCHILLA. LOL! I got to hold it and play with it. CHINCHILLA is a pet that I long wanted but my mum wont allow. The expenses for a good CHINCHILLA will probably need 1000 plus bucks including basic need of it. I WANT A CHINCHILLA! LOL! But she enjoyed I guess.

She got something for her guinea pig too and after that we went home. Hope she enjoyed but doubt she did. SHE LIED TO ME! She said that she enjoyed and feel better but actually did not! LIAR!

Thinking of that make me angry. Dont wanna talk about it anymore. Going to sleep. night!

Shh~~

2009-09-24T12:51:00.002+08:00

Hi guys! Currently have nothing to do and is blogging in the office now. LOL! I have nothing to do now and waiting for one of my colleauges to come back, I surf the net and found out that there are alot of places I long wanted to go. I dont know what to say they are amazing place to me.

Places like Underwater World, Sungei Buloh, Bukit Timah Nature Reserve, HSBC Treetops Walk, Central Catchment Area and more. If you have notice, these are all the places to catch those endangered and rare species of creature in singapore wild! Not like those in the zoo that you see but those that you need luck go stamina to catch them wild in the forest. LOL! Talking about that make me so excited. Of course, Underwater World is not the wild trip type. I wanan go there because of the Prehistoric Marine lives comes alive over there. Going there to take a look. LOL! But so expensive hence still considering. LOL!

One of a must go place will be the HSBC Treetops walk. It stretch from MacRitche Reservior to Bukit Kallang and a total of 11km and duration to complete will be 4-5 hours! That's so cool. Of course it is located at the Central Catchment Area that most rare and endangers species live it. LOL!

Alright. Cant stay in here for too long. Gotta go. See ya!

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2009-09-20T01:01:00.004+08:00

After a long time and I am back coming to blog. LOL! It's really a long time. It's has been a busy moment until now about 1 then I have the time to blog about. What am I busying about? Hmm... Before holiday it will be academic stuffs of course. Since I said before school reopen.

Have quite a lot of things to get it done with. Things like case studies, tests, revision and lastly of course it's EXAMINATION. Doubt I will fare better than last sem but still I have give in my best hope I can pass everything is enough for me.

The next week after my examination, my attachment started. That's why. Kinda dont have the time to blog. Everytime I feel like blogging, the typing me turns me off. Why? Because I have been typing since the start of my attachment. LOL! But one thing is my first week of attachment I got an A. LOL! Not a bad beginning. LOL!

Something weird happens to me today. After bathing, my lip started to bleed, I dont know why it bleed but it bleed just like that out of sudden and it wont stop until it is happy. When it is happy? Hmm... Maybe when it has drain off all my blood from my lips. LOL! Just now when I was eating subway it bleed again and also when I was on the way home it bleed again too. LOL! So sudden, it might sound disgusting but i was sipping the blood down my throat. LOL! Vampires! LOL!

It's so late now and I'm getting tired. Got quite a number of things running in my mind now that it made me stay up but I'm tired. Going to sort out the things in my head on my bed. Goodnight!

[After doing so much, I dont get what I want or perhaps what I deserve. Maybe things just dont seems to go that way.]

This post is for you (dear)!

2009-08-29T12:39:00.002+08:00

Here to reply to the post that you posted on your blog. LOL!

You said that I cannot watch anime so I didnt watch but I am reading manga now. LOL! I really have no mood to study. Maybe later when you come over then I study and teach you at the same time ba. Mum wont be cooking so maybe next time when you wanna come over then. LOL!

LOL! The feeling that you were talking about, I dont think it have dies off because if it dies of I wont even will think of coming out with the contract! LOL! Wahahahaha! I thought if it dies off, it should be your fault? LOL! Anyway, dont think too much. LOL! Loves!

Alright! That's all and I am back to my manga. LOL!

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2009-08-22T12:04:00.002+08:00

Exams are starting next week and I still havent started revising. That's is really bad and usually I will have started 2 to 3 weeks ago. Why have I not study? It's because of the anime I am watching now, Hunter X Hunter. It's nice to me that's why I keep on wanna complete it and due to that I forget about my study. How sad. Hope that I wont fail that badly this sem. LOL! Will start studying today after I go out with that silly one and will brush up everything that I am weak at by tonight. LOL!

Beside that, I have changed my handphone! Wahaha! To Sony Ericsson C905! It's not a bad phone. The WI-FI is fast and the camera is good. LOL! Other than that nothing else. LOL!

The past 2 days, that silly one stayed over for dinner all because of the TOFU! It's called TOFU to her but it's another kind that I dont know what is the english name for that. LOL!

I am going to prepare already. LOL! If not I am going to be late for meeting her. LOl! Gotta go. Jana!

Clumsiness Kill.

2009-08-15T09:16:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was my worst day of my life. Did badly for both OSRM and ENVSTA papers It's really sucks. I dont even know what to do for that test I think I gotta forward that module man. Holy Shit anyway, that's not all.

Due to the temperature in the exam hall, my leg seems like harden. LOL! I dont know how to say but I think my knee cannot take it due to past injuries and it hurts. So this is what happened yesterday.

The exam hall for the two papers are super cold and my knee started hurting when I am leaving the last exam hall. Then when I am leaving for home after sending that silly one back, I have to cross the overhead bridge. My right knee was very pain when I go up the bridge and when I am going down, it is so pain that it gives up and I fall. LOL! Wait! DONT LAUGH! IT WAS SUPER SERIOUS MATTER! So I injured my right knee even worse, my right elbow swollen because I knock against the railing of the bridge and my left knee with a deep cut. PAIN! LOL!

Why I said clumsiness kill? LOL! Because I got my past knee injuries through clumsy action and this is the side effect that is slowly killing me. LOL! In fact, torturing once in a while. LOL!

Alright~ Going to watch my manga and going out with that silly one that. See ya!

HAPPY!

2009-08-10T20:23:00.003+08:00

Nowadays dont know why, the moment I saw her I feel so happy. Anyway, yesterday went out with her. Actually, intend to do something stupid but still afraid that the both victim get angry we didnt act out.

The plan goes like this, meet richmond and christina before the movie starts. Then when they went in for movie we go shop and leave them. Then wait for the time for the firework, watch it then go home.

But things is... The actual things goes like this meet them and they went for movie, then dear and me went to take neoprint. Dont feel like it but I promised her so ya. Then after that leave for Marina but there are alot of people so we went to Marina Bay intending to go marina barrage. But there are also alot of people waiting for the shuttle bus to go there that we cant even get up the first 3 bus. So I said maybe we should go back and look for richmond.

Because of that, her plan failed and she was quite upset that she was kicking a concrete and wanting it to fall but end up she hurt her leg. *gotta do something to her leg and make her unable to kick things*. LOL! Meet up with richmond and went to ion to walk walk, have dinner and then we go home. LOL! That's what happened yesterday.

Today. Supposed to go and get something without the presence of her but end up she going to have lunch with me so yeah, we went vivo and after that have dinner at coffee bean and then go home. What I bought? LOL! Ask her ba! LOL! Haha!

Alright then. Gotta go. See ya!

Work Free

2009-08-09T02:33:00.002+08:00

Finally got rid of reports and datasheet and it is my time to relax. Wahaha! There is something I must blog about. LOL! That will be the day of my birthday. 05/08/2009.

It was supposed to be a free day actually but teacher suddenly called to say that my class need to go back for make up practical lesson because last week she was sick. So after experiment, rabeeah and the others was like dragging me to some place when I dont know why. Although I know what's going on but still I play along. I was trying to make richmond disclosed what they are going to do but his mouth is quite tight. Haha!

Anyway, they dragged me to FC1 and ask me to eat but I dont want to eat they were all like dont know doing what thing. I was talking to richmond at that time and just then, dear came out from no where which I really shocked, with the cake that she made for me. LOL! It was a nice cake that she made, although the drawing on the cake dont look nice the effort she put in is enough. Another shocking issue was, when ammar and company was asking her to give me a birthday kiss, I thought that she wouldnt do that. Instead, she just peck me on my cheek. I didnt see that coming.

After that went to vivo with richmond, christina (both of them seems to have something on but they keep on denying) and dear. For that day, everything that I bought was paid by dear. LOL! How nice of her! *Thank you dear*

Then for dinner because there test the next day, so we went to our place hawker. The food there is nice but not cheap. But still ya! LOL!

Because of my birthday, she was planning this and that and didnt have enough sleep. LOL! Silly right? But still you know what I am getting to.

Tell you guys another thing, today I was supposed to go and watch movie alone because I have nothing to do at home. So she called me and persuade me to go other day. But sudden change of plan I messaged her that I am going to play basketball and at that time she was already preparing to go out and come over to my place to surprise me. LOL! Although silly but sweet. LOL! I dont know why but come to think of that I'm am really happy. LOL!

Going out with her tomorrow. LOL! So happy! LOL!

*Dear, thanks for everything you did on my birthday although I know everything that you planned. It was supposed to be a surprise but you didnt managee to surprise me and I know you feel sad. But I really appreciate that. Thanks! I know I am fortunate to have you. Thanks and I love you! Kinda miss you now! Loves!*

REPORTS CLEARED!

2009-08-02T16:41:00.002+08:00

Finally I have cleared my reports! It's just like throwing off a 1000tonnes weight of my shoulder. LOL! I'm now over at dear's place. She was suppose to work on her reports but yeah looking at the reports for too long will get sick and tired of it, so she is now playing games using my laptop and I'm blogging since she dont want me to help her with her reports.

Oh ya! Talking about her reports, she was supposed to do it yesterday but because of me, she didnt do. LOL! I dont whether to say that she is naive or paranoid although it's not a bad things to me. This is how things goes, I need to help my mum to get something for my aunt from the red man shop and dear told me that she wanna get something from there too. So I called her and asked if she wanna go with me if she got something she wanna get from there. She has nothing to get there but she just wanna keep me company because she was afraid that I will do silly stuffs which I dont know what when I'm alone. LOL! Silly right?

After that she accompanied me to vivo to check out something and for a movie when she dont feel like going at all. Thanks dear! LOL! At night join her and her friends for dinner and go home. LOL!

Thanks dear for everything yesterday. LOL!

HARRY POTTER!

2009-07-18T00:14:00.002+08:00

Went to watch harry potter with her today. She didnt like that movie, she just go and watch with me because I wanted to. LOL! Thanks dear! Ate at the Mussel Guy restaurant after movie and the food there are not bad just that I dont like the service there. GOD DAMN SLOW. LOL!

Hmm... There is something that I wanna blog about yesterday but because I was working on my reports that I couldnt blog. LOl! This was what happen...

Because I was not feeling well and I still accompany her to get her stuffs and sent her home. Usually if I'm tired or not feeling well, she will accompany me back home and stuffs to ensure that I'm alright and yesterday was a really disappointment. LOL! Hahaha! I couldnt help but laugh. She changed and came out and went into the lift together with me. Because she was also quite tired after a day of school, just when then lift reaching the first floor, I told her that no need to sent me home and AT THAT MOMENT she pressed the button in the lift to her level where her flat is. What a disappointment right? LOL! Hahah! Because I said that she no need to send me home, she walk out of the lift and said that she intent to send me home. LOL! Hahahah!

Anyway, it's just a joke. Just for laugh.

Alright gotta go. LOL!

5th Month!!!

2009-07-14T22:00:00.005+08:00

Today was the 5th month with her. So went to JP because she wanna go there to get something and since she wanna eat Bandito, we went to eat KFC. After KFC we went to shop and she eye on a dress and I bought it for her. This is the reason why I bought her a dress even though I gave her a bag for 5th Month. She gave me this cute little bag.

This is the bag that she gave me.

This is one of the things inside, a shaver. She bought me this because when I have pimples near my mouth area, I tends to cut and bleed when I shave so she bought me a new shaver.

This is the second item she bought for me. A wallet.

Saw that my wallet torn and she bought me a new one.

It's a Piere Cardin brand leh. I dont even bear to buy and she bought it for me.

Saw the shaver behind the box? LOL! It's a old shaver that make me bleed. LOL!

This is my silly dear which bought me all this those stuffs. Oh! Went out on 12/07/09 to celebrate because I thought that today I wouldnt have the time. LOL! Went to watch a movie that my friend given me due to unable to watch because he was called back for duty. The title of the movie called Sunshine cleaning. Not a very good show though and that silly one fall asleep in the movie. LOL!

That that she like to eat Organic Cafe Xperience but it didnt seems this way. LOl!

Got back my results and I didnt really do very good in that. Never mind. Gotta pull my socks and run straight ahead for that. LOL!

Thanks dear for getting me those stuffs.! Love you!

OBSESSED!

2009-07-10T23:40:00.002+08:00

Finally I passed one paper and it's Material Science, a paper that I dont think that I will pass. LOL! That's good although it's just border line pass but at least I no need to retest. LOL! Haha!

After school stayed back to work on Corrosion Science Case Study, didnt really finish but still about to finish so we left at about 4 plus.

Went to catch a movie called Obsessed with dear. It's about a girl which is too obsessed in this married guy that became a lunatic later on and go on doing crazy stuffs. She knows what going on after each scene. LOL! But yeah! Quite fun because I was making her to say what happens the next scene to see whether is she correct or not. LOL!

Thanks dear for waiting for me for so long just to accompany me for dinner. loveyou!

After So Long!

2009-07-09T21:14:00.002+08:00

It's like about 3 weeks since I last blog. It's quite some time. Lately was busy with reports, case studies and mst. Completed 2 reports and still left 2 and it's going to due soon. Talking about case studies, luckily 2 of them are group work, if not I'm going to work the hell out of me. Hmm... MST? Haix... When a thing to talk about, took back 2 papers and I failed 2 papers. I guess I am going to fail every single MST paper I took. Seeing that I take back 2 papers with failure, I dont have much hope on my other papers too. Didnt have time to study but did studied a bit but I just cant convince myself that I did so badly.

Anyway enough of that. Let's see...

Went for class chalet and watch transformer with my classmate but I was sleeping from the front part till the center part. LOL! After that will be... After MST, watch Ice Age 3 Dawn of the Dinosaur with that sillyone. Yesterday went to Kino with her and then have Sakae Sushi for lunch cum dinner. LOL!

Was playing Prototype, PC game lately and I keep on dreaming me as that character. Going around killing people that I hate and dislike. LOL! So damn cool. LOL! Hahaha!

Hmm... That silly one have been running on a fever for about a week since mst week. Still not recover yet dont know why, fever come and go, need not need 5 minutes and her hand will turn cold when step inside a slightly air conditioned room. Highest record was 37.4 degrees celcius and 0.2 more degrees will be the trigger temperature for SWINE FLU. Just hope that her temperature will not reached 37.6.

Dear, better take good care of health and drink more water. NO SPICY FOOD, FRIED FOOD and other heaty food. Food that I mentioned to you, you better not eat dont want you to make your fever worse. Silly one!

BLOGGING TIME!

2009-06-19T23:49:00.002+08:00

Irritating. Wrote something just now and it was erase just because I press a wrong button. Irritating sia. LOL!

Anyway, kinda busy. Last time, friends will asked, busy with what? School work? Project? LOl! Now? LOl! Busy dating ar??? LOl! Haha! Yup! Busy dating and of course SCHOOL WORK! LOL!

Last monday, dear came over to work on report so was working on reports and watching some suju clips to relax at the same time. Until about dinner time, she lost the interest of working on the reports and she asked me to entertain her but I was still concentrating on my reports and I asked her to give me some time to complete it. While waiting, she took out one piece of paper and write down four digits and said that it's her queue number for me to attend to her. LOl! Childish right? LOl! Like a kid. LOl! Cannot stand it but at some time her reaction are really cute. LOL! Just like a kid. LOL!

last tuesday dear, went to jog in the morning because she was travelling back alone so I went down to fetch her and have lunch together too. Talking about jogging. She go and jog with richmond but dont want to jog with me. What kind of logic is this? LOL! Kidding lah. LOL! After went to IMM to shop for gary's present then go home. That's about it. LOL!

wed? Hmm... Packed lunch for her because her mum's not at home and went over to watch the war of flowers with her. LOL! That's all I guess. LOl!

Yesterday, went out to study OSRM BUT she didnt. End up I'm just the one studying and she was doing her report stuffs. LOl! After that went shopping. LOL! Dear oi~~ Thanks for the shampoo!

Today? Hmm... Just accompanied her to holland village just because she have the crave to eat the KimChi fried rice over there. LOl! Went to the pet shop there. LOl! I like like big dogs more. 2 kinds that I like, German Shepherd and Siberian Husky. LOl! Haha! After window shopping over there we came back home.

I dont know what's up with her lately, she just like go into the frenzy of squeezing the blackhead out from my face. LOL! Silly right? LOL!

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Dear oi~~~ Enjoyed the 4th month with you last week and really hope that you like the present I gave you. I'm grateful that you have already tolerated my attitude, craziness, crap and all kinds of nonsense for 4 months. I promised that I will not make you upset anymore. Thanks for the ferris wheel you made, it was really very nice of course thanks for the hardwork too. Although dont really share much of common interest like music, food and stuffs but just like in physics, unlike poles attracts. LOL! Lastly, what I wanna say is... Regardless how different in character, habits and interest we are, you are still the one that stays in my heart and as long as it is I promise to shower my all my love on you. iloveyoudear.

DRAG ME TO HELL

2009-06-12T12:33:00.002+08:00

LOL! Yesterday had a little tiff with her. In fact, she was angry with me because of some reason. So wasnt in the mood. So was suppose to go home but end up I went to Vivo to get something for her. LOL! Wasnt in the mood but still thinking to get something for her. LOL! So weird right? LOL! Normally I will just go home. LOL! Anyway, after clarifying and yup she went over to look for me. LOL! Anyway, was suppose to watch movie alone but she came so watch it with her. LOL!

Watched Drag Me To Hell. It's quite nice. LOL! Not a bad show. LOL! Should be watching it with her, end up I'm the only one watching and she is staying at the back of her jacket throughout the whole show. LOL! Not bad. LOL! After movie, she didnt dare to go home because there is not one at home. So she came over to my house. LOL! Silly right? LOL! Came over to eat a little and have a small talk with my family. LOL! My family is quite a big a fun family right, dear? LOL!

Today was my day for report. LOL! Going to stay at home to work on the report. LOL! Time for lunch. Gotta go!

BIRD PARKS!!!!

2009-06-10T22:37:00.004+08:00

Went to Bird Park today SO HAPPY! All planned by my dear! LOL! She long wanted to go to Marina Barrage so when she told me that she booked me for today, I still thought that she planned to go there but end up it turned out that she wants to go to Bird Park because I want to go. LOL! I LOVE BIRD PARK. I rather look at all the birds then looking at the animal. LOL! Anyway, it's fun. Saw my favourite Owl, the Snow Owl, the Penguins, hornbill, toucans and other more. Bald eagle is nice too. Didnt saw hawk and falcon I remember seeing them there before but I think they migrated. LOL! It's a fun trip! I will uploads the photos again some other time, lazy to upload now. LOL! Most of the photos are with my dear. So.... LOl! After bird park went to west coast plaza for dinner. LOL! Dinner at the BBQ Chicken. LOL! The food not bad. It's nice. LOL! Can go and try it again some other time. LOL!

~~~

Yesterday went out to teach richmond material science after my course. After teaching went to JP since he wanna go there. There is a Sony road show over there and dear saw her friend, jia wei, gregory and yi ting. They are quite friendly. LOL! After that have dinner at pepper lunch and then walk walk a while then went to dear house to help her to troubleshoot her com stuffs and this is the first time that I dont know how to do when I know what is the problem. So frustrating. LOL! That's about it I guess. Oh! I saw how manicure works. LOL! Dear had her manicure done. LOL!

~~~

Monday! Dear came to my house to work on reports. Yup! Other than that I dont think there is something else. LOL! But yup, we have fun working reports. LOL!

Sunday didnt really have anything. I just stayed at home to do stuffs and this and that. Nothing more. Oh! Dear's friend birthday so she went for the celebration and it ended quite late. So I wanna go over to fetch her home because it's quite late already and asked her to call me when she ended her stuffs. Guess what? She told me that she ended and told me that I can go over already. End up? She came over at bought the Muah Chee from the pasar malam for me. LOL! Silly right? LOL!

That's about it. Gotta go. I think today I can sleep soundly because I fulfilled one of my wish. LOL!

[p.s. I LOVE YOU DEAR! Thanks for everything you done today!]

HOLIDAYS!

2009-06-05T20:41:00.002+08:00

WOO~~~ Holiday started today. I'm so happy. Althought I'm already in holiday mood for the past few weeks but still it's happy because my holiday officially started. Wahahaha!

So went out after school with dear. Actually planned to go to tampines but during the journey she wanna eat aston then end up we alighted at douby ghaut station. LOL! Went to have aston. Ordered too much food then we can handle but still finish it but left with some fries. LOL!

After that went to plaza singapura arcade to play of course. LOL! After that went home. LOL! But before going home, she said that she wanna cut her hair so I accompanied her. Ended up I cut too because I was framed. LOL! But yeah! Wanna get my hair cut just then dont know where to go. LOL! She trimmed her hair too. Hmm... Although there is a huge change but still looks nice. Went home after that of course. LOL!

Alright. That's all for today. Going to lib to work on my formal report tomorrow! LOL! Cheers!

CLARIFY

2009-06-03T22:58:00.007+08:00

I have something to clarify to my dear just in case she is letting her imagination run wild.

For the previous post about the conversation, there are hidden story behind it so dont get the wrong idea, my dear. I wasnt able to put the story into the post because it is a story that I cannot let others know but I have explained to you so hope that you understand.

Actually the conversation with Franken didnt end there. Just that I was lazy to type so I didnt continue. Actually now I cant really remember about the conversation already. But slightly it's like this. continuing from last conversation before we leave for class.

Me: But I still think that it make no sense that by this leo is a loner. But so what if serene follows me? I dont like it. I preferred the way I'm with my gf now. I no need a follower, I just need her. hehe.
Franken: Mushy sia you.
Me: Why? Cannot take it arr? Find sometimes to tell serene all this lor. LOL!
Franken: If can long ago can say already.
Me: There is always chance. No worries.
Franken: *changing subject* How's your school studies?
Me: Haiz... I'm tired. Really tired. Really feel like giving up. Too much things to do at one go.
Franken: Aiyo? Why are you so stress? If cannot then currently just let it go and relax. If you need to then go and cool it off like how you usually do.
Me: Hmm... East Coast?
Franken: Yeah!
Me: Haha! I really hope so but my schedule is too tight that I cant breathe.
Franken: You also need to take a deep breathe before hanging yourself right? LOL!
Me: True.
Franken: Oh, by the way. I didnt have any mean opinion on your gf, it's just stuffs that come out from my mouth on the split seconds. so...
Me: I know. You always do, Talk with using your brain. As long as I know my gf treat me well it's enough. I dont care how other people look at it. Dont you dare bad mouth her behind me. If not I will really make you a FRANKENSTEIN. LOL!
Franken: ok. I gotta go for my class.
Me: Me too.

Then we leave for our class. This is the whole conversation. I dont know if you believe it or not. But this is true. If you dont believe then I can ask Franken to testify for me. So please, dont think too much. I didnt know that it will make you think that I'm comparing you with her but just to let you know. Even if the whole will sees you as a bad girlfriend but as long as I know, my hearts knows, you will always be my dearest.

~~~

When to watch movie with dear today. LOL! Monster versus alien 3D! LOl! It's so fun! LOL! I like it. But just that watching movie with that glasses really quite irritating but I dont mind watching 3D films. The effect is so nice. LOL! Hmm... The show is quite funny too. LOL! I like. LOL! So funny till that I laugh almost at every scene. LOL! The bob is so nice. Bob is the slime with one eye. LOL! So cute and the insectosauras also very cute. LOL! End up it change to butterfly-sauras. LOL! So cute right? LOL! Lazy to post the pics. Someone didnt have the meaning to go and watch 3D but she is the one that enjoy the most. LOL!

Alright! Going to bed already.

[Dear! This is all about it. So dont think too much ok?]

{p.s. I ALWAYS LOVE YOU!}

KimChi's Decree

2009-06-02T19:14:00.002+08:00

This is a promised to made to my dear.

I know it have been tiring to see the changes of my faces. So this is what I'm going to promise.

I promise that I will never repeat the history again.

This is my promised to you. Dont want you to shed tears again.

~~~

KimChi,

This is your promise.

So in order to keep your promise.

Show no faces.

Bottled up your unhappiness.

Voice out if neccessary.

~End~

"LONER" / "TIRED"

2009-06-01T18:04:00.005+08:00

Was chatting with franken last night. We were talking about horoscope stuffs and he suddenly came out with "LEO is always alone."

Me: No ah! I got my friends in school.
Franken: But most of the time you are alone right? Like going to the toilet.
Me: Go toilet need people to go with me for what?
Franken: But when you ask them what is their answer?
Me: Sometimes they will go with me but mostly I went alone because I didnt ask.
Franken: What about when they ask you?
Me: Oh! I just say go lor!
Franken: SEE!
Me: But that's toilet.
Franken: Ok! If dont talk about toilet. Who accompanied you to buy stuffs when you have break?
Me: Most of the time I'm alone. No one wants to eat ma.
Franken: Did you ask?
Me: Hmm... Cant remember. But since they dont want to eat then they go for what?
Franken: But at least can accompany you what.
Me: No need lah. I one person can one!
Franken: Heard that your gf are your buddy class and have lecture together often. During break did she ask you to go out with her or did she accompanied you to buy stuffs?
Me: Quite rare but there are times.
Franken: Which time?
Me: When she didnt bring money or something lor. But usually if she wants she will ask me to buy for her. Usually she accompanied the girls.
Franken: Accompanied the girls? Not you? I see. Meaning you still go alone to help her buy her stuffs? So meaning when she need you then she come to you?
Me: No lah! But isnt people always this practical. I'm not referring to her but everyone. When you need that person then you go and look for that person de ma! Isnt it?
Franken: If it's Serene I think she will accompanied you for sure when she see you alone.
Me: LOL! I dont think so. LOL!
Franken: Really? LOL!
Me: Ya! Anyway I'm used to being alone.
Franken: Ok! This shows that leo is a loner! See? LOL!
Me: It doesnt make sense. I'm always with friends!
Franken: Dont let me see you alone in school again.

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It's so coincidence that I saw that FRANKENSTEIN today in between break of mr kwok's lessons! The conversation goes...

Franken: HEY! MR LONER LEO! Such a coincidence!
Me: SHIT SIA! Dont want to see you still end up still see you.
Franken: So where are your so called friends, MR LONER LEO?
Me: Aiya! Buy drinks and go toilet only ma! No need people to come with me de lah.
Franken: At least your gf can keep you company isnt it?
Me: For what? Buy drinks only what, not like that bottle of drinks is 100tonnes or what right? But thinking back, Serene do follow me where ever I go out if I'm walking alone. LOL!
Franken: See...
Me: Aiya! Different people have different characteristic ma! I dont mind you mind for what? Moreover I'm always a LONER as you say! Happy?
Franken: Finally you admit.
Me: You forced me to admit one lor.

Then we leave for our class. Thinking back. Most of the time I am really alone. Haha! But I'm use to it. So what if I asked? I still end up being alone.

That's all for today. Just wanna blog about this.

[I'm tired. Really tired. I dont know what I can do but sometime I do think that I should end it. I cant help feeling this way. Maybe I need sometime to cool it of.]

FOOD EXPO.

2009-05-30T13:23:00.008+08:00

Went to food expo with her yesterday. Quite a fun trip but there are really nothing for me to eat. Yup! Hmm... In fact there is nothing that interest me. LOL! But still we bought something that it's rare in singapore. Wanted to buy some other stuffs but the quantity is too much that it scare us. LOL! So these are what we bought. LOL!

Nougats and some rare kind of pocky.

There are alot of things happening there, I mean fair happening there. So we went to 2 other fair which is the popular fair and the john little fair. Hmm... Didnt have anything that caught my eyes other than the sentosa's attraction. The 3D and 4D rides, it really interest me but it's kinda expensive but I really feel like going. 3 attraction for only $26 is it cheap? LOL! Argh! Never mind, it's over. Forget it.

John little sales. Have nothing to look at because it's all clothes and accessories stuffs but she does have alot of stuffs that caught her eye. LOL! Yup! Especially the soft toy. LOL! It's 1 metre tall and she just feel like carrying it back. Wanna buy for her but the fur drops occassionally so didnt buy that. Of course she have a motive not buying. LOL! You will know it future. LOL!

After all the sales and fairs, we went to raffles city to have our dinner. We went to eat Tempura Tenya! The things there is nice but quite expensive.

This little stuffs cost us $22.60.

But it's nice. Worth it.

Got caught unknowingly in this pic. But yeah! I was eating the tempura udon.

Look so much like shikun in this pic. LOL!

Do you know the saying? If your gf or bf does not finish everything on his or her bowl or plate will make his or her partner's face looks like the bowl or plate? Now I know why my face is like that. She is too guilty to face me and the camera. LOL!

After this, she came to my house to collect her notes and wanna read FHM. Come on, it's a healthy magazine but I dont know why she doesnt dare to read it or is she shy looking at those girls? LOL! She was the one that suggested coming to my house to read the magazine then end up she was the one that dont want to read. DEAR, my house is a house not a den. Inside it lives human not lions or tiger. LOL! Will bring you back to my house more of this time! WAHAHA! =D

Send her home after this. LOL!

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Heard a news which I predicted long ago. I guess I really can become a fortune teller. It's much of his private stuffs so not going to post it here. But if you want to know then feel free to ask me. I'm all the more happy to tell you. LOL! I guess? LOL!

Alright! Nothing more! Gotta go. LOL! See ya!

[Just hope that this wont happen in my case. felt bad saying that and it really happened]

DAY ALONE!

2009-05-27T12:57:00.008+08:00

Today is another one of the day that I call it My Day Alone. Yup! When I need company it just seems like there isnt anyone. I'm used to being alone. After school have nothing to do and I dont feel like going home so early so went to vivo for a walk. Window shopping is always better than having nothing to do.

Intended to watched movie but it seems like there isnt any show that caught my liking so skipped it and went to eat. Hmm... Eating alone is what I will not do so went to grabbed some small little things to eat then walk walk a few more places then leave that place.

Went to to west coast. Nothing to do too. Sit there and listen to my mp3 until I feel like going home then I head home. There is more days like today to come.

That's about it. Eating so little stuffs making me feel like eating again. I'm so hungry now.

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Yesterday, accompanied her to jp because she wanna get something there. Reached there, have dinner and went to play arcade as usual. After that went to get her stuffs and got off. Bought the burger like dessert stuffs at the icing room. But it's not that nice as we imagine. Wasted money on things that's so not nice. It's too sweet for me. I dont like.

This is the place where we get this.

The flavours that we bought.

From left to right, passion fruits, strawberries and green tea.

Childish right? Using food to substitute for her eyes.

Still remember the post where I told you that I saw a bug laying egg? LOL! It hatches at the exact day we went back which is yesterday. LOL! I went out with her to get something to eat and finally remember that I want to go and take a look at the insect and yup it hatches. LOL! Below are the pictures.

If you can see clearly, these are the empty shells of the eggs they hatched from.

These are the babies. LOL! Doesnt look like their mother at all. LOL!

Just in case you want to know how their mother look like, go and take a look at the previous post. LOL! You should be able to see their mother and the egg before they are hatch! LOL!

Alright. Gotta go and work on my report. See ya!

~~~

2009-05-24T12:24:00.002+08:00

Seems like there are alot of problem arising one after another but when time comes all these matter will solve. Really hope so.

Last friday. She was sick, the fact is something else. So after school bought porridge for her and accompanied her to the clinic. After that asked her to stay at home to rest but she insisted on watching movie. So we went to watch The Night At The Museum 2 in Vivo. It's really hilarious. LOL! Over there we saw Sarah with her neighbour then take bus home.

Yesterday. Went to play basketball with chee meng, terry and hou wei. LOL! It's been a long time since I played so yup! But lucky stamina and skill didnt drop too much! Still able to score so still alright. LOL! After that stayed at home to rest so didnt went out with my family.

Today? Hmm.. I guess I will be working on my practical report and submit to rabeeah as soon as possible. LOL! I guess that's all.

[I promised that I will never let you shed a drop of tears because of me again.]

THINGS THAT HAPPENED!

2009-05-21T19:49:00.006+08:00

Last Saturday was my cousin's wedding. So we went for his wedding dinner and was held at the Jurong Safra and the food there not bad. Forced to take photos and here are some photos taken. The others will be over at my facebook. LOL!

Kai Qi and Me. Cousins! LOL!

Cousins!

There are more in the facebook. Feel free to go and view it.

Sunday when over my uncle house to in the afternoon for the roasted pork feast. LOL! One of my top time favourite. LOL! Nicest stuffs of all. LOL!

Stuffs this whole thing into our stomach! LOL!

In the afternoon, catch a movie together with my cousins they all. LOL! Watched Angel and Demons. It's nice show. LOL! Gotta watch it. After that meet Chee How, Wei Hao and her for GEMs project. So ya! That's about it for sunday.

Hmm... After that, monday. School got practical and yup. Still alright I guess. Starting to catch up with my school module which previously I dont understand. Not bad Kim Tian. LOL! But in the morning when over to her house and below are things that she made for me. Quite surprise though.

This is the breakfast she made for me.

She ask me to highlight this photo. Not because of the soup but because if the words on the spoon. LOL!

Tuesday. Also in school. Lecture all the way. Super bored. Anyway. Nothing much about tuesday I guess. LOL! School and stuffs only. LOL! Saw this bug laying eggs when we were waiting for Dr Cheng.

This was taken when she was still laying the eggs.

This was taken when she went off to look for other places to lay the remaining eggs. Looks disgusting right? LOL!

On wednesday. After school went out with her to IKEA. Because she wanna get something from there. After that went to 496 to have dinner and westmall to play arcade. Still alright though. But I'm quite tired recently so ya. LOL!

Thursday which is today. In school... Hmm... I guess PI practical was a long one. Didnt have time for lunch but still we manage to finish it just in nick of time. During break she went to play basketball and got her index finger twisted. I got it almost 10 plus times. Rubbed and it's gone. So during class, 10 minutes break I went to help her to rubbed her finger. I know I rubbed hard but... Never mind. So she cried. Yup, you know what is the outcome when someone cried in the class right? It just seems like everytime I help her in something regarding on bruises, she cried equals to my fault. Of course there are other things that make things worse of course. In order to cover my embarrassment, I laughed of course my heart .... Nah... Never mind about it. So yeah. After school went home.

[I guess promised really are made to be broken, I dont wanna care anymore. I promise and I swear that I'm not going to care or bother about it anymore. I REALLY SWEAR!]

Third month.

2009-05-14T22:24:00.004+08:00

Today was our third month. Yup! Let's talk about school stuffs first.

In school during practical, by right we can end early but because teacher was "multi-tasking" make us stay back 30 minutes more. Today's experiment was quite a bored thing to do. So dont really have the heart to stay throughout. Force myself to do it though. LOL!

After prac, I went home to change due to my leg wound and it's getting better by days. After that went to jp to shop for stuffs. Ate at jp's ljs and then went back to school. Skip the last lesson, process instrumentation to day because it's really a very boring lesson and whether or not I go I will still not understand what the lecturer is talking about then why not go home to self studies right? LOL! Make sense? LOL!

After that went to jp with dear cause it's our third month. She wanna go to JP to change her clothes so we went there. Have dinner over at Lai Lai beef noodles and during didnt, I hand over something she want it that badly. She paid for the dinner, I was not fast enough. Irritating sia. After dinner we went to play arcade. Played photohunt as usual, then time crisis and the basketball machine. Challenged her to play that and know the result right? LOL! When we come out from the arcade, she started showing off the thing that I give her. SUPER HAO LIAN SIA! She went to buy nail polish and hairband. Then head home. While walking home, she keep on saying this. "I have leh, you have or not?" "tink tink" LOL! Pointing to the things I gave her. Irritating right? You want to know what is it? LOL! Ask her ba. LOL! I think all the more she will be happy to show you. LOL!

By the way, I didnt skip class because of this. I just dont feel like staying in the class and that's why. LOL!

Alright. Gotta turn in early and promised. Gotta go. See ya! Thanks dear for today. loves!

Gramp's Birthday!

2009-05-11T20:31:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was gramp's birthday so went over early in the morning to get things prepare. Didnt really have much thing, just there to eat cake a noodles. Longevity noodles that is. I ate 3 piece of cake in order to have all the fruits there. LOL! So greedy right? LOL! Actually, it's that they were unable to finish it then I help them to finish it since cakes is my all time favourite. It would be better if it's blackforest cake. LOL! Was fighting over for fruits on the cake. LOL! Bing was like so childish lah, getting married soon still snatch things from my plate. Yun is better, share with me her fruits! LOL! After that was talking about haunted house and movies stuffs. Dear, now you know how caring I am right? LOL! Haha!

After that went to JP to walk walk. I think I saw Sze Gee but I think she dont recognise me anymore. LOL! Alright, went there to have dinner and shop for stuffs. Had dinner at Thai Express. Not bad! I ate black pepper chicken rice. It's nice. LOL! After dinner, went home to wash up. LOL!

Relax at home for a while until dear called me and said that she wanna meet me then I go and look for her. Meet up with her and walk walk over at the park near my place, chatted awhile then sent her home.

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Today! School was absolutely fun. LOL! Because of my toe, I was restricted to stuffs that I usually do. LOL! So I have to bring pants and shirt to school to change for practical. LOL! Practical time I think quite alright because the experiment seems nice. Lecture? So so ba. Still the same. After school went to IMM with dear to eat Subway. LOL! I love the tuna there. LOL! Super nice. LOL! Walk walk for awhile and then after that then sent her home before I go home.

Cannot stand her, she always like to take my bag when it's heavy. Was forced to give her. So unfair. She slept in the bus like a log, like it went she sleep on the bus (deep sleep). LOL!

Oh! Franken! Reply you here since you wasnt about to see msn yesterday. You asked why am I so happy when I receive sms right? LOL! It's because it's from her and receive one sms per day from her can lighten my mood. LOL! Believes it or not it's up to you! LOL! Hahaha!

Alright gotta have dinner. See ya!

[Hmmm~~~ Wonder if she remember?]

Clear! All Clear!

2009-05-09T16:46:00.002+08:00

Nowadays I was thinking about something up in my mind. It's quite a thick things until yesterday it was cleared. LOL! So happy. Anyway, this week was quite a tiring week. Everytime public holiday, I'm sure to be the one that stay at home because no one ask me out. LOL!

This week I think the same old thing, practical, lecture, tutorials and stuffs. Yesterday accompanied dear for the whole day. Went to get ingredient for lunch after school since she said she wanna eat the food I prepared then yup I prepared. But end up the food dont seems to be nice but she said that it's nice. Anyway yesterday was at her house for the whole day and we didnt do anything else so dont think too much.

Last sunday went to Hort Park with dear. At first I thought that it was a fun place to go but end up it is not as I expect. After Hort Park, went to walk the henderson bridge and until that day then I know that she was afraid of height. LOL! After that went to bugis to look for her tank top and for movie. LOL!

I joined rock climbing for CCA this time round and wonder how long can it last. LOL! I'm going out with my mum to NTUC to replenish the groceries. Gotta go. See ya! LOL! One more thing. Happy Birthday Gramps! LOL!

swimming

2009-05-03T08:46:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a long day I suppose! LOL! The whole day plainly just complaining and talking about others. LOL! This was what happened yesterday. I went to swim with richmond over at jurong east swimming complex. It was under maintenance or renovation that we cant get over to the wave pool and lazy river. So all we can do was swim over at the competition pool and after that proceed to the Jacuzzi pool. Throughout the swim we were talking about why we dont feel like going to school and this and that. LOL! Of course, inside that there are gossips too. LOL!

After swimming, went to meet Nash over at city hall. Yeah, city hall again. LOL! Yup, same old routine. Went to coffee bean in Millenia Walk to chat and catch from nash. After that they went to buy ice cream in mcdonald and sat down at on place to eat the ice cream and gossip again. LOL! Proceed to the food court in marina square for dinner. After that leave for home. LOL! Accompanied richmond to westmall to get his stuffs then meet serene. Yeah! Same, just some catching up together with Franken. When about time then went home. LOL! That's all for yesterday. LOL!

Hmm... The weather now looks so bad. How am I going to go out if the weather continue to be this way? Can the weather change for a better one? Just for today will do. Hope it will turn to be a better one. Meeting up with dear later on. So happy. LOL! See ya!

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2009-05-01T11:49:00.003+08:00

This week is the second week of school and I seems to have a lot to catch up in school. Starting to catch no ball in class. Dont understand what most of the lecturer is teaching. Sad... With the help of friends, I guess I'm still able to catch up bit by bit. New class new friends and I'm getting along well with them. In fact for much better than those in my previous class now.

Today's labour day. All of my family member were not at home and I'm the only one that was at home staring at the com and blogging. Was working on my practical data sheet just now and playing games at the same time. So bored. Asked people to go out but they all seems so busy. Even chee meng was too busy to reply my sms. Well... What to do? Gotta continue with my work and of course the housework too.

Let's see this week is there anything that was interesting? Hmm... Yup, there is something to blog about but not that interesting. My 2nd bro went over to australia for his pilot training. That was cool and when he is over there, it seems like he is there for chalet instead of training. Was webcam-ing with him yesterday and he is enjoying his life there to the core. So good. How I wish I can be there too.

Anything else? I dont think there is. Wanna catch the movie x-men origin, wolverine. But no one's free. Alright gotta get back to my work. Blog again some other time.

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2009-04-26T21:23:00.002+08:00

Yesterday accompanied dear to the library at bugis for the books exchange stuffs thing, so she go there to collect her books. After that accompanied her to PS because she have her CCA meeting there. So waited for her in the arcade for about 1 hour plus. What was I doing? Look at people playing with their games. After that played Time Crisis 3. LOL!

When she's done with her meeting, she wanna go to IKEA. So we went to IKEA. LOL! Didnt know that it's so nice walking in IKEA with her. LOL! After that went to subway for dinner and then travel home! I think that's all for yesterday. LOL!

Today just stayed at home to do the work then after that went out with mum to eat at red lacquer. LOL! Next went to Je De Chi for dessert. LOL! Then get bro's luggage bag then went home. LOL! That's all for today. LOL!

Alright. Tomorrow gotta go school. Needa turn in early. LOL! See ya!

First day of school.

2009-04-25T10:56:00.002+08:00

This week was my first week of school, it's kinda tiring and stuffs. So unlucky that I'm appointed as the class representative. At first teacher said that I was only doing a favour for the class and end up the whole class appointed me for class rep just because they dont want to be one. Shit. LOL! So that was the first day of school and because of this, Nguk Neng was drag down with me to be my assistant class rep. Same goes to Christina to be the treasurer.

Tuesday. Hmm... Class started early because I have gems if not it will be 10am. Too bad then, so the whole day was just theory class but since it's the first week so briefing are going for all the lesson and started some lectures. ONLY SOME. LOL!

Wednesday, I have no school because all the practical lesson was cancelled. and I need to collect my passport. So asked dear to accompany me. Who knows bro need me to get his stuff to his workplace so gotta go there first since he need it urgently. So went there to pass him his stuffs then after that went to ICA building to collect my passport and because she wanna eat Asian kitchen Chilli Soft Shell Crab noodle. So since she accompanied me then brought her there for lunch cum dinner. LOL! That's all I guess for wednesday.

Thursday lesson as per normal. Collecting notes for the class and this and that. Nothing special. LOL! My class seems to be a fun class so it's still alright for me to get along with them. LOL! Found new people to bully. LOL!

Friday, which is yesterday, after school went to JP with dear to repair her specs. Walk walk a while and go and catch a movie with her because she wanna eat popcorn. I dont like to eat popcorn other than watching movie and dont really like eating popcorn. So since she wants to then have nothing to do too so why not catch a movie. So we watched The International. LOL! Seriously I dont understand what the show is about. LOL! After that went to woodland to have dinner and then go home. LOL!

Today? Accompanying her to the library near bugis. She's going there to change books for dont know what thing. LOL! Alright, that's all for it now! Come back to update some other time! LOL! See ya!

After Work!

2009-04-18T12:14:00.003+08:00

After one week, I'm back to blog. Busy and tired to blog this week because I was working at Keming Primary's Library. Help to arrange this and that like how other library function when they are going to give the library a whole new look. Been throwing books, shelving books and arranging the position of the "HEAVY ONLY 4 MAN CAN CARRY SHELF" that me and my cousin shifted with only 2 people. LOL! I'm not trying to say that we are strong but this is a fact. LOL!

Hmm... Tuesday went out with dear because it was the second month. Thanks for the bag and stuffs. Have dinner in Fish and Co which she crave for quite long. Walk walk awhile and eat ice over at anderson. Dont know what favour she bought. Yeah~

Wednesday was richmond birthday was actually not going due to work but because SOMEONE wants me to go that's why no choice. Picture? Go and take a look at her blog of nash facebook. LOL! I only took one picture as I manage to run away from all except one. LOL! Have dinner at Swensen which Richmond wanna eat and so shock that shikun was there. LOL!

Hmm... Thursday. Was super tired after working. I guess I was concussing soon when dear ask me to wait for her under my block. Thought she went out with her mum but end up she purposely went to IMM to buy food for me. HEHE! Thanks!

Friday was my happiest day of the week. Because the torturable weeks ended. LOL! Work there was quite tiring at first. Was bundling all the books up when someone tell me that the librarian will still need to untie and check out the books. I was freaking furious. We bundled up thousands of books and now she is telling me that they are going to untie and check out. So irritating right? We are paid such a puny sum and was slog like a ox that need to do 3 man jobs. What is this? Anyway, it's over. LOL! After work, didnt expected that dear cook pasta and came all the way out of Keming to give it to me. Another thanks for you dear!

Today was suppose to go and catch a movie with dear and her friends and dinner with ITE mates but yeah, dont wanna explain too much on it.

Alright then... Gotta go. See ya!

First Day Of Work.

2009-04-13T20:23:00.002+08:00

Today was my first day of work. Working in Keming Primary Library, actually went there to help out Mr Tay and yeah of course it's being paid if not I wont say that it's a work right? LOL!

So... What I did there was to rearrange to books in the shelf, put books in boxes for classes and things like that regarding books. Didnt really get to read books and we are helping them to throw the books away. LOL! So funny. LOL! We are throwing like as if the book is ours. LOL! Anyway, it's quite tiring doing that. Wang and me were both falling asleep while doing but it was about the end of the day already so still not bad right? LOL!

The food there is quite nice too and there are quite a lot of weird stuffs there to enjoy but too bad I cant be cause I'm only helping out in the work till this friday. LOL!

Alright that's all I guess. Tomorrow gotta work again. Looking forward tomorrow.

Pain Sia!

2009-04-12T13:06:00.003+08:00

Woke up this morning and noticed that I've one straight blue black on my left shin. From my from some where below my knee to some where higher than my ankle. It really hurt but not when walking. CAUTION IS NEEDED!

Anyway I have a good news to annouce. LOL! Mum agreed to my phone stuffs! WAHAHA! I'm so freaking happy. Although I have to wait till May but it worth the wait. So currently using the whole half dead flip phone. LOL! Next will be the bag, I guess I have to fork out money to buy the bag for myself. So sad right? LOL! 60 bucks flies off just like that. LOL!

Was suppose to go over to my gramps house but because of tireness end up didnt went over. But it's ok I guess. LOL! No need to get tease over there. Yesterday was like everything also "rachel! rachel! rachel!" So irritating. My sis told them everything about what I done with her, no privacy at all. Will kill her some off the day. LOL!

Alright! I think that's all for today! Gotta go! LOL! See ya!

EAST PICNIC cum BBQ!

2009-04-11T22:42:00.002+08:00

This was the first time I went to East Coast for picnic with my family and cousin's. Went there early in the morning. From 12 to 1 plus I was roller blading. It's really hard and there was a few time that I nearly fall down hard on the ground! LOL!

After was talking about SP Freshman Orientation Camp night walk and she told me quite a number of place that are haunted in SP! How scary! LOL

At 2, we went to rent bike to cycle and buy coffee for everyone over at Old Town Cafe. LOL! After that drink about a while, we talk again and it started to rain heavily so we went to a shelter to hide from the rain. Chat abd talk in there about the upcoming Solar Storm in 2012. It's so serios that it will wipe out about most of the country and cause economic downfall. But hope that it wont strike earth then.

After that about 4 plus, went to cycle again and while cycling back to return the bike, one of my paddle drop off and I have to cycle back with only one paddle and do you know how difficult it is? LOL! Yeah! Because of that, I got myself bruises and my left shin. So pain. LOL!

After that returned it rains again so we waited again when it stops, we help to set up fire. So half way through went the fire is burning the charcoal, it rains again. So me and some of my cousins shelter the BBQ pit from the rain with the umbrella. Then it stops again. That's is when BBQ started. LOL!

So... BBQ... Didnt really eat anything because I dont really like stuffs from BBQ. Today is the first time I eat so many lettuce. LOL! Because they are still not serving the food and I got hungry, so I eat lettuce and eat it with all kinds of sauce. First was satay sauce. then BBQ, prawn gravy then sambal and garlic and this and that. LOL! Tried eating sotong too and it's not as bad as I expected. LOL! Maybe I can try eating cheese some day. Hope that I wont vomit. Hehe!

Alright. Just reached home not long ago and because didnt have enough food during BBQ, so we ordered Mac for supper. LOL! So full now. Alright. Gotta go. See ya! Post picture some other time! LOL! NightS!

ZOO!!!

2009-04-10T22:51:00.003+08:00

Went to Zoo today with her. Dont really like to go to that place, I dont know why but I dont like. If I were to prefer, I will rather go to Bird Park than Zoo. But what to do? She wants to go there so yeah we go there since we have no where to go.

Go there by cab because I seriously dont know how to go there. When we reached there, there are like alot of people queuing for tickets. Why? Because today is public holidays and also easter day so there was a super long queue. Queued for about 15 to 25 mins then we got the tickets and proceed in.

Seriously, what's so scary about CROCODILES and ALIGATORS? She was like running away when she saw them. Anyway, while touring around, until when we come out from the reptile park, it started to rain. What we did was carry the umbrella and continue touring. "ROMANTIC" That's what she said. Took pictures too and alot of them were NASH'S photos! LOL!

Alright, directly after zoo we went to Lot 1 for dinner. Dine at Kobayashi. LOL! Played in the arcade then after that left home. Oh! I saw this Zinc bag! So nice and I got addicted to it. OMG! I want that! If only someone were to buy it for me! Haiz... LOL! Want so many things this week. AHHHH! By the way, choco crave strikes me again. So I will be having alot of choco nowadays, I dont know it will last till when but surely not soon. LOL! After that set home! LOL!

Alright then. Will post some pics if I get a hold of it. Gotta go. See ya! I WANT THE ZINC BAG AND LG KC 910 RENIOR! AHHHHH!

Tired tired tired!

2009-04-09T21:41:00.002+08:00

Nowadays dont know why, for nothing I will get tired easily. Just like this morning, I dont feel like waking up at all and feel like lazing on my bed for the whole day but of course I know I cant. My phone is dead. Yes the Nokia 5610. Now I'm using a spare phone now, a flip old half dead phone. I dont like it. Haiz... Now I need to spend money on phone again. Thinking of changing at Nov now I need to try to get it sooner or later unless this old half dead phone can hold till Nov. Haiz.... I WANT A NEW PHONE! If someone were to give me a LG KC910 Renior, I'm willing to do anything to his or her bidding. I say this because I know this will never happen.

Because of this I dont feel like going out today hence stayed at home and play dota and left 4 dead, read manga, listening to songs and now... BLOGGING!

Alright, I think that's about it. Haiz... Dont feel like blogging too... HOW?

BORING

2009-04-05T16:54:00.002+08:00

Hmm... Been rotting all over this few days. Friday went out with Terry and cm for pool. It's been a long time since I played, so it's kinda like not playing very well. It's not better than last time. Hence that gangster terry keep on winning. But I did win him a few games so still alright. LOL! After that meet dear for dinner over at CCK! That's about it for friday. Oh! One more thing. Stayed up from 12 to 4 plus just to figure out the coding for Serene. Super tiring sia. LOL!

Sat went to play badminton with dear and her friend, anna. Didnt really played much cause I was freaking tired. Chatted for about 4 hours in the coffeeshop! LOL! Laughing whole day long. LOL!

Today? Hmm... Rotted at home. Watching dramas and stuffs. So... Still alright. LOL! Haha! Resting. LOL!

Alright that's all. Toodles!

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2009-03-29T15:33:00.002+08:00

Blogging again. LOL! Hmm... Let's start from last thursday. Went to kallang leisure park with her. Was suppose to go there to shop for present but it's so empty there. I dont know how to say but there are too little souls over there. Thinking of going to look at the ice skating ring but you need to pay in order to go inside. But watched movie there. The movie there is nice because there are only a few people watching and we watch hotels for dog. It's a nice movie. It's reccommended by me. LOL!

Hmm... Friday... Oh! LOL! Send breakfast to her and watch some movie there. After that look at her childhood photos. LOL! So cute. I admit, it's cute. LOL! Then went swimming with Richmond. After swimming, went back to her house to ransack her house for things to eat. LOL! It was like 2 ghost going to ransack her house for things to eat. LOL! While she get prepare we entertain ourself then I send her to her grandfather place for celebration of her grandfather birthday, while I go and get something else. LOL!

Saturday? Went to sentosa to celebrate christina birthday. then dinner over at Vivo BK. Then go home. LOL! Muscle aching and sunburn all over now. LOL! But got aloe vera gel from her to ease the sunburn so still alright! LOL!

Alright. Today is rotting day. Suppose to go night cycling with jerine they all but end up didnt because everything is killing me. LOL!

Alright! That's all. CIAO!

Prawning.

2009-03-25T22:52:00.002+08:00

My handphone is gone! It's spoil. Shit! It's really time to change a new phone! All my photos and music in the phone are gone. Shit. Should have back it up earlier.

Anyway, went prawn-ing sometime ago. It's quite fun but because my phone is spoil therefore there isnt any pictures of it left. Take it from her some other time. Actually, decided to go East Coast alone on that day but she wanna keep me company so yeah end up that day become I keep her company instead. LOL!

Oh! One thing that I'm happy about! HEHE! She brought all those thing that I like along to East Coast. I dont know what to say but yeah, those thing that I just mentioned once and she brought it. LOL! Yeah! Although become doraemon is not success but at least all those thing that she did touches me. After that went to pick up seashell. Some are nice but not perfect, some are perfect but not full. LOL! Pick up one small seashell from some where and give it to her. LOL! It's look cute hence I ask her dont take the seashell that she pick, take the seashell that I pick. One and only one eh! LOL! Hahah!

After that went prawn-ing. LOL! Quite "fun". She was doing the prawn-ing and I was like beside stoning and helping her to put the bait and remove the prawn from the hook. Got to hold the rot for 15 mins or less. LOL! But did manage to get one. LOL! Anyway, she had fun so that's fine with me.

Dinner in BK and then cabbed home. LOL! In cab, first time sleeping on a girl shoulder! LOL! Too tired to take bus. LOL!

Today? Hmm... Did really nothing. Look after Hayden and stuffs really freak me out. LOL! She bought my dessert today. LOL! Blackforest Cake! Wahaha! From Secret Recipe. HEHE! Thanks Dear. Went over to her house to take it but because she say she is very full so she need to take a walk so she said that she walked me home. After reaching my block, she said no one to send her home and end up I have to walk back again. LOL! Chatted a few lines under her block before I go home for dinner. LOL! Oh! Chatting, she keep on stuffing chocolates into my mouth. LOL!

One last thing. My bro and sis knows about us! Wahaha! Dont know why, I just feel happy. LOL!

Outings!

2009-03-23T00:29:00.003+08:00

Sat, went out with my poly friends to chill out. Wow! So nice! Even that DA MANG REN aka Busy woman aka Philo is free man. LOL! I thought that she will reject me when I asked her but she told me that she's free. So shocking right? LOL! Anyway, went to Vivo coffee bean to chill out and yeah, talk, crap and stuffs. After that went to walk walk and then for dinner. Didnt have dinner so me and mou ren was sitting at a side doing nothing. Was emo when we was at the balcony of vivo. Thinking back about what shawn and us that crazy bunch of friends doing at that time. LOL! Alright. Sorry guys if I spoil the mood. It just happens too suddenly.

Sun. Hmm... Went to get something from town with mou ren, in fact slippers and at the same time help my bro to look for his stuffs. Yup! End up didnt get anything that he want. LOL! So after that went to have dinner in Pastamania and ordered the same old dishes. After town went to West Coast. LOL! Walk walk and chat chat lor. Had dinner in mac too. LOL! Fast food. LOL!

I'm going to sleep already. Super tired. LOL! Gotta go. See ya!

BOWLING!

2009-03-19T19:12:00.003+08:00

Woo! Just came back from free lan in mac with cheemeng and sida. LOL! Game kaki. LOL! Of course there is this cheemeng who is the game sponsorer who gave me all those game. LOL! Thanks Bro! LOL! Played from 2 to 6.30. LOL! Was playing L4D and Team Fortress. LOl! I suck in L4D but quite pro in Team Fortress. This was the first time I play and yeah kinda getting use to that game fast. LOL! Chee Meng! Wahaha!

Yesterday went for Bowling with mou ren and yinglan over at Tampines safra. Why there? Because yinglan brother was there too. Cannot bring him too far so we go there instead. LOL! Didnt play quite well yesterday, no strike. LOL! But spare quite a number of times. Haha! After went to Japan village to have our dinner. Then take bus home! LOL! Accompanied mou ren under her block for supper because she said she's hungry. LOL!

[Dont mind accompanying you to walk the whole singapore as long as you are happy. Dont worry about the result, I'm sure that you can do even better than sindhu. I will help you to slaughter her if chances allow. So get moody ya! LOL!]

Finally!

2009-03-17T15:10:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went for my class outing. It's not a bad outing to say, but we spent about 3 hours waiting for people. If I know that there will be people that will be late, I will reach later too. LOL! Hmm... So what we did for our class outing? LOL! Let me tell you... We waited for people from 1pm to 4pm and meanwhile when waiting, we have our lunch because we are super duper hungry. When all of us reached, we went to buy the tickets for movie and we watched, Marley and Me. It's a very good show. I like it. LOL! While waiting for the movie to start, we went into arcade to kill time. After movie, went to have dinner over at PastaMania. Bought Turkey Bacon Aglio with combo set A! LOL! It's still not full. LOL! After dinner, we went home.

But.... Not for me. I went to Westmall to meet Serene. Accompanied her for dinner and walk walk around there. Sent her home before I went home. Soon after I bathed, Hui Xian called. Yup! Computer stuffs. That's why I'm wondering why is she calling me. LOL! Anyway, yup. Leeling and her was together and she was coming over to ask me to save her com. LOL! After these and that, walked her home and reached home was about 0045, take a look at my com and do what's needed to do and went to sleep. LOL! What a long day for me yesterday. Phew~~

Craving for Pizza's hut Garlic Bread. Anyway she's coming back today. Dont know why, felt so happy whenever receive her sms this 2 weeks. LOL! It's SO HAPPY! LOL! Haha! Kinda miss her actually. Few more hours before she reached singapore. LOL! *awaiting*

[Dear! Welcome back!]

2 More Days!

2009-03-15T19:17:00.002+08:00

Today was my grandfather death anniversary so I cant go to Suntec to buy my stuffs and instead, I have to go to my grandmother's house to pray. After that slack over there and chatted with my cousins and all. It have been a long time since I last chatted with my cousins due to studies and I wasnt able to go over. We catched up alot today.

This afternoon, I guess Jurong had another "typhoon" strike again. I know what you wanna ask. How come there is typhoon right? LOL! Heard that today the wind was very strong. Once again, it had blown down my mum's favourite pot of bonsai and same goes to my god mother living one more storey higher up. There are quite a number of trees being blown down. This happened once in 2001 when I'm in sec one. LOL! I missed the image of today's but during 2001, the wind was so big that when my grandmother was still living near my place. I could clearly see the wind forming a typhoon figure. LOL! Cool right? LOL! No wonder my god sister called us not to go home during that time. LOL!

2 more days and Mou Ren is coming back. It's been 2 weeks since I last saw her. So happy! LOL! Alright, gotta go. Meeting Hui Xian for her com stuffs, I'm hungry man! LOL!

[Dont know what time are you coming back and didnt reply my sms. Be sure to let me know when you are back]

1st Month.

2009-03-14T23:11:00.003+08:00

Went to played basketball today! Still alright. Long time didnt play already that's why it's quite tiring but after sometime in the game and yeah, use to it. LOL! After that meet Chee Meng for dinner, in fact transfering of games. LOL! Stayed at home to play game till now. LOL! Playing Life 4 Dead. Cool man. It's a nice game. Just massacre all the zomies and your things is done. LOL!

This morning was make awake by one sms and of course you know who it's from right? LOL! Was so happy to receive that sms because it have been 2 weeks since I heard from her. It's kinda long to me. LOL! Yup and today it's was our first month together. But yeah, she's not in singapore so what to do? LOL! Yeah! But at least I know that she is doing fine over at Indonesia not counting Mosquitoes bites and tummyaches. It's a relieve to me. LOL!

[Dear! Bear with it for another 3 more days and you will be back. Miss you.]

5 More Days.

2009-03-12T22:42:00.002+08:00

Went to fetch Xiang Ting today and the weather was like god damn hot. I've sun burned on my back and it's still red now, then the sun ray just shoot directly at my back it's like a piece of raw meat lying on top of the grilling pan. It's that kind of feeling. People who have sun burned before will know my feeling. LOL!

Nowadays my headache are getting worse. It's like getting from bad to worse. at first after waking up from bed it will be alright. Now even after waking up it hurts like hell. I'm wondering why. For no reason it just hurts like nobody business. So painful till I feel like chopping off my head or remove my brain. LOL!

The day before while I was working on something in the room, jian hui (the primary school kid which my mum helps to look after now) go and pinch xiang ting. I was like so super furious in my mind and wanna just give him one tight slap man. His first impression is not good to me and now he is doing this kind of things to Xiang Ting. But I didnt because I need to finish my stuffs first. But still my stuffs now is half way done. Need another day to finish it off.

5 more days and she's coming back. Haha! Thinking of that really make my day. However spending days waiting for someone is really miserable. LOL! But still it worth the wait. Wonder if she feels the same. LOL!

[Will be waiting for you to come back, missing you badly!]

Nice Mood!

2009-03-10T22:38:00.002+08:00

Just came back home from Bugis. Accompanied Richmond to Simlim to shop for his stop together with Nash. When we got the things and it was still early, so we went to catched a movie call Watchmen and after that dinner at Pastamania. The movie was super draggy and guys, better not watch it. It's not that nice that you expect but if you wanna watch it then watch it at your own risk? LOL! Is it that serious? LOL!

Meet up with Serene again. LOL! Seriously, I'm really wondering what is she up man. Why is she appearing almost everyday at my neighbourhood when she live in Yishun? LOL! Wonder wonder wonder. LOL! But accompany her still, I loses nothing. LOL!

On my way home just now when I look up into the sky. There was a moon, almost full. So bright, so white. Wonder if she saw it over her side? Nowadays weather are changing like flipping a piece of paper. Sometimes it's so hot some time it's so cold. Changing of weather can really make one sick. Hope she's alright over there.

[Dear ah! Take extra care of yourself over there eh. It hurts me if you are sick.]

It have been so long...

2009-03-08T19:45:00.002+08:00

It have been so long since I last went swimming. Today went swimming with Nash, in fact it suppose to be teach him but because he didnt bring his swimming trunks I can only teach him in the wave pool and yeah, it's not an easy task. LOL! Although it's a long time since I swim, I didnt lost touch at all. Well done Kim Tian. LOL!

It's was so coincidence that I saw Ghim Yong there with his sister and he was under coaching by my cousin zhi wang for life saving skills. Not bad ya! LOL!

After swimming went to Westmall because I'm going there to get something. After that have lunch in KFC and walk walk here and there get my things and go home. LOL!

Went to meet Serene somewhere near my place again because she say she's there and since I have nothing to do when I go home then go and meet her for a while. Wondering why is she so near my place nowadays. Is she up to something again? LOL!

I got sunburn. Oh my god. It suppose to get pain the next day but when I reached home it started hurting. Applied some cooling cream to ease the pain but it seems useless. LOL!

Nowadays weather are hot. Wondering if she is taking good care of herself? Hope she wont play too much and forget to do this and do that. Alright gotta go.

[Please take good care of yourself my dear]

Found Something!

2009-03-07T12:18:00.004+08:00

Saturday morning, should be sunny but it seems like it's going to rain sooner or later. LOL! By the way, while my mum was plucking the vegetable, I found something by coincidence. Guess what I found? It's snail. LOL! Although its not a big snail but it's seldom that you can find living creature in your vegetable ya. LOL! Below are the snail that I found. LOL!

My sis's Ah Barn. Taking pic with the snail.

Take a closer look at the snall.

Another picture of it.

Did it surprise you? LOL! I guess there were once I found caterpillar in the vegetable. LOL! Alright. Next thing, still remember that I was telling you guys about the new baby that my mum is babysitting now. LOL! His name is Hayden. LOL! Secretly took one of his picture. Look so cute right?

Snapped it when was looking at the camera.
There are alot of tries of course. He is super hyper.

Enough that. Yesterday Richmond came over to my place asking me to help him with the adaptop thing. After that we went out with Ying Lan together at Marina Square or perhaps I should say only in the Coffee Bean in Millenia Walk. After that have lunch in Yoshinoya then headed back. Wanted to go to westmall to get something. But that something is so hard to get. In face it will never be caught. So unfair. LOL! Anyway. Got other ideas what to get.

After that went to meet Serene since she told me that she will be near my place at night time. So yeah! Went to look for and and accompany her for a while. Oh! She got something for me over from Japan. LOL! Mochi that I long wanted to eat. LOL! Finish it before I get home! LOL! Not bad ya! LOL!

Hmm... Wondering how's mou ren doing over there? Adapting well to that place or not? I hope she is and hope that she is not getting bruises over there too. Alright that's all!

[Hope time will fly past fast so that I can see you soon]

~~~

2009-03-05T11:37:00.003+08:00

It's holiday and I didnt manage to find a part time job. I think I gotta rot at home for the whole of the holidays I guess. Geez...

Anyway, the baby have came and he's cute. LOL! Not sure if I can take a photo of him but I know that his name is Hayden. Nice name right? LOL! Have been playing with the baby for the past few days. He is just 2 months plus old and he already know how to recognise people but one thing is, he is very fierce. I dont know how describe it but you will know when you see him. LOL!

Now, there are 2 baby in my house. One is Xiang Ting of course another one is Hayden. LOL! I dont know if it's true, when Hayden came I just feel that Xiang Ting got cast at a side. I wonder why. Yesterday I carry Xiang Ting out from her bed and by right it should be my mum who did it but because she was busy with Hayden so I carry Xiang Ting out. When Xiang Ting was out from her bed, she was looking at my mum and calling my mum, but my mum didnt reply until she heard the third or the fourth time. Anyway, not my mum didnt reply, it's just that she didnt heard her.

Oh! She left. Yesterday. But the feeling is kinda weird and I dont know why. Anyway, hope she can adapt to where she is now. Bon Voyage. If you miss someone, just look at the sky. Although we are in a different land but we are looking at the same sky.

[Feel so empty without you around]

there she goes

2009-02-28T11:26:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went out with her to Plaza Singapura. Catches the movie, [The Curious Case of Benjamin Button] and bought her favourite colour DS so that she can have something to play when she was over at the overseas. After that went to the game shop near to my gramp's house to get one part of the console so that she can play more than 1 game. Then to IMM sas she's going there to get something else and I wanna help my dad to get something too.

Yesterday night slept at 2am to figure out how to use the new kind of memory card for the ds and install the games into the console.

She must be in the airport waiting for departure now and will away for 2 weeks plus! Wonder how's the lifestyle there but I guess She must be used to it, after it's her mum's hometown too.

Yesterday was supposed to attend py's birthday celebration but it was too last minute that I didnt attend. At first they told me that it was on the 26th so I left 26th free but after I have promised to go out with my friend on the 27th then they told me that the date change to 27th. Sorry I wasnt able to make it.

[♥Starting to miss you♥]

EXAMS OVER!

2009-02-26T22:46:00.003+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! WAHAHAHA! I'm like a bird that are free from cage now. LOL! Exams are over and now I can just play till my fill. But I'm afraid that the result wont be that good. How? If I really need to repeat module then I guess this is call destiny. Haiz... LOL!

Anyway, today after exam went to Marina Square to celebrate with richmond, nash, yinglan and christina. LOL! Nothing to do so just eat and walk walk around. There are a few things that are funny that I dont know how to say and it's just funny. LOL! If you wanna know that feel free to ask me. LOL!

During dinner, we are talking about jokes and Mr Bean stuffs. LOL! It's a long time but all of us manage to remember. LOL! Especially richmond, he knows it all man!

Alright. I think that's all!

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2009-02-24T22:39:00.003+08:00

Back to blog because last 2 weeks was preparing for the exam because it's the exam weeks. This coming thursday was the last paper and it was also the founder of LAN's family birthday which is Pei Yun. LOL! It have been a long time since I last saw her. But guess everyone is living as happily like before. LOL! We are all growing up and meeting are getting lesser and lesser but still our bonding never breaks. LOL!

Mou Ren is going overseas in 4 days time for 2 weeks. 2 weeks of not seeing her I guess I will miss her even more. Promise to accompany you to play all you one before you leave.

[♥Love and Miss You Most♥]